Saturday. My wife was at school, so I had the day all to myself. I had arranged to meet a friend of mine for coffee, at her place. This was all on the sly - there was nothing going on between us, but there would undoubtedly be fallout for both of us if the wrong ears heard about my visit.
Xi is one of my favourite women. She's bright, beautiful, athletic, compassionate, kind, and drop-dead sexy. I have known her for a very long time, but became friends with her only a few years ago. Our relationship was very shallow for many years; I saw her strictly as my wife's friend, never guessing the possibility that someone so attractive and intelligent would want a friend like me. Eventually, circumstances allowed us to spend hours together with only each other as company, and she is now one of my closest and most intimate friends. I have found a great deal of comfort in our friendship in the time since, and would value her for that alone, but I also find her deeply attractive, on the intellectual, emotional, physical, and sexual levels.
I am sure she is aware that I have sexual thoughts about her, but I don't think she is aware of the power she has over me. In times of great stress, I find my thoughts drawn to her; I occasionally wonder if this is some kind of abuse of our friendship, but I know, deep in my heart, that she fully accepts my weaknesses with my strengths. Reality dictates, however, that we be friends; the idea of us being anything more has never occurred to me as more than a passing fantasy.
I picked up some croissants and arrived at her place at about 10:30. I was knocking at her door a few short moments after signing in with the concierge. She threw it open, and welcomed me with a very enthusiastic "hey, how are you?" I loved the way she emphasized the "are" when she said it. I greeted her with the traditional kiss on each cheek and stepped back.
"I can't tell you how great it feels to see you. It's been ages since we had the chance to talk. Here; I brought you croissants."
She took the bag and sniffed it. The scent of fresh-baked pastries can be quite intoxicating. She sighed happily. "Have I told you today how much I love you?" We flirted like that fairly often; once, in what will certainly turn out to be one the highlights of my sexual existence, I licked a half-teaspoon-full of whipped cream off her arm. She had spilt it, by accident, during dessert one evening she and I were out with a bunch of other friends. I have never been sure what they made of it, but I must confess, I don't think I could ever resist the opportunity to lick food off her body.
"I'll put on the coffee. Would you like one of these?"
"Give me half."
She had set up the coffee maker; all she had to do was turn it on. She pulled a bread knife out of a drawer and cut two of the four croissants into halves, and arranged them nicely on a plate.
"Sofa?" I asked. She nodded, and I took the plate out and put it on her coffee table. I sat, and she appeared seconds later with a pair of side plates. She sat beside me, but we turned to face each other.
We chatted while the coffee brewed. It was great to spend time with her without having to worry about being given a hard time for it later. We started catching up on each other's life and doings. She had a much more intimate and open relationship with me than with my wife; I like to think that it's because I'm a good listener.
She was telling me about her run that morning. I thought it was a little cold for running, but I guess that's part of the reason I'm not a runner! She had gotten home and finished showering shortly before I had arrived; her hair was still wet.
"Do you want a foot massage?" It was a purely selfish suggestion on my part - it's not that I have a foot fetish, really, I just love touching women. Especially Xi.
"Ummm. Let me get some oil. We'll have to move onto the floor; I don't want to stain my sofa."
She got up, reappeared with a bottle of scented massage oil, and undressed her feet. I sat on the floor, leaning against the sofa, while she grabbed a pair of pillows and lay down with her feet in my lap. I was already starting to become hard. I poured a little oil into my hand and let it sit a few moments to warm up. Then I placed my hands together to get the oil on both of them, and started rubbing the sides of her feet.
"Let me know if anywhere needs extra attention, or if I do anything you really like." Foot massages offer limitless possibilities for innuendo.
"You've always seemed like you know what you're doing." She lay her head back and closed her eyes. I moved from gentle caresses to more aggressive pressure. Her arms lay limp on her stomach, and she looked more tranquil than I had seen her in a long time. I continued kneading her feet with my hands, my thoughts still relatively innocent. I knew it was a rare privilege to be permitted to touch her so intimately. I watched her beautiful face as her head rolled back even further on the pillows. As my fingers ran along her toes and the sides of her feet, she started to make little mewling noises. They were soft, but somehow at the same time primal and animalistic. I don't think she even knew she was doing it, but I found it irresistibly arousing. It was certainly a nice reward for the work I was doing. I felt compelled to continue, curious about what other reactions I might provoke. My thoughts, driven by my deep sexual yearning for her, drifted towards the less-than-innocent.
I have always suspected she would be horrified if she know the extent of my lust for her. She is one a very small number of women in the world whom I would be happy to lick clean AFTER another man had made love to her. It came as a something of a shock to me when I realized it; I think it would have floored her.
I kept going, part of me hoping this would go on a long time, part of me wanting to finish, and move on to even more satisfying things. A fantasy, of course; not only was I married, but I knew we weren't right for each other. On the other hand, of course, I was thinking about an hour or two of her time, not the rest of our lives! They were nice thoughts, even if idle. And it was nice to have skin-on-skin contact with her, even if it wasn't going to lead anywhere. I smiled to myself; I could think of no nicer way to spend the day.