Here's the last chapter--sorry for the delay!
If you haven't read the first three chapters, this probably won't make a lot of sense.
Here's the first chapter
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here's the second
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here's the third
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Trigger warnings: Domination/reluctance, infidelity, anal sex, completely fabricated science and cluttered, Victorian-style prose.
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The Strange Case of Lanyon and Henry, Chapter Four: The Succubus Awakens
Copyright 2023 by B. Watson
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Excerpts from the memoirs of Hastie Lanyon Jekyll
By the time the Summer of 1893 turned to Autumn, my relationship with my dearest Henry--which once had been marked by an almost preternatural closeness--lay in shambles. The fault, I fear, was my own. As my secret experiments evolved into a secret life, I found it impossible to maintain the intimacy, intellectual and otherwise, that had always been a hallmark of our marriage.
To all outside appearances, we hadn't changed. We continued to share meals, conversation and a bed, but the meals were fewer, the bed colder, and the conversation more strained. By the standards of society, our union seemed proper--even exceptional--but we had never been an especially proper couple, and what might appear acceptable to others was, to us, a time of coldness and alienation.
I cannot say how Henry perceived this growing distance. He was never a voluble or outgoing man--to my knowledge, I was perhaps his only confidant--and my reserve had seemingly caught him flatfooted. Certainly, he made an effort to discern the cause of our estrangement, but his intellect, so estimable in the laboratory, was ill equipped for skullduggery, and I easily put him off. Eventually, he ceased his efforts to span the expanse between us, choosing instead to exile himself to his laboratory and anaesthetize himself with increased imbibing.
As for me, I found it increasingly difficult to balance my fascination with Edward Hyde and my deep regard for my husband. What had begun as a scientific investigation had mutated into a stark infidelity, and I was unable to separate the one from the other. Further, as my investigation was far from complete, I was unsure how to halt or slow its process, even as it eroded my once-vibrant relationship with Henry. I could only pray that my experiments--and my growing fascination with my subject--would reach their conclusion before they destroyed my marriage.
And so there we were in early October: A wife unable to tell the truth to her husband and a husband ill-equipped to bridge the distance that had cropped up between them. A wife unable to meet her husband's eye and a husband unable to decipher the dire portents that were gathering around him. Yet on we went, continuing to maintain the appearance of a proper husband and wife, even as our marriage rotted from within. I wondered who we were performing this pantomime for. Poole and Mrs. Willoughby? My parents? Bedford College? Ourselves?
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October 6, 1893 was a Friday. My husband and I shared breakfast, then went our separate ways--he to Bedford, where he was conducting a seminar, and me to my conservatory, where I was processing samples in order to better understand the diffusion and absorption of certain catalysts in human blood cells. Before he left for the day, he asked me with a pointed look if I was going to dine with him that evening. I felt myself blush--I had missed far too many meals of late. Giving him a stiff smile, I promised that I would, indeed, join him for dinner.
I am not sure what Henry did when he left the College--perhaps he visited his Gentlemen's club or puttered around in his own laboratory in the basement of our home. By this time, our relations had deteriorated to the point that we rarely saw each other. As for myself, I spent the morning and afternoon lingering over my samples. When they were analyzed, I knew, I would need to gather more--a process that filled me with a queer mixture of self-loathing and guilty excitement. Currently, self-loathing was leading the charge, so I dawdled over them. Soon enough, however, it was time for me to prepare for dinner--and for another evening in which I attempted to ignore the hurt and confusion in my husband's eyes.
Dinner was excruciating. The food, as usual, was superb--Mrs. Willoughby had spent much of her life in the kitchen of my family's estate in West Hereford, and she set a fine table. Unfortunately, the art and craft of her dishes were lost on me: My discomfort in my husband's presence, paired with my apprehension and anticipation regarding my next evening with Mr. Hyde left little room for epicurean appreciation. The food tasted strange, foreign--a condition that most likely had little to do with Mrs. Willoughby's efforts and much to do with my own emotional maelstrom.
I hazarded a glance at my husband and his eyes speared me. There was something different in them--their usual arctic blue seemed diffused by an emotion I didn't recognize. I feared it might be disdain.
I quickly shifted my gaze to my dinner plate.
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Although I never intended to enter into a partnership with Edward Hyde, I cannot claim that the man didn't hold some fascination for me. From our first meeting at 17 Cavendish Square, I had found him singularly arresting. The tumult of our second encounter had prejudiced me somewhat against him, particularly given his propensity to usurp and abuse my body. Further, of course, I also shared my husband's distrust of the man who had attempted to seize control of him so many years before.
All the same, I sometimes remembered the intensity of his tan eyes and the ferocity of his attentions. I must admit that these recollections always left me flushed and flustered.
My inexplicable preoccupation notwithstanding, I was relieved when Henry, Poole and I exorcised Hyde's presence from our home. In fact, were it not for my father's worsening condition, I might never have again sought the man's company.
In 1880, my father's war injuries had set me on my path to study the sciences. In the ensuing years, he had greatly healed, although he favored his left arm, and the strength and vitality that I remembered from my youth had never fully returned.
As for his psyche, his spirits also rallied, and he displayed much of the energy and humor for which he was widely revered. Yet, despite his attempts to conceal the wounds to his spirit, I would often find him gazing at the fire, his mind thousands of leagues from us.
A decade after his return from the war, my father began to suffer a rather precipitous physical decline. As my mother explained, his joints and muscles had begun to severely stiffen, and it had become exceedingly painful for him to ascend stairs or walk any significant distance. As for riding across the countryside--a pastime that continued to delight him, and which had featured prominently in the recovery of his spirit when he returned from the wars--it was, effectively, impossible. Absent his favorite recreation and often confined to his chair in front of the fireplace, my father's spirits quickly dimmed.