***a note to readers.
Widower's Walk isn't going to be ad long a series as my other work, The Eros Plague, and should be wrapping up in the next 2-3 chapters. I love constructive feedback, and I'd love to hear people's takes on the characters surrounding Wyatt if your muse strikes you to let me know what you think of his ladies.***
The next week, I'd taken Tuesday off to meet with my agent and the prospective publisher. I hadn't told anyone about it because I'd learned from a long string of disappointments that this was probably another one. We went gone for lunch armed with a stack of pitches, but just one real favourite.
The meeting itself was short, but the lunch was long. The publisher was a young executive at a local house, and she wanted some new blood. The market was overflowing with folks in their seventies and up, and the senior execs were starting to realize that their cash cows would be filling graves and not page counts soon.
And so, a short story writer in his thirties who'd been picking up some steam the last year was an appealing option. A known, but largely untapped quantity whose voice had been drowned out by the presence of bankable modern masters whose decades of bank were starting to look like risk.
I gave her my three favourites, each a five page document outlining the story, its arc and characters, etc, and ran her through the 2-minute pitch on each. She leafed through each and smiled at the right one. "I'll take these back to my team and let Seth know if we're interested."
My agent, Seth, turned to me. A small man with a gigantic personality, and smiled all ears. He was smitten with the publisher, you could tell. I didn't blame him. She was a looker, reminded me a little bit of Camilla in her visible drive.
Her name was Elsa, a transplant from California if her accent was anything to go by. Her skin tone was a rich light Latin brown, but she had green eyes and Caucasian bone structure, complimented by long hair that was straightened, but was dark, faint highlights in it. I guessed early thirties.
Elsa hadn't stood up yet, but I clocked a fairly sizeable pair of breasts, a tasteful amount of cleavage peeking out between the undone buttons at the top of her shirt. "Does that sound good," she asked.
I'd drifted, listening to she and Seth go back and forth, and fallen into my thoughts. Perking up, I pulled my attention back from the space in the wall near her head I'd fixated on, and nodded.
"Sorry, thousand miles away," I admitted. Seth grabbed my shoulder and laughed.
"All the best ones are a little spacy," laughing politely, a little too boisterously.
Lunch finally wound down and I headed home after standing silently with Seth to watch Elsa walk out of the upscale restaurant we'd eaten in, wide hips and generous breasts swaying as she walked to the door in a dress that was a scootch too close to evening wear to be appropriate. Seth drooled.
I pushed any fantasies of Elsa from my mind and headed home to write. I had two weeks to brush up manuscripts and send in sample chapters for the three books I'd pitched, and all three needed work.
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The next two weeks disappeared. If I wasn't working, I was writing. Heavy rewrites, artful punch-ups, whole new chapters to connect scattered notes and scraps. All of it.
Baxter and I would go for long walks, working out dialogue and details as he snuffled around, and I let life pretty much fall off for the time being. I put in my hours at work, I managed to scrape by with meetings. Cam eventually pulled me aside the following Wednesday.
"Are you okay? You've been a space cadet all week," genuine concern was etched on her face, and she watched me carefully as I dragged myself into the present. "Wyatt, seriously," she insisted.
Realizing I was busted, I told her what was going on. She smiled, "why didn't you tell me, dumbass?"
So I had Thursday and Friday off, something I should've done anyway, and I wrote straight through, putting in fourteen hour days as I feverishly worked up sample chapters for three novels.
I knew there was no way in the world that I'd publish all of them, one was a long shot, but this was my chance. I had to try with everything I had. Kay would've wanted me to, she would have tied me to my desk.
Seth was calling me non-stop as I printed out the last pages, assembling them into packages by noon on Friday. I finally picked up the phone and pressed it to my ear.
"Wyatt, why aren't you here with the pages?"
He wasn't shouting, but he wasn't asking. He was fully panicked, I could hear him pacing around his office.
"I'm five minutes from my door, Seth, five minutes."
He insisted on staying on the phone with me the whole ride downtown to his office. Seth faded out as we hit the subway. Baxter leapt into my lap and made eyes at the women on the train while I fought to focus.
Finally, the pages were in Seth's hands. It would be a couple of weeks until he'd hear back, he assured me, but he had an excited, nervous, air of confidence to him that. I left his office with Baxter prancing happily after being spoiled with attention by Seth's office, and we wandered through one of the downtown parks surrounded by business suits and startup wonks, and felt painfully alone.
My phone buzzed in my pocket and I glanced at it, Cam checking in. 'How'd it go? Did you get your chapters in?'
As if he knew it was her, Baxter wuffed at me and put a paw on my foot. I scooped him up and sat down on a bench.
'Oh yeah, just did. I'm just leaving now. Thank you again for giving me those days. Might not have made it without them.'
Baxter cuddled into my jacket, the November chill catching us both. I watched the three dots pulse on my screen.
'That's so great! You must be so excited. You should go celebrate!'
Baxter licked my chin, the three day growth shaved down to the start of a beard that I imagined would make me look more of an author.
'I was thinking that too.'
I thought about it for a moment, should I chance it? I felt invincible, charged. Fuck it.
'I'm just over at Adelaide and Spadina, all the patios are heated now, let me buy you a drink to thank you and help me celebrate.'
The pips pulsed for a while. Stopped, pulsed again, stopped and went away. Finally, they came back.
'I'd love to, but I'm meeting Paulo after work at Y&D Square.'
Fucking Paulo. Weird place to meet, though. A restaurant or theatre by there, sure, but at Yonge & Dundas itself?