Where am I?
Feels like I've been...underwater. For years.
No. Underwater is the wrong word. Water doesn't make you forget where you are. Who you are.
I'm alone. It's dark. It's quiet. Can't remember the last time I saw anything, heard anything. I remember lights and sounds, but...they feel weird. Like someone else's memory.
...
Wait. I remember now. Who I was. What happened. Why I was down here.
And.
And.
There. There she is.
I know what this is. She's letting me...and then...
Ohhhh. Mmmmm.
After I...I remember...ahhh...she...mmmm...
******
"You have violated the agreement," I begin.
Leader. Emissary. Negotiator.
The words flood my mind like a tidal wave of flattery. This is not a new tactic, but it served as a fresh reminder of her powers of persuasion. She's trying to ply me, to sway me towards mercy, to forgive her transgression. It was an odd gesture, considering the position she held me in, but I dare not let that thought cross my mind. She would certainly feel it, and use it against me.
She has pulled me into herself. For not the first time, I stepped onto a surface that felt slick and gummy, but as dense as concrete. Naked as the day I was born, I waited as she softened, turned into a kind of goo that felt like oobleck: thick and viscous, but as smooth as cocoa butter. The surface would open up, accepting me into the center of her swimming-pool sized mass as the goo gently and lazily rolled over every square inch of my skin.
Well, that was how she usually did it. This time, she sent tendrils of the stuff up my legs, wrapping around them, spreading my toes and hungrily sucking at every square inch of skin. She didn't pull me down any faster than usual - if anything, the pace was slow and languid - but there was a hunger to it that hadn't been there in any of our earlier meetings. She always took care to make the engulfment feel pleasant, but this was...erotic. She brushed across my crotch with a little bit more pressure than anywhere else, as if savoring the touch.
It looks like a hand. Is that a hand? She's not letting me fall in this time.
She's gripping, grasping. Sucking, pulling.
Friend. Partner. Suitor.
"Did you hear me?" I said, ignoring the flattery and the forward gestures, "He was not a prisoner. You should have given him up."
I "spoke" by thinking. She - her voice was a distinct, disarming, husky feminine thing - read thoughts and emotions, and gave them in return, magnified and unmistakeable for anything other than her intended message.
Well, they were usually clear. Today, her messages were clouded with barroom smoke and the promise of a wild night with a stranger.
"How should I know," she purred with thinly-vieled teasing, "Who you have fed me, and who sought me out?"
The image of a tall, strong redhead in a maroon negligee appeared in my mind's eye. The specter stretched a long, toned leg towards me as she inclined upon a ridiculous red velour couch - the couch, like her, conjured from the porno version of a noir film - and her eyes looked down as her bee-stung lips shot me a mischevious smirk. I couldn't meet her eyes without staring straight through the valley of her cleavage, where her mountainous breasts fell from a loosening satin top...
Lover. Paramour. Inamorato.
Why was she doing this, I thought? How did she even know what it was that she was projecting? She had never attempted to seduce me - or to my knowledge, anyone - before. She said that she always blanked the prisoners we gave her.
"Don't play dumb, Ath-" I stopped. Not the name. Don't tell her a name. "Don't play dumb. You know which is which."
"What's...Athenium?" She said. The name conjured, in spite of all resistance, the image of crimson lips, the 'mmm' sound exaggerated like she was suckling on a aphrodisiac-laden candy.
There was no point in not answering this question. The answer would have been immediately betrayed by my reaction to the name, as hard as I was trying to resist the thoughts of everything the name meant.
"It's...what some of them decided to name you. My colleagues, I mean," I answer.
She is unnaturally grateful for this answer. She makes me feel her gratitude, like floating on a stream of cool water on a warm summer day. I feel my body shift as she shifts me in her mass, laying me down, like an impossibly strong lover guiding me towards a honeymoon four-poster.
Monolith. Mountain. Pioneer.
She's trying to make me feel strong as she is weakening me. She coaxes the meaning of the name from my treacherous subconscious: the daughter of a king of gods, a locus of knowledge, an unpredictable and all-powerful entity, made into an element, a foundational substance that outlives civilizations.
All at once, it clashes. She's stroking my ego - among other things - sowing relaxation and lust into everything she can touch, one smooth undulation at a time. The sensations struggle against each other and fail to coexist.
"You have to let him go," I say.
Suddenly, she eminates rejection. Now she is a scorned lover, Calypso, desperate for Odysseus to return to her isolated palace of debauchery and mind-numbed ecstasy.
"Do you think so little of me, that you won't even use my name?" She is pouting.