"Well Rebecca, I think you'll find this place is much different than Houston," the friendly elderly man says with a smile that is very heartwarming. It's the sort of smile where you can tell the person is being honest and they have no ill will at all in their hearts. As sad as this sounds, it's been a while since I've seen a smile like that.
I happily return his smile, agreeing with him with all my heart. This small town in the middle of no where Washington state is about as different as you can get from where I'm from. It's as different as night is to day.
"That's what I'm counting on," I tell him, brushing my long black hair behind my ear as I tend to do when I get nervous. When I do this, I notice how different my hair feels here. After living my 30 years in Texas, I've gotten used to humidity messing with my hair on a daily basis. But here? Here my hair feels smooth and fine, almost like a model's.
I know my smile shows that I'm very much glad for a change. If I never have to go back to high heat, right-wing extremists, humidity, tornados, gang members, hurricanes or any of the other bad crap that you live through in Houston, I'll be happy. If my life becomes as boring as a snail is slow, I will never complain.
"Oh, look at me trying to talk your ear off," the kindly old man says after checking his wristwatch. I'm not sure how long it's been but I would guess we've been talking for at least 20 minutes here on my front porch.
"I know you have to unpack, so I'll let you be," the elderly man says, giving me that smile again. I have to admit, I do like that he's my new neighbor. I'm not used to knowing my neighbors so to have one that seems as nice as he is, is a nice blessing.
This man, whose name is Charles, lives across the street from me. When I arrived yesterday with the moving truck, he was raking his yard. Even though he had no clue who I was and that I was his new neighbor, he still gave a friendly wave as we approached. Then today he walked over and introduced himself, wanting to welcome me to the neighborhood.
As I had hoped, he gave me the general rundown of the neighborhood and said how calm and peaceful it is. That the most trouble they ever get is that sometimes the kids will ride ATVs down the streets, which I can live with. I'm so used to idiot children getting drunk and firing guns in their homes that I'll take ATV's on the street any day.
I was also so impressed that he didn't gossip or talk bad about anyone on the street. There was no, "watch out for this person," or "I heard that they were in jail," or anything like that. All he did was mention the people that are my neighbors, saying their names and what they did for work.
"Thank you so much for stopping by. Sounds silly I know, but you really have made my day," I tell Charles, hating how much of a girl I sound like when I say this. My voice can get so high pitched when I get happy.
"Oh, it was my pleasure, clearly," Charles responds as he turns to start walking. His steps are slow but steady as he walks across my new porch. When he reaches the small set of stairs, he grabs hold of the banister.
"Just...one last thing," Charles says, his demeanor changing somewhat. He looks back at me where the nice and kind old man expression is still there, only now it seems changed. It almost seems like he doesn't want to say this next part. Like he doesn't want to have to tell me whatever it is that he's about to tell me.
I brace myself for what I think he's going to say, but am hopeful I'll be wrong. As a somewhat attractive woman, I get hit on all the time by older men. Not that there's anything wrong with it, I mean we are all human and have urges, it's just, I'm not interested. I'm 30 years old and like to date around my own age.
When older men hit on me, they always try the father figure route. Where they claim they can support me and make sure I am cared for, but I'm capable of supporting myself just fine. That's why I was able to make this trip. I have a decent job and I don't buy tons of stuff I don't need. Unlike most of the other women I know, I barely have that many clothes. Maybe like half what most others do.
"You are going to think this is silly, and I know I'm just going to embarrass myself," Charles starts, looking towards the ground to show his embarrassment. At this I nearly groan as I know what's about to happen. As he's a very nice and sweet guy, I try and search for the right words to decline his offer. I do find it sort of messed up that he would pretend to be the nice and kind neighbor if all he was wanting was a date.
"There's a house, it's at the end of the street," Charles then says, surprising me. I was so sure he was about to ask me out I nearly said out loud "thank you but I want to focus on myself right now." When he clearly is talking about something else, I get stunned for a moment and can't say anything.
Charles then walks down the stairs of my porch and points down the road. Following him but staying on the porch, I look to where he points, to a small house that sits on the corner.
There's no doubt which house he's pointing to. The houses on the street have a lot of land attached to them, so they sort of sit by themselves. I know my place has a half-acre backyard.
Looking at the house I see it's normal looking house. Maybe a bit small compared to the other laces here. One story, cookie-cutter build, bland landscaping. Nothing special. Nothing even unique. Just a house.
"What, a pedophile live there? Or is it a meth lab? A drunk sex offender?" I ask seeing how grave Charles expression has become. Charles smiles at this then shakes his head softly, letting me know that it's nothing as serious as that. It does help to quell the concern that was building as it felt like Houston had followed me here.
"No, no," Charles says, waving my concern away. But his face stays darkens all the same. It lets me know that he really is concerned about that house. This confuses me. If an aggressive asshole doesn't live there, what could be so bad about it?
"Like I said, I know this will make me sound like a senile old man, and maybe I am one, but...I wouldn't forgive myself if I didn't tell you," Charles says, but says it more to himself.