The wind whipped through my hair and billowed my dress. Swirling and howling around me as the darkness moved over the hills and valleys. The air was charged with electricity. In every direction, the paths and trails were empty. All inhabitants of the countryside knew what was coming and all its creatures rushed to hide in their homes and dens.
Except me.
I knew I should be afraid; I should be like everyone else; despite the warmth of the late June night, everyone else was behind locked and barred doors with the shutters double bolted against what was coming this night.
Instead of being afraid, I was excited, I was hot with fever, not from illness, but from anticipation, the anticipation of something not of this world, something wild and powerful, I was drawn to it despite the risk and very real danger.
I was drawn to this path, to this place. I had been warned, many times, even as late as yesterday in fact. I knew the stories, more than that, I knew them to be true because of what it had done to me.
This knowledge had been shared with a few villagers, spread by rumor and gossip. No doubt that number would grow by tomorrow.
I had heard the whispering and felt their stares. I knew there was no way to change their minds, any more than I would change mine. That's why as darkness approached, I walked alone, hurrying towards what I hoped would find me.
The first time, had it only been three months ago, was during the spring equinox. I had been unprepared, and surprised. I had fought. I think it had been surprised that I had fought, something it wasn't likely used to. I survived; its memory burned like fire in my blood. The memory had visited me every night since and each time made my body throb. Whatever it was had left a hunger in me, a deep all-powerful hunger that more than offset any fears I had. I knew it would want me again.
Barely twenty-one, an age at which most women were already married with several children, and I had no desire to be normal. Even before the first time, I knew that being "normal," was no path for me.
I paused, cresting the last hill. The valley spread before me, not a soul or creature in sight.
The night clouds seem to boil in the fading light of the setting sun. My lantern flickered but pierced the falling blackness that seemed to have an almost physical presence as it spread over the landscape.
I closed my eyes for a moment, remembering the power, the strength, the hot breath, the hardness, how tight it had been, and how deep and wide it had stretched me. The feeling of being ravished over and over again, so many times that afterward I could barely walk for days.
In all the stories I had listened to growing up of the creature, I had never heard of anyone describing my experience. All the stories were about missing people, missing livestock, and about a fearsome creature few had seen but that everyone knew to be real. Some said it had been a curse on this land for centuries, I never believe any of the stories ... until that night.
Remembering its appearance, now I didn't doubt the stories, but maybe because of what it did to me, I didn't see it as a curse. There was a humanity, a vitality to it, and a familiarity to it that I could not explain. I just knew the creature wasn't interested in killing me, I smiled at the night's darkness, no not killing me, breeding me maybe.
Still smiling, I hurried on through the growing blackness toward the spot. The danger, the sensuality, and the ravishment, all combined to make my body shiver uncontrollably in the anticipation of doing it again.
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It was time again.
So soon.
It seemed to him like it was too soon to be happening again. Hadn't it only been days since the last time. The three months had flown by, and even without the calendar, he had known the equinox was coming. Despite his inexperience, he could feel its approach. He made his preparations, knowing it was even more important, especially after what happened last time.
That had been an accident, he told himself that she wasn't supposed to be there. He had never wanted her to know, he knew he couldn't protect her.
Still relatively new to all of this as he had been warned by his prefect. It had only been three years since his first transformation. The old man had told him that each time he would find it harder to restrain himself. He had said, only those with decades of experience might be able to control what happened. As a recent "member," the dying man said he would be lucky if he would even remember what happened the nights of the equinoxes.
He offered a warning, saying only with the rarest of "victims", would he be able to hold back his bloodlust, and even then, it would be a chancy thing. "Leave those you love; you cannot control what happens."