My mind wanders lately. During meetings. When being briefed by my staff. Talking to my boss.
Staff meeting, then managers meeting. Goals not met for the year. Short term objectives...
It wanders far away. To somewhere warmer. To someone soft.
Images of meeting. Finding you at the airport. Driving together...touching. Going to that place away from everyone. Off in the woods. The cabin filled with our "toys".
Where we can only hear each other. And only we can hear each other.
Trying to be calm as we unpack. Showing restraint. But our hearts pound. Hands tremble and grow moist. Mouths grow dry. Words stop and long looks start.
We try to change the subject. Eat dinner. Talk casually. Sit on the couch and sip coffee. Talk about our lives since we were last together. But silences stretchβ¦
Check incoming e-mails. Respond as needed. Send advice and instructions.
Then our hands accidentally touch. Control shatters like a skin of ice on a pond. I grab you and pull you close, my mouth on yours. Burning, hungry, almost angry kisses.
I lead you to the bed, pulling you down with me. I lean on one elbow, and study you. Your eyes go half closed. You look away, embarrassed by what you see in my eyes. Love mixed with lust and want and need.
You wear a robe of pale silvery purple satin. I undo the sash, opening it. I expose one breast. My mouth goes to the nipple.
I mean to start gently...build slowly. But it has been too long. The fantasies burn in my brain. The memories of that other time.