CW: extreme humiliation, total control, social isolation, forced incest, low self esteem, manipulation, coercive and non-consent elements.
NOTE: this story is for jerk off purposes only! not intended at all to be a blueprint or used as relationship inspo! always remember to practice mutual respect and enthusiastic consent in your real life relationships and sexual encounters:)
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Over the years, my wife Rita has trained me bit by bit to associate degradation and pleasure. It is impossible at this point for me to be degraded without becoming extremely aroused. She enjoys this power she has over me and I feel helpless to it. There are days when she becomes a cold version of herself, pointing out my flaws and shortcomings for hours on end as she wanks my little penis between two fingers and I come again and again. I always feel exhausted after days like this. My self loathing becomes unbearable and I feel empty inside. But as soon as she stops I crave her cruel treatment. I beg her for it and she laughs in my face. She tells me I'm useless. She says that at first bullying me was fun, but I've lost so much self respect that she just feels bad for me now. She says I've become a shell of a person and that she's embarrassed to be married to me. The less she respects me, the more she torments me, the more sexually attached to her I become.
Today feels different somehow. Higher stakes. Today when she comes home from work, she shuts the door firmly behind her and walks briskly over to me.
"Charlie, I've had enough. I can't do this anymore. I'm getting a divorce." Fear shoots through my body. I need her. I am addicted to her. "You disgust me, Charlie. With your noodle arms and grubby little hands and gross baby dick..." I feel my little penis harden as she degrades me. "And the way you get turned on when I point out how worthless you are. Look at yourself. You're pathetic."
"I'm so sorry, Rita."
"You make me sick."
"I know. I'm so sorry Rita." I really wish my little penis wasn't so hard right now. I feel like I might cum my pants. She can't leave me: I think I'd die. I need her to stay and torture me and rub my tiny two inches between her fingers.
Rita made me cut off all my friends and family about a year ago. She told me if I truly loved her I shouldn't need anyone else. She made me text all my friends long messages about how I hated them and never wanted to speak to them again.
It was the worst with my family. When my parents heard I had started cutting off friends, they were alarmed. They started calling me every day to berate me about how I was engaging in self destructive behavior and needed help. There was a big problem with this... The result of years of Rita's abuse was that being insulted or embarrassed in any context and by anyone made my dick swell uncontrollably and filled me with an overwhelming, terrifying, and uncontrollable need to be touched or to touch myself.
It became a sexual game for us. The second my mother or father called to yell at me, Rita would begin videotaping. I would obediently undress and she would tie me naked to a chair with my hands behind my back so that I wasn't able to touch myself. As they started to insult and patronize me, I would hold out for as long as I could, humiliated by what I knew I was about to do, hoping beyond hope that this time might be different, that this time I'd be able to control my disgusting urge... But I never could.
