Near Total Eclipse

*Knock Knock...*

It was finally happening. The moment had arrived. You were stood on the other side of that door and all I had to do was open it. Many days in the making this moment's been. I cannot let this simply slip by. We cannot simply let this slip by.

*click*

I pull the door open and time stands still. Undulating waves of passion surge towards each other. Melting into our flesh before light could even travel the distance between us. I notice the textures of your clothes. The soft cotton resting comfortably on that soft, warm skin. Your dark brown eyes, fixed on me. A nervous anticipation, evident in the corners of your pursed lips, reflecting mine, masked by a casual smile.

"Come in!"

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The ceiling fan continues to spin, its whirring evident in my ears. It's warm but not too warm. I feel the coolness of the tiled flooring latch onto my bare knees. I'd taken off all of my clothes and was knelt here, waiting for you. My palms on my thighs, feeling the ever so slightly coarse texture of hair on soft skin. There's a lightness in my chest and my shoulders feel broad. The coolness of the tiles, the polished surfaces reflecting the room and parts of me.

*shuffle*

The sound of bare feet emerging from the walk in closet a few feet in front of me.

There you are. A bipedal dream, floating towards me. How is it that you're able to manipulate time with your body? It's like everything stands still to watch you move. The curvature of your hips, the hair cascading over your shoulders. Your breasts suspended in grace and your lips, seemingly matte and... perfect.

My arm reaches out as you draw near and grasps your side. Now the other. Your smooth flesh lovingly wraps around the perimeters of each hand. I bring you closer and I breathe you in. Strawberries and lust... pure, unbridled lust. It's just you and me baby. Everything else has ceased to exist. This is it. We are all that ever was. This moment, is forever.

*Kiss*

I bring my lips to your belly button as you gently caress my hair. I sense a smile.

*Kiss*

You pull me to my feet but make sure I remain close. I bring my forehead to yours. Our breathing is evident. I hear yours go in and out. Gently. Our noses touch. I see your lips. Flush. Waiting to move. Waiting to make contact and set off fireworks. The moment is nigh.

*Contact*

I feel the creases of your lips on mine. The moistness of the inside slowly making its way outwards. We go in for another one and our lips stay locked. We move in closer and I hold you tight. One arm around your waist and the other 'round your back.

*Squeeze*

We kiss again. Your tongue is at the door. Mine lets you in. The texture, the taste, the sounds as I feel your breasts pressed up against me, as our tongues dance together, serenaded by our lips.

Just you and me baby. We're all that ever was.

Your nose, your lips, your neck, your shoulder. Little pecks as I work my way down to your breasts. Moisten those nipples, sweet and tender. Lightly pinch one and lick the other. You give out a light moan. I stay on them for a minute or two. Kissing, caressing, fondling and inhaling. I get the urge to bathe them in honey and lick you clean but you taste much sweeter, my love.

Shift.

You pull me back up and look me in the eyes. There's a naughtiness there that leaves me in awe. How on earth did I end up with you? Am I even worthy?

Kisses on my neck and on my chest. My turn to be caressed. You wrap your arms around me and squeeze me tight. Kisses on my neck again. You know what I like. You slap my ass and grab on to it. We laugh.

Your laugh... Gosh you're perfect.

Your hands reach down between us and as you look into my eyes, you find me, firm and at the ready. You run your hands along its length. From base to tip and back again. You feel around for my balls and gently cup them, giving them a light tug immediately after. I've surrendered myself to you. I'm all yours baby. Yours and yours alone.

You kiss your way down to your knees. You take me in your hands and give gentle little kisses along its length. They're little pecks at first but with each time, the kisses get bigger and sloppier. The contact is prolonged. You kiss the tip and look at it adoringly. You lean in for another one but this time, you wrap your lips around the head. I feel the moist insides of your mouth caress me. Your tongue cradling the tip of my shaft. I close my eyes in ecstasy. Shutting out my vision so I can focus on the sensation of a tender mouth wrapped around every fibre my being.

And then... nothing.

I open my eyes with a start. I find myself standing here with my cock in my hands. The fan's still whirring and the tile's still cool but not a sign that you were ever there with me.

The world darkens. Near total eclipse. I am alone.

I stand motionless. Time is still again. Only you're not the one slowing it down.

It's like loneliness simultaneously gripped every single cell in my body and squeezed. Hard.

It was only me, baby. All along it was only me. I was all there ever was.

Alone forever

Forever alone

Alone forever

Forever alone

Weight in my chest. Barely breathing. The world is silent. I am still... still nothing.