I want to get away; leave this den and run. Maybe I want to take him with me, maybe I don't.
His steel blue eyes hold mine for a moment as he opens the door for me; the synthesised smoke from the machines assaulting my sense.
"Scared?" he mutters under his breath as his hand tightens on my upper arm. I can feel the spring of his grasp as he holds onto me. He senses my reluctance and, instead of attempting to put me at ease, instils his control over me.
I try to respond, but my eyes are trapped by the lights, the bodies, the blood-smeared stage. Gyrating females sweep past me, their skin even in more patches than the swathes of clothing can demurely encompass. One of the girls strokes my cheek as she giggles to her companion. Her hand feels like it's been buried in snow.
I shudder at her touch.
His voice is quiet and strained against his sudden disapproval, "I asked you a question."
I can't meet his gaze as his eyebrow arches in impatience.
"Yes."
He nods and sweeps in front of me, a look thrown over his shoulder roots me to the floor even though I would like nothing better than to turn back. He swings his arm in front of one of the women who stiffens as though about to let loose a tirade of abuse before she recognises him and squeals in delight.
He leans into her and his lips stroke the underside of her mouth where a slight ruby colouration disappears with a touch of his tongue. The girl quivers and smiles glitteringly at him as he pulls away from her.
She looks over to me, her sweet, welcoming warmth corroding to the grin of a cat inspecting a mouse.
"And who might this be, Marcus? Such a pretty little thing, but so shy," I look away from her eyes as they bore into mine. I did not comprehend until this moment the true meaning of the phrase the eyes are the window to the soul. I could swear she has seen all my sins and all the purity within me and has found me sorely wanting.
Marcus's hand touches my chin gently and lifts my face to his gaze. He whispers quietly in my ear, too soft for any but me to hear, "Do you remember what we spoke about? In here you are not to look away. Behave as though you belong with me."