Dina was my first crush.
When we were younger she was the hot girl I always hung out with and she basically friendzoned me.
I always felt like we had chemistry but she was the kind girl that always had some new boyfriend that she would get serious with for like 6 months at a time.
I always liked her but didn't want to be just some other guy she dated. I also didn't want to mess up our friendship.
At least that's what I told myself.
To be honest I was just too scared of being rejected because I definitely wouldn't have minded just fooling around.
That being said we had a very forward friendship.
She would tell me sordid details about her relationships.
She told me the things that she whatever guy she was dating would do. She told me how she gave a blowjob to a family friend at her sister's birthday party or how she was getting stoned and hooking up with the cook at her job.
It felt like she was flirting but like I said she had a boyfriend. Fast forward a few years and she got happily married. He was a nice enough guy and apparently loved to stick his dick in her ass. (She told me how she grew to crave that on occasion.
Fast forward to 2020 and Covid hit.
She was not as happy as she used to be. Dina has since then gained around forty pounds. Dina has two kids and is living the mom life,
working as an escalation specialist at a call center. When Covid hit she was finally sent to work from home.
A move her company had been working towards anyways.
This worked out in my favor.
I actually would pass through her neighborhood a few times a week for my own job.
I started to stop by to kill some time on occasion.
The way she talked was still as sordid as ever.
Every time I hung out it always seemed like she WASNT working.
We would talk like 20 minutes. She would walk around her house. Fold laundry. Throw food in the crock pot.
She would even be drinking. I would refill her drink for her.
But once in a while a phone would ring and she would take over an escalation.
She told me she had plenty of work to do but she was able to get around 70% of her work done by noon. She would need to be available to take over calls but even then she could pause her calls if she needed to take a "water break" which could mean anything from going to the bathroom to actually getting water.
One day I was there with Dina, talking about how cool working from home was for her.
It was later than normal. Almost 4. Her husband would be home at 5. He picked up there kids from his mom's house before going home.
By that time Dina was on at least her third drink. We were already being slightly flirty and suggestive.
She said the only way it would be better was if her husband could stop by for quickies but his job was easily an hour away.
I told her I could always fill in for him.
She told me "fuck you, all the times I offered myself you never took advantage!"
I told her when we were younger I was so into her but she was always sending the signals when she had a boyfriend and that back then I thought she was just being a tease.
Dina looked right at me and said "I had casual boyfriends. But I was kinda a wild girl. I totally would've liked to just have a fuck buddy. Didn't you?"
I was blown away.
"Fuck yeah. I was young and horny. I would've fucked. But I was just too much of a pussy. "
Dina looked at herself in the reflection of her tv.
