Chapter Two: All Saints' Day
"What is this?" I hear from my side.
My head slowly turns in disbelief. There are my friends, with me in this terrible dream.
Tara shakes her head in shock. Tom has his arms around her, his expression matching hers.
And Brian is still behind me. I can feel his heat on my back, his anxious puffs of air on my neck.
Then there are the unmistakable sounds of boots pressing down on snow. The man of my dreams appears, wearing the same clothes as last time. He has circles under his eyes. It's as though my restful nights have caused him restless ones.
"Is this really happening?" I ask in desperate dread. Please be a dream, I think. At this moment I'll take a sleeping nightmare rather than a waking one.
They don't answer, but Tara takes my hand. That's all I need right now, dream or not.
"I've come for Rosemary."
"No," Brian grinds out behind me. "What the fuck is going on here? Did you drug us?" He tugs me around and behind him.
The man smiles. It's almost kind. "Your devotion is touching but completely meaningless. What is destined will come to fruition--I merely brought you here to facilitate your friend's passing."
"Passing?" Tara asks. "As in dead?" Her blonde head swings toward me and her eyes are filled with horror. "Is this what you've been dreaming about?"
"Yes." This is real. It has to be. And if it is, that means I just fucked my worse nightmare.
The man comes over to me. I don't even know his name and he wants eternity with me. I can feel Brian's hands tighten. "No harm will come to you," the man assures Brian. "Just release her and I will send you home."
"Fuck no."
"Your chivalry was admirable a moment ago. Now it will get you killed."
"Excuse me," Brian mutters sarcastically. He twists around so we're face to face. "What should we do?"
"I don't know," I whisper. "It's useless, I think."
"She's bound to me," the man calls out. "She did the spell herself."
"Oh, no," Tara says from far away.
No. The spell was to ward him off, wasn't it?!
"You have a choice, Rosemary. You can make this painful for everyone, or you can surrender." I look at him and am captured by those dark eyes. "It's your first and last decision in my world. Stay with me. Stay with me as you promised."
I swallow my tears. "No. I won't stay with you. I'll never stay with you."
His face shuts down. His black eyes turn cold. "I didn't want it to turn out this way."
My lips tremble.
"I wish you'd change your mind."
"I won't. Please."
He sighs, letting his shoulders rise then fall dramatically. "Very well."
Suddenly I'm torn from Brian, hurling through the air. My friends cry out. I land face down in a pile of snow. I'm not seriously hurt, but I whimper all the same. I can hear Brian flipping out, and Tara screaming.
I lift my head just in time to witness the nameless being stick his fist through Brian's chest.
Angry red blood spurts in a straight line, staining the pure white snow beneath. Brian opens his mouth in a soundless scream..
"She was a good fuck, no?" the nameless man taunts.
Brian falls to his knees, his dying eyes scanning my face as if for confirmation this isn't truly happening. I am sure my expression offers him no such solace. His body drops to the side, almost delicately.
The nightmare man looks at me, still holding Brian's beating heart in his right fist.
Then he grins at me, throwing the heart into the snow.
X
I wake panting. Brian is beside me. I'm still wearing the short dress, though the skirt is pulled up around my hips.
Everything is okay. It's all okay.
I let out a long sigh, disappointed my nightmares are back again but relieved I'm back in the land of the living.
I'm okay. Okay. The word begins to lose meaning.
My arms and legs extend, spooning Brian.
As I stretch out, my arms touch a warm, sticky substance. Brian was dressed as a zombie earlier, so I figure it's makeup oozing out of a tube. Gross.
I put out my arm to turn on the light.
And then I scream and scream. I scream so hard that I can't scream anymore. I lose touch with everything around me. Seconds, minutes, hours pass until I come to in Tara's arms.
"Brian," is my first word.
My eyes focus and I find I'm still in my bedroom. I'm on the floor, chin to knees. Tara's arm is draped around me, rubbing my back. Tom stands over Brian's lifeless body.
"That thing," Tara says, her voice shaking, "he killed him."
My neck snaps towards her. Sad and terrified blue eyes slide to meet mine. "You were really there?"
"Absolutely."
Tom runs a hand through his hair. "What the fuck is going on?"
Then the tears come. "Oh my God! Oh my God, my God!" I am panicked, crazy.
We sit in silence for what feels like hours.
Eventually Tom kneels down beside me. "Look, I don't know what the hell is going on. I fall asleep and wake up in some winter wonderland nightmare with a stranger who tears out my best friend's heart. I wake up and find that shit to be a reality." His grey eyes squint at me. "We need to put our grief on hold so we can figure this thing out."
Tom gets up and tosses a white sheet on top of Brian's body. The blood seeps through, making the pure white appear pink. Tom grabs each of our elbows and hustles us out to the living room, closing my bedroom door behind us.
"I'm sorry I didn't believe you," Tara says to me.
"How could you?" I feel as though someone is sitting on my chest. Do I tell them I fucked him? It's important information, surreal as it may be. Would they understand? Judging from the sadness weighing down their features, I figure it's not the best time.