So tell me. What do you really want, she said.
I was thrilled and terrified. I knew this was a horrible idea. I also knew as I looked at her image that over and over every day. Back and forth fighting with what I thought I ought to do and what I wanted more than anything else. She kept changing her image. Revealing a bit more of herself each time. Then when the moon rose full she came to me in my dreams. Each time and each image pressed the same question further. What did I really want.
I typed my reply as I stared at her haunting image. I think you already know what I really want. I hit send, expecting a reply maybe later that day or evening, instead it came back almost instantly.
Yes. I do.
The next instant images began flashing across the screen at a speed that barely allowed my brain the time to register them before the next image came. Hundreds. Thousands of images flooding into me.
All of them her. None of them the same. A picture of her began to form not on the computer screen. Rather it developed inside of me.
She was paler than any human I had ever seen. Her full black hair surrounded her and reached the ground. She seemed to be wearing a blackish veil like gown that also lay to the ground. It appeared to me to be made in such a way that I thought I could see through the material to what lay behind it. There was nothing behind it other than her bare body. I felt a lightening quick shiver race within my body. At the same moment I thought I saw full, wide, glistening black lips raise up for just a second in the hint of a smile.
I tried to tell myself to get up. That significant amounts of time were passing. That I had work that needed to be attended to and I was late doing it already. Yet I sat there transfixed and frozen as the images raced faster and faster across the screen along with a deeper and deeper dread in me. Something was not right. Something was very wrong and I needed to flee while I still could. I didn't move. I didn't take my eyes from the screen. I am not sure if ever even blinked even once.
What I was seeing was not possible. She was not possible. This was a simple online flirt site. This wasn't real. I was making it up. Wish fulfillment was all it was. Was all it could be.
The images raced faster. A full figured woman beneath the black gown. Long black fingernails on pale thin hands. Large breasts that swept up and were topped with giant dark aureolas ending with thick half inch nipples. Her hips were heavy, wide and round which made room for a very wide space between her thighs. Within that space hung impossibly long, dark, fat, throbbing, labia gleaming with her sticky clear secretions.
Then I heard her voice, thick, ancient, sultry, and utterly sensual over and over as if actually in my head. Give me your answer. Tell me what you really want. Then her images fired across the screen at such a blistering fast rate I couldn't even halfway grasp what I was seeing. I felt my body responding more and more to whatever those images were and my muscles became so tight and contracted as I sat there I feared they were all about to implode.
Then the images stopped, freezing a single image before me screaming in my head. I could see a hazy image of that pale, pale face and a crystal sharp image of swirling pure black eyes with no irises, but with living creatures of complete perversity straining to burst out.
I was so scared to type anything back at all. I just kept staring at those eyes. Even though it was a still image. A simple picture. I was sure I saw things moving inside those eyes as if desperately attempting to press out of that world and into mine.
Turn it off I told myself over and over. Get up and get away. Yet I didn't. I felt like I couldn't no matter how bad I wanted to run. All I could do was sit there with my fingers still hovering over the keyboard. I don't know how long I sat there. What I do remember was at some point I felt an intense heat and then pressure against my groin. The heat and pressure kept increasing until I was keenly aware of me swelling in response. I felt a rush of heat and energy run from my groin to my face and thought I heard her throaty voice right next to my ear say, yes. Yes, give yourself to me, yes. Feel me on your skin.
Then I was typing at a reckless pace. What I really want is for you to be real. For you to come and take me. For you to come ravage and devour me. For no and for ever more.
I sat. And I sat. And I sat. For hours on end waiting for a response. Nothing. Not a single word or image. Nothing. I grew cold and achey. I grew frustrated and angry. In the end I just felt like an old fool who had tricked his mind into believing what I knew at the depths of my being could not, can not, and is not is not. It was a trick of some kind and nothing more. At last I went to bed.