The entrance to the forest was dark and forbidding. I'd rarely gone more than a few feet down the path, usually on a dare from my idiot friends.
The forest was, after all, the one place our parents told us to never venture into, and for the most part I was a good girl. I went to a good school, I went to church on Sundays and I'd never really been in much trouble.
Well, at least until I started running around with my idiot friends.
I'd just turned 18 when all this happened, and I'd only recently met Lynn, who lived in my neighborhood but went to the public school near my house. My parents had sent me to the private school not long after we moved in, so most of my friends were from neighborhoods across town. Like me, Lynn was a cheerleader, a pretty girl who wore nice clothes and smiled a lot and seemed to have more friends than I could ever imagine.
Especially boys, which in my earlier years, I'd managed to avoid. Well except for one or two who, you know, showed me things I'd only imagined. Not that I was promiscuous or anything. I'd kissed a few boys and let another put his hand up my shirt after a church party one night.
And then there was Derrick, the older boy from my brother's college who got me a little tipsy at a house party one night and convinced me to go into someone's bedroom. We French kissed (a first for me) and he rubbed his hands all over me, eventually convincing me to slide out of my pants, which I did nervously, only to find out that he just wanted to see if I'd do it.
We humped a little. I touched his bulge through his pants, and then it was over as quickly as it started. I pulled my pants up, he kissed me on the cheek and we rejoined the party.
I always liked when my brother brought Derrick over to the house. We flirted a lot and made eyes at each other, and one day we slipped downstairs and French kissed and humped some more. It was harmless fun. He had no intention of taking my virginity, and I had no intention of losing it before I was married. Or at least engaged.
So meeting Lynn and her friends was a new experience for me, one that jolted me out of my comfort zone and led me down a dark path.
Quite literally.
My name is Samantha, and my friends all call me Sam, which I detested at first but came to appreciate the older got. It made me seem more likeable, more playful than I really was.
Which wasn't very playful at all at my button down private school. I wore the same outfit every day, except on football Fridays when all the cheerleaders wore our uniforms, something the boys all seemed to appreciate and the teachers all seemed to disapprove of.
I looked pretty good in my uniform, which was Navy blue with white piping and gold letters that said "Latin" across the front, a word which stood out since it was emblazoned across my boobs, which had finally started to emerge my senior year.
We wore knee socks for football, long white soccer-style socks that looked pretty sexy when you got right down to it. I think that's what made the teachers so uncomfortable.
My uncle was over at the house one day, a deacon at the church and a very pious man, and I heard him say to my mother that my uniform made me look like a "little whore." She slapped him hard, and he never came over to the house much after that.
I admit I felt good on football Fridays. My blonde hair was always in a ponytail, and my dark blue eyes seemed to match the Navy and my long legs looked even better with the football socks on than even the little basketball footies, which showed my calves and thin Achilles.
I took after my mom, who was the most beautiful woman at our church and probably the prettiest woman in our town.
So I was at least aware of my natural beauty as football season wound down. I was on the Homecoming Court, which pissed me off since that slut Ginny won Homecoming Queen, accepting the tiara and sash with, I swear, cum on her lips from her quarterback boyfriend who pulled her into the girls locker room at halftime.
Her picture was on the front page of The Greenfield Gazette the next morning. My name wasn't even mentioned.
She won Prom Queen two months later, then oddly dropped out of Latin. Rumors were that she was pregnant, and when she finally showed up again in May, well let's just say that smirk she wore was no longer on her face. She had to finish her senior year in summer school.
The last semester seemed to fly past me as I'd taken all my core classes and college prep the semester before. School had always come easy for me, but those last three months were a breeze.
It was the last week of school when I met Lynn one afternoon at the Gamezone downtown, the meeting place for high school kids, nerds, gamers and generally the kids who behaved. The rest were known to frequent the pool or the pool hall, where they sipped beers and hung out in the shadows with the underside of Greenfield.
I'd seen Lynn around before, and we knew each other's names and had one or two common friends, but that was about it.
I did see her at a party one night with a guy I didn't know. He looked to be a lot older and I think they left early in his car. She was a pretty girl, long brown hair that she wore loose, tanned skin with tits bigger than mine, but not huge. Just adult-sized I guess you'd say.
They were her best feature. She had a funny smile, sort of like she was up to something, and a lot of people seemed to distrust her. She just had that look about her. I liked her though. She was funny and exciting, and like I said, she was always surrounded by people, boys and girls and even older guys who drank and smoked and drove too fast.
I secretly admired her for that. She seemed more free than I was somehow, braver and happier, at least around other people. I'd always been reserved until I really got to know people.
Which was why I was a little uncomfortable when Lynn took me by the arm that afternoon at the Gamezone and asked if I wanted to go for a ride with her and some guy who had a red Mercedes convertible. He looked OK, I guess, and though I knew not to get into a car with a stranger, Lynn said we were only going down the street, so I shrugged, took a deep breath and said "Why not?"
And off we went, tearing down Main Street, our hair flying in the wind, ZZ Top blasting from the guy's speakers and stares from every single person along the sidewalks.
It was exhilarating. And I felt grown up somehow, or at least I felt older. I was technically still in high school, though Graduation was only a few days away.
I soaked it all in, the sound of the music and engine, the smells, particularly Lynn's faint perfume which wafted from the front passenger seat to the back, where I sat wide-eyed in wonder, and just a little in fear I'd see someone I knew, like you know, my parents or my pious uncle or teachers at school.
But like Lynn said, we were only going a few blocks, and the ride ended as fast as it began, the car screeching to a stop outside of Bud's. We were in front of the pool hall.
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Looking back on it now, it wasn't the path into the forest that changed life as I knew it but the stop at Bud's that afternoon. I'd never stepped foot in the place, and the last thing I did before stepping through the double doors into the smoke-filled darkness, was look both ways. The last thing I needed was to be recognized, the pretty little cheerleader from button-down Latin walking into a pool hall, where I'm pretty sure I wasn't old enough to be in but I'm certain I had no business in there.
The three of us walked in, the guy leading Lynn by the arm and me following a step behind, not looking left or right or making eye contact with anyone, just following in their footsteps as closely as possible.