Where to start. I want to do this right but in the end it doesn't matter so much. It's more important that the truth be known than whether or not I get everything chronologically correct. I guess I should just let the story tell itself. All will be clear in time. I wish it wouldn't but I can't keep this a secret. Oh how I wish I could. How I wish I could forget it ever happened. Here goes.
I'm sure most of you reading this have at least heard of my husband. He has been the voice of Miskatonic University for over 20 years. If you haven't it makes little difference. You know the school and its reputation. Roger fit it perfectly. Dry, conservative, studious. Not the least bit exciting. At least on the surface. Like the school he so loved Roger was nothing at all like he appeared.
We had been married 10 years when he first approached me about his fantasies. Typical of him he did it very bluntly and with little preface.
"Maggie, we're in a rut. I'd like to try something if you're willing."
I was lying next to him, my arm over his stomach and my head on his chest. Even after 10 years it was still something I enjoyed very much. We were always close and loving even when we weren't having sex. "I'm not doing it with a woman, Roger so you can just get that out of your head" I told him.
"No, not that but similar. How do you feel about having sex with another man?"
"Mmmmmm, you mean like George Clooney? I'd love it," I said grinning. He let one hand roam down my back and rest on my ass and chuckled a bit.
"No, I mean like an ordinary, everyday man. Someone you find attractive of course but nobody famous. I'd like to see you do that. I want to watch you. No, that's not even quite right. I want you to find a man who's superior to me and then fuck him and tell me how much better he is. I know there's a word for it but I'd drawing a blank."
"A cuckold. You want to be my cuckold."
"That's it!" he said. He cupped my chin in the hand that wasn't on my ass and tilted my head up so I could see into his eyes. "Would you do that for me? You have to want to. I don't want to push you into it or force you to do something you don't want to do."
"Let me think about it, Roger. I can't answer something like that right now."
He ran his hand around my ass some more and I felt a couple fingers working their way into my crack. "Of course, sweets. Think it over and let me know. If you don't want to get involved in something like that I understand." He kissed me and his other hand moved to one of my breasts. Not wanting him to think I'm the type that can't take a hint I kissed him back and ran my hand down his chest, over his stomach and onto and already rock hard cock. I hadn't noticed him getting hard before now. The short talk about his fantasy must have gotten to him quickly.
I started to stroke him and kiss my way down his chest. "So, you want me to find another man, huh? Someone with a bigger cock than you?" I looked up at him as I neared his member. He didn't answer but a short groan and a certain look in his eyes told me I was talking the talk.
My mouth had found it's way to his rod and I gave it a kiss and swirled my tongue around the head. "Do you want me to suck his dick in front of you?"
"Yessss" he whispered. His eyes half closed.
I took him in my mouth and cupped his balls and moved on finger down a tiny bit to his asshole. I figured I might as well give him the full treatment if he was serious about all this.
My finger found it's way into him and he let out a little gasp and I popped his cock out of my mouth and said "You think I should fuck him on the first date or just give him a blowjob?"
He didn't answer, just laid there and moaned but I already knew what the answer was. I took him back in my mouth and worked him some more, my finger going a little deeper into his ass, my mouth taking more of him in. I worked until I felt him getting close and eased off.
"If the other man has a bigger dick then he'll almost certainly be a better fuck, don't you think?" I asked him.
"I hope so" he said. "I want you to enjoy it."
"How could I not enjoy a nice big cock after all these years of your little thing?" I said. I was pushing it and only guessing at what he wanted but apparently I had hit the mark because he moaned and his hips jerked up towards me.
"That's it, that's what I want" he said.
"I'm going to like this" I said and went back to work on him. It didn't take long and I felt him tense and then the warm semen pulsed into my mouth. I kept him there and took his load, savoring it.
I eventually got back up to him, kissed him and rolled onto my back. "That was sorta fun, Roger but I still have to think about it."
"I'd expect nothing else, hun. Now let me finish what my hand started before you so kindly took over."
"Well, if you insist."
It was only a couple days later when Roger came home with a huge smile on his face. I was getting ready for a dinner party at one of the professors homes that night and he walked in and caught me admiring myself in the mirror.
"The dress is new, isn't it?"
I was holding my hair up to see how it looked and decided against it. Blondes can get away with that look, brunettes not so much. "Yes," I replied. "I got it last week. It's not too much is it?"
He came over and put his arms around me. "No, it's perfect. Just like you."