Janine and her husband David have just left a party tonight. They are in a hurry to get home and make love to each other. They shouldn't be driving after drinking but they live nearby and decide to chance the short drive home; but, it turns out to be a very short drive...
Author's Note: (Janine's thoughts are
Italicized
)
I awoke with a start.
Where am I? What is this bright light? I can't close my eyes. Oh my god, I can't close my eyes! Am I paralyzed? I can't move! Why can't I move? Please move that light!
Christ I
am
paralyzed! Ahhhhh... Calm down Janine, think this through. I remember David and I in the car after the party and then the bright lights. Yes, the bright lights, headlights, another car. We had an accident. He must've hit us. Then what? Did I black out? David, where's David?
I need to see David. Oh my eyes are so dry, can't anyone give me some drops?
"David. David." She tries to yell.
I can't hear myself speak
. "DAVID!"
I can't talk; I can't move my mouth or my eyes but I can see. That's a good thing. I can still see.
That light is so bright, why aren't my eyes watering?
I feel the cold underneath me and around me. I feel naked. I can't move. Goddamit! I can't move. Will somebody please check on me? Where are the nurses? Where is the Doctor?
The car wreck! That must've done this to me. I hope David is OK. What if he's not? I have no relatives here. I need to call them, or, they need to call them. Maybe they already have.
Can't I have a blanket? Someone please cover me...
Voices! I hear voices. And shoe steps. Yes! Someone is coming. Thank you. Yes! I will tell them what happened. They will tell me what happened.
"Yah, that restaurant is a haven for E-coli. Don't go there or you'll be puking all night long."
Nurses?
"That would be a perfect ending to my date with Linda, hah. Let me kiss you good night, uh, wait a minute 'til I go and throw-up."
They are talking about food, and dates? What about me? I'm the patient here. Take care of me damn you!
"Boy, too bad you didn't get a chance to take this one on a date." He bends over her face and looks into her eyes studying her.
Help me. Help me. Mmm, he's a handsome, young man but he needs to fix his hair and shave. What am I doing? I must be delirious.
"Yah! Look at those big fuckin' tits and they're natural too" as his buddy squeezes one hard with his gloved hand and pinches the nipple."
"What are you doin' man?"
Ouch! That hurt! What the fuck are you doing you pig? How dare you!
"Nice fuckin' bush too. Nothin' like a thick furry bush to sink your nose into while you lap away at a nice wet pussy" his buddy says.
"You always did like 'em hairy. Not me. I like 'em smooth as a baby's bottom. No hair to get in the way. Leaves 'em slick like butter."
"Slick until the next day and the stubble slices you up real good." They both laugh.
David likes me natural. Fuck you!
"But just feel it. It's so soft like a fluffy cottontail and it's dense." He reaches between her legs and palms her pubes with his latex covered hand, discretely wiggling his fingers between her thighs pressing them against here pussy lips.
You bastard! You wait until David finds out. Get your fucking hand off my cunt you fuck! These guys are unethical scumbags for nurses. Wait until I report this to the hospital administration for taking advantage of a paralyzed woman.
"No man. I'll pass on the feel. Ya know, you're one sick bastard. If I didn't know any better I'd think you were down there bangin' these chicks."
Is this how all men talk? Don't they have any consideration for the patient? I can hear you two, you know and I see you too. Can't you wet my eyes? They're shrinking 'cause they're so dry.
"Get the sheet and cover her. We can't take her down the hall naked."
"Huh, huh. Yah. Who wants to see a naked dead chick. Huh, huh."
Hey. I can't see. Why'd you pricks cover my head? I'm moving. Where the hell are they taking me?
What did he say? Dead chick? I'm not dead you perverts! What chart are you reading? Where are they taking me. I'm not fuckin' dead! I'm in a coma or something can't you see in my chart?