Where to start. I want to do this right but in the end it doesn't matter so much. It's more important that the truth be known than whether or not I get everything chronologically correct. I guess I should just let the story tell itself. All will be clear in time. I wish it wouldn't but I can't keep this a secret. Oh how I wish I could. How I wish I could forget it ever happened. Here goes.
I'm sure most of you reading this have at least heard of my husband. He has been the voice of Miskatonic University for over 20 years. If you haven't it makes little difference. You know the school and its reputation. Roger fit it perfectly. Dry, conservative, studious. Not the least bit exciting. At least on the surface. Like the school he so loved Roger was nothing at all like he appeared.
We had been married 10 years when he first approached me about his fantasies. Typical of him he did it very bluntly and with little preface.
"Maggie, we're in a rut. I'd like to try something if you're willing."
I was lying next to him, my arm over his stomach and my head on his chest. Even after 10 years it was still something I enjoyed very much. We were always close and loving even when we weren't having sex. "I'm not doing it with a woman, Roger so you can just get that out of your head" I told him.
"No, not that but similar. How do you feel about having sex with another man?"
"Mmmmmm, you mean like George Clooney? I'd love it," I said grinning. He let one hand roam down my back and rest on my ass and chuckled a bit.
"No, I mean like an ordinary, everyday man. Someone you find attractive of course but nobody famous. I'd like to see you do that. I want to watch you. No, that's not even quite right. I want you to find a man who's superior to me and then fuck him and tell me how much better he is. I know there's a word for it but I'd drawing a blank."
"A cuckold. You want to be my cuckold."
"That's it!" he said. He cupped my chin in the hand that wasn't on my ass and tilted my head up so I could see into his eyes. "Would you do that for me? You have to want to. I don't want to push you into it or force you to do something you don't want to do."
"Let me think about it, Roger. I can't answer something like that right now."
He ran his hand around my ass some more and I felt a couple fingers working their way into my crack. "Of course, sweets. Think it over and let me know. If you don't want to get involved in something like that I understand." He kissed me and his other hand moved to one of my breasts. Not wanting him to think I'm the type that can't take a hint I kissed him back and ran my hand down his chest, over his stomach and onto and already rock hard cock. I hadn't noticed him getting hard before now. The short talk about his fantasy must have gotten to him quickly.
I started to stroke him and kiss my way down his chest. "So, you want me to find another man, huh? Someone with a bigger cock than you?" I looked up at him as I neared his member. He didn't answer but a short groan and a certain look in his eyes told me I was talking the talk.
My mouth had found it's way to his rod and I gave it a kiss and swirled my tongue around the head. "Do you want me to suck his dick in front of you?"
"Yessss" he whispered. His eyes half closed.
I took him in my mouth and cupped his balls and moved on finger down a tiny bit to his asshole. I figured I might as well give him the full treatment if he was serious about all this.
My finger found it's way into him and he let out a little gasp and I popped his cock out of my mouth and said "You think I should fuck him on the first date or just give him a blowjob?"
He didn't answer, just laid there and moaned but I already knew what the answer was. I took him back in my mouth and worked him some more, my finger going a little deeper into his ass, my mouth taking more of him in. I worked until I felt him getting close and eased off.
"If the other man has a bigger dick then he'll almost certainly be a better fuck, don't you think?" I asked him.
"I hope so" he said. "I want you to enjoy it."
"How could I not enjoy a nice big cock after all these years of your little thing?" I said. I was pushing it and only guessing at what he wanted but apparently I had hit the mark because he moaned and his hips jerked up towards me.
"That's it, that's what I want" he said.
"I'm going to like this" I said and went back to work on him. It didn't take long and I felt him tense and then the warm semen pulsed into my mouth. I kept him there and took his load, savoring it.
I eventually got back up to him, kissed him and rolled onto my back. "That was sorta fun, Roger but I still have to think about it."
"I'd expect nothing else, hun. Now let me finish what my hand started before you so kindly took over."
"Well, if you insist."
It was only a couple days later when Roger came home with a huge smile on his face. I was getting ready for a dinner party at one of the professors homes that night and he walked in and caught me admiring myself in the mirror.
"The dress is new, isn't it?"
I was holding my hair up to see how it looked and decided against it. Blondes can get away with that look, brunettes not so much. "Yes," I replied. "I got it last week. It's not too much is it?"
He came over and put his arms around me. "No, it's perfect. Just like you."
I knew something was up. His tone was all wrong. "What is it, Roger?" His hands came up and cupped my breasts. Roger had large hands and I have small breasts so he covered them completely. He was very softly kneading them and began to push himself against my backside.
"I have some news. It's about work but might also be about what we talked about the other night. If you're interested."
Oh, I was interested but I hadn't told him yet. We hadn't had the chance to discuss it since then. "So what is it?"
He stepped back away from me and went over to the bed and sat down on the corner of it. "Miskatonic is sponsoring a small expedition to the south Pacific. There are a couple islands there that are rumored to have a copy of the Necronomicon. Not just any copy either but possibly one of the very first. Even older than the one in our library. We've just recently learned that the older copies have several pages not in the later ones. This could be a huge find."
"That's very interesting, Roger but I'm not employed by the university, I don't know anything about the book other than what you've told me and unless you want me to have sex with it then I fail to see what this has to do with your little fantasy."
He just grinned at me for a moment and I could see his little pervert wheels turning away in his head. "I asked and was given permission to take you along. No reason other than I have some pull and they like me. As for the other, well there is a young man who is an expert on the Necronomicon who is going with us and I think he is someone you would enjoy spending time with."
"Roger, you have no idea if this man will want anything to do with me or even if I'll like him at all. Don't get your hopes up."
"Oh, you'll like him, Mags. I know what you like and he's just your type. As for him liking you, well it's the rare man that doesn't find you attractive and I've already put out a couple feelers. I think he'd be game."
I stared at him for a moment. "Ok. Come help zip me up. We have a dinner to go to and then we'll have to plan for this trip. I guess it won't hurt to go and see what happens. Worst than can happen is I'll get some sun."
"Well, I have to admit, Roger that young man is one fine example of beefcake. And I do believe the only time he took his eyes off my ass was when he tried to get a look up my skirt to see my pussy."
Roger was grinning was ear to ear. He knew his fantasy was close to coming true and he could hardly contain himself. We had been at sea for 4 days and the sexual tension was building to the point where I was sure everyone on board could see what was happening. We had behaved ourselves so far because the idea was to wait until we got to the first island so that I could sneak off for a while with Jason, our new friend. Not for sex but to get to know each other better and ultimately let him know what we'd like.
There were 8 of us on the boat all told but the captain and his mate kept to themselves and there were three younger students along for some credit hours that figured Roger and myself for old folks and Jason for a suck-up.
The boat itself was nice but not special. A large yacht that the university owned due to a strange donation years ago. It had actually come in handy many times so the school kept it around.
We were finally going ashore in the morning and Roger and I were both too excited to sleep. Not just because of the possibility of something new and sexual happening but also because of the expedition. The word we had received was that there really was a copy of the Necronomicon there and that it was something very special.
I normally didn't get into Rogers work all that much but this was something different. A truly evil book from my understanding. Miskatonics copy was very famous but few had actually seen it and I wasn't one of them. He has seen it many times though and over the years has told me just about everything there was to know about it. I don't recall him ever saying anything good and that bothered me a bit. I didn't put too much stock in demons and spells and gods and such but every person I had ever met who has seen the book had an air of fear about them when discussing it. A feeling that simply could not be denied.
We lay in our small cabin on the ship and spent the hours normally reserved for sleep talking about the island and Jason both. "I told you he'd be interested in you, dear. It was just a matter of spending some time with him."