"Mister Alonzo?"
Raven Moore spoke to herself, her former Group Home Administrator's soul attached to her own currently, allowing them a shared consciousness. "Just a random thought to protect Gwen and Jody... Gwen's fiancée died here after you were found dead. Won't that look suspicious? He might not have been on your surveillance camera feed because of this demon Noigel but someone in the neighborhood is bound to see his car. What about his cellphone? It can be tracked right?"
"You're right! We have to protect Gwen and Jody from any suspicion. We also must ask ourselves are any of you safe outside my front door?"
"Well, I did subconsciously create a barrier to protect Jody earlier. Not to mention technically I killed this Brandon guy. I know I was lost in some void within my head at the time it happened, so I kind of don't feel responsible. I mean, yes I am, but not on purpose."
"When I am gone, you will need to find someone obviously a female to assist you in finding out ways to control such events. Possibly your real family if they're still out there."
"Are there records about who left me on the doorstep as a baby?"
"None that I am aware of I'm afraid. From what I understood through meetings with the board going over each girl in our residence you were found alone without even a note. Outside of your first and middle name of Raven Elsbeth. No last name I'm afraid. No birth certificate we simply gave you the last name of Moore."
"Someone sure didn't love me. Why the last name Moore? Because I was just one MORE mouth to feed?"
"You do not know the circumstances of her, his, their decision in abandoning you Raven. If and until you ever do you must keep an open mind. To be honest, you are correct as to how we arrived at your last name. That was of course, before I started at Crowley Manson. I would have given you a more noble name. Something to go along with Elsbeth along the lines of the Elizebethan period. You know me and my Medieval passions."
"Trying! I would like to know my parents. I turned out okay so... even with a name as simple as Moore." She paused to rethink her statement, "Uhhh? Did I turn out okay? I have a pentagram on my lower back that's magically killed someone. Anything satanic can't be good, right?"
"Raven... I have known you for years... I've said it before you were always a perfect Angel."
"So was the Devil before he got kicked out of Heaven though."
"We only know what is written Raven. Unfortunately, all by the hand of man. What is truth from false remains a mystery. Man can be... deceitful even under the best of intentions."
"I'm going to miss your guiding me along Hector. I'll be... lost without you."
"You have access to my identity at your fingertips as long as they last. Although you did just transfer them to Jody. How you succeeded at that is ambitious by itself. While I feel myself fading rapidly I... hope I can find a way to be of service in your future. To... make up for what I... did to you."
"You had no control over my being raped Mister Alonzo. I don't hold you responsible, it was that demon or Incubus or whatever he is that possessed you and made your body do his bidding."
"We both know I often had... impure thoughts."
"Stop it! You said it yourself that's a guy thing and you know it. It's called being human. I lust too you know... being cooped up with all girls I didn't know what guys were about outside of cooks, janitors, and you. Honestly, I never thought about sex with anyone growing up, I barely touched myself. Now that..." She fidgets over her finishing remark, "...I've had sex... I like it. Crave it even. You... showed me how it could feel without even trying. Oh, and I figured Jody needed your hands more than I did. Wait! That sounded bad, didn't it?"
"I get why you transferred my prints to her. Let's not... tell her you did that. She might freak out. But again, if she should ever get arrested and processed and my prints show up... this is all so overwhelming. Concerning my showing you what sex was all about, are we sure it's not this Noigel that showed you? It seems he is intent on showing you what a Succubus is all about. By making you crave sex you might be a danger to others. Try to restraint any urges."
"I'll do my best, but honestly? My pussy is on fire even now. I'm keeping it under wraps but it's there begging for action."
"I am aware of that. I AM inside you Raven. Like you, I'm aware how that sounded."
"What happens when you're... not? You might be the only thing keeping my hormones in check. You said it yourself; my soul is feeding on yours."
"Good point!"
"Are Gwen and Jody... safe with me once you're gone completely? I'm scared Hector."
"I have no doubt that you would never intentionally harm my family. Have some faith in yourself, if not in any deity."
"Is God real?"
"Gwen did say a glowing halo left your lower back and hovered over your head. I can't help but think... feel, that must be a good sign."
"That's true! But you also said everything we know is written or cast down by man. What if everything we know of good, and evil is convoluted?" Their inner communication is disturbed in hearing a vacuum cleaner roar into motion.
"Gwen found my dust buster." Hector acknowledged, "Poor Brandon, while I should be pissed off at him, I often felt he was not a bad soul. I believe he did love Gwen as much as I once did. Even if that bastard hit on my daughter. At least he never acted on it."
"I wonder why my mark disappears and reappears. It's even altering its appearance with the line work." Raven pointed out. "It's like maybe... a good and bad war going on. I can feel both light and darkness within me. Can you sense it being in there?"
"Yes! You are correct. That aspect is where you should focus. Meditate to keep the light overpowering the darkness."
"But is the darkness the enemy?"
"You have seen this Noigel clouding the eyes of those he possesses. Darkness masks our souls. When he controlled me, I was in a void. I could hear you scream even if the void kept others on the outside from hearing it. This is how I know what my body was doing to you."
"Could you hear Noigel's thoughts?"
"No actually... now that you mention it. Only my own thoughts. Subtle glimpses through his eyes."
"You just pictured your dick going in and out of my pussy. You did witness more than you've been admitting. Not that I'm mad, I know you're trying to behave for my sake. I know it's wrong, but I just flashed your memory of that, it was pretty hot seeing something as big as your dick moving in and out of me. Everything is so confusing."
"You are strong Raven, try to overlook such visions. Once I'm gone those should subside. Just hold it all together and think before any and all actions. When you can! I understand when you got lost within yourself and not knowing what you do. There is where you need to find focus. Control your appetite for destruction."
"Wasn't that a song?"
"It was actually an album title for a band called Guns & Roses. You know what? When I'm gone you should play some of my old LP's. I have a record player in my study. I found old hair band music of the 80's relaxing."
"No waterfalls or birds chirping right? I might need that gun of yours to scare them off." She giggled.
"Not that relaxing I'm afraid. Just look for ways to find peace."
"Coming from a guy that found Medieval battles exciting. How relaxing is that?"
"It's the positioning of battles. It's like playing chess. Quiet but deadly!"
"Never learned to play chess. Monopoly and Payday is about it."
"The misfortunes of the system I'm afraid. Keeping the children docile and as innocent as much as possible."
"Shoot!" She freezes, "What if Noigel goes back to Crowley Manson? He might harm my friends to call me out."
"Take some of my cash I left you and purchase a cellphone. Call the Home and check on them periodically."
"Right! Here comes Jody. She made us grilled cheese sandwiches. How can she be hungry after everything she's experienced?"
