"Good day at school, dear?" Nancy's mother asked, as they ate their dinner at the kitchen table.
"Yeah, fine. Hey, can I sleep over at Tina's tonight? Her parents are away and she said she doesn't want to be alone," Nancy said. She didn't like lying to her mother, but it was at least partially true.
"Yes, fine," her mother replied, as she finished her wine.
She'd been wondering when it was best to ask her mother about the photograph. After she'd had a couple of glasses of wine, when she was more relaxed? But she had to go over to Tina's later, so perhaps it would be best to do it now.
"Mom, do you remember we were talking the other night? About that poor janitor who died in that accident?"
"At High School, back before you were born?" her mother said, as she collected Nancy's plate and carried it over to the sink.
"Yeah, you said that it happened after you graduated. But we were looking through the archives today, and we found out it happened in '64. You were still at the college then, right?"
"Are you sure it was '64? Maybe I graduated the year before. Do you want desert? I've got some jello in the fridge or..."
"No, we're sure, there's a photograph of his body being taken out to an ambulance, and I saw your face in the background."
"Really? Well it was a long time ago, my memory is wasn't it used to be, sweetie," her mother said as she got to her feet. "Now, there's some cheesecake here that needs to be finished..."
"Mom, please, this is important! I think it's connected to the nightmares I've been having!"
Nancy watched as her mother slowly closed the fridge door and turned to face her. She suddenly looked pale and old, as if feeling the full weight of all the years since it happened.
"You're seeing him in your nightmares too? Gosh, I'm so sorry, dear," she said, slowly sitting back down.
"Please, Mom, if you know something please tell me."
"Listen, before I tell you, I want you to know that I didn't mean for it to happen like this, alright? None of it."
"Please, just tell me," Nancy said, reaching out and clasping her mother's hand, wanting to know the truth and yet fearing it at the same time.
Her mother took a deep breath then started to speak: "Okay, it all started back before you were born. I'd been going steady with your father, but we'd had this big, silly argument and had temporarily split up. A friend of mine told me he'd been seeing someone else, so I decided to date someone else too. The janitor, Freddy Krueger had asked me out a few times, and after we split up, I finally agreed."
"You dated Freddy Krueger!" Nancy said, her eyebrows shooting up over her forehead.
"Yes, only for a little while. He was a little bit older, twenty-five but so charming and good-looking. Anyway, the night he died, it was very cold for April. There'd been a freak snowstorm and he'd decided to spend the night at the school, so he could keep the boiler going through the night and stop the water pipes freezing. He had a little camp-bed set up in the boiler room, it was quite cosy really."
She took a sip of her wine before she continued.
"At first, Freddy had been quite sweet and romantic, but I soon became aware that he could be a little rough sometimes. He also liked, oh my, how can I put this? He liked to hold me down sometimes or..."
"He liked to tie you up? He liked bondage?" Nancy offered, remembering her nightmares and desperately trying not to picture her mother in the same situation.
"Yes, exactly," her mom said, looking relieved, that her daughter understood. "Anyway, that night, that's what happened. I didn't like it as much as him, and he seemed to be getting more extreme each time I saw him so I remember feeling a little shaken as I walked home. I was feeling a little upset, wondering whether I wanted to carry on dating him because it just seemed to be about, you know, the sex we never really went out to dinner or to a movie."
"Anyway, I remember it was bitterly cold, it had started snowing and I must have been looking upset because as I crossed Main Street a car pulled up beside me, and your father got out and asked if I wanted a lift. He'd been out to a bar, actually several bars, with Mitch Gray and Jeff Lantz; they were in the car."
"Wait, this is Mr Gray, Tina's father and Mr Lantz is Glen's father?"
"Yes, so your father sees I'm a bit upset and starts asking what's wrong. He knew I'd been dating Freddy, so he starts saying has he hurt you? Your father could be quite jealous and over-protective sometimes. Then he sees the marks on my wrists; they were a bit red from where Freddy had tied me up, so your father suddenly starts asking if I'd been assaulted, if he'd forced himself on me. I'm saying of course not, don't be silly, but he just completely gets the wrong end of the stick and starts ranting about how he' s going to teach Freddy a lesson about how to treat girls. You've got to believe me, when I tell you that I tried to stop him, but he was just so drunk and spoiling for a fight. I just couldn't talk to him. You do believe me, don't you?"
"Of course, I remember daddy could be quite stubborn," Nancy said, squeezing her mother's hand reassuringly as she began to sob.
"So they roared off into the night, and I went home hoping they wouldn't do anything stupid, and I didn't hear the rest of the story until I spoke to your father the next day, " her mother said, as she got a tissue out of her pocket and started dabbing at her moist eyes. "He told me they went to the school to confront Freddy and found him down in the boiler room. He swore to me that they'd just meant to push him around a little, teach him some manners."
Nancy waited quietly, as her mother took a deep breath, trying to compose herself. She was sobbing almost continuously now, the carefully constructed barricades that had confined her darkest secrets for decades now splintering and breaking apart, and her emotions spilling out
"He told me that Freddy just laughed at them, telling them to go home their parents, that they couldn't handle their drink. He told my father that I'd started going out with him because he couldn't satisfy me in bed, which of course wasn't true. Anyway, Don got more and more angry and with his friends urging him on he started shoving Freddy around. Soon, they were swinging at each other and Don told me he connected with a lucky, drunken punch that knocked Freddy backwards. He said he stumbled and hit his head against the edge of the boiler."
"Oh God, is that how he...?"
Her mother nodded miserably, her shoulders shaking with a fresh round of sobbing she dabbed at her eyes with the soggy tissue.
"Yes, he told me they just stood there in silence, feeling stunned and not sure what to do. Then Mitch knelt down and checked for a pulse, but couldn't find one. He said there was blood running from Freddy's ear. And then Jeff, who was never good under pressure, started panicking and talking about how they were all going to go to jail for the rest of their lives. So Mitch tells him: shut up, nobody's going to jail, we just need to make it look like an accident. Then one of them, I don't remember who, finds the lighter fluid and some matches and suggests they...," her mother took another breath, determined to finish the story, "Suggests they burn the body."
"Oh God, no!" Nancy said, her hand covering her open mouth as she realised the full extent of the horror.