Halloween 2023
Black Opal Magic
Author's note: This is my entry for the Halloween contest. It is supposed to be spooky, and unsettling. There is a scene toward the end which appears to be a nonconsensual encounter. I hope I've made it clear that due to what's going on with the main character, it isn't really nonconsensual, but I wanted to mention it in case that sort of writing is something that would bother you too much to enjoy the rest of the story.
Otherwise, I do hope you enjoy, and vote, and please leave me comments and/or feedback about anything you liked or not.
Happy Halloween, and other assorted fall holidays and traditions.
Love
Belle
**~~** Prologue **~~**
I watched as the aide wheeled the newest resident into the recreation room, struck by the look of sheer terror on the woman's face. Her eyes wide and darting around the room; her hands gripped the wheelchair's armrests so tightly I could clearly see her knuckles. Her hair was short, bright white, and thin enough that I could make out the shape of her skull.
She looked every bit of 85 years old, and I pitied her in that moment, assuming she was demented, confused, unaware of where, or maybe even who she was. The skin on her arms was dusty looking, a pale imitation of the beautiful mahogany it might have been in her youth.
But then, in her nervous glancing around, our eyes met for a moment. And I noticed the discoloration just below the hollow of her throat. An almost perfect oval, the size of my palm, like a freshly healed burn. It was exposed because the nightgown she wore was clearly several sizes too large for her frail frame. My heart thudded in recognition.
I looked at her face again; really looked at her eyes. There was no cloudy film, no rheumy red along the lids. Her deep brown irises stark against the clear whites. Our gazes met again, longer this time, and in that moment I knew. I felt her terror, her horror, her shame, and it echoed in me.
I pushed myself up, swaying as I stood, and gripped my walker. I eased over to a chair next to her wheelchair and sat down. She watched me, warily. But I saw her note the scar on my chest. I reached out to pat her hand. She gripped my hand fiercely, desperately, staring into me.
If I'd had words; if I'd had a way to explain it, I would have told her I understood. We sat in silence, and I hoped she felt some recognition, and some comfort.
**~~** 1 **~~**
The tale I would have told the new woman starts several years ago. I'm not sure how many. It might be ten or fifteen, or maybe only two. More than one, I'm sure of that. Time is funny now. It stretches, snaps back, twists. Minutes are never the same length. Weeks pass in a few hours; an hour stretches for days. I eat, or they feed me. I sleep, or I lie in bed awake but unaware. There are activities, music that sounds hollow and tinny, games that are convoluted and dull, television droning on. Seasons have passed, marked by plastic Christmas trees, plastic flowers, plastic bunting, and recently, plastic skeletons, and spiders, and witches.
None of it makes any difference to me.
The tale I would tell starts on a gorgeous autumn day. It starts with a woman driving fast in a rented car, determined to try something new for herself. I'm not sure how it ends.
I'll never know why I stopped at that store, or what made me go in. I believe I'm not supposed to know, that it's one of the things I have to accept. When I'd stopped for gas, I realized I was hungry. I asked the guy at the checkout for a good place to eat close by. He told me about a diner at the edge of town. I thought I followed his directions just fine.
There was a diner at the other side of the parking lot. But when I pulled in, I went straight toward this little ramshackle store. I glanced at the door, and the next thing I knew I was walking up the steps.
Four or five wooden steps and a narrow porch. A rickety grey door with a bell that rang as soon as I opened it. Inside was dimly lit, crowded with display cases next to dressers, next to bookcases, next to tables. Narrow spaces let me wend my way through the jumble of stuff, and I breathed in a heavy, not quite musty smell that sang of very old things with stories.
I'm all about stories. I tell them for a living. I'm a walking clichΓ©, I guess. Or I was, anyway. The romance writer who hadn't been in a serious relationship in years. The erotica writer whose real life idea of a wild night was leaving the lights on. Who couldn't remember the last time someone else had caused her to orgasm. Who, well, let's just say that I had a long list of things I'd write characters doing that I'd never consider doing myself.