What Rain can Do - 8/14/2002
I've known him since a few months into my freshman year of college. I realized I had a crush on him at some point ... but we (he) came to the conclusion that we were better off as friends. So I dealt with that ... it since it wasn't the first time that sort of thing had happened to me.
My problem with this particular gentleman was that he had loose lips. This fella had a tendency to tell me things about his sex life that I didn't need to know. It was simply unfair how he told me about his fondness of thunderstorms and candle wax! That sort of thing makes a girl’s mind wander to places it shouldn't. And sometimes he didn't even have to say anything. (Like the time I saw him with a newly acquired pair of handcuffs attached to his book bag.) Despite all of that ... I tried to keep myself on the straight and narrow when it came to him ... until the night fate stepped in.
We went out to dinner. It wasn't technically a date, but he had promised me a good meal a long time ago. We ate at a nice little seafood restaurant near Inner Harbor. After clam chowder, a nice fillet of fish, and a decadent cheesecake dessert, we noticed that it was getting quite cloudy ... as if the heavens were going to open up any minute. We headed back to the bus stop. (Just 2 broke college students with no cars!) The rain started during the bus ride; not too bad at first. By the time we had gotten to our stop near campus however, the storm was in full effect ... pouring down big, hard, cool raindrops. We had a 10 minute walk back to my room. I thought about running ... but I was already soaked just waiting for the light to change so I could cross the street ... so what was the point of running a few blocks? I definitely couldn’t outrun the raindrops. Somewhere in the back of my mind I remembered what he had said about liking the rain as I put my jacket over my head and we walked at a leisurely pace in the downpour. It actually felt rather good to tell the truth!
We hadn't expected it the interlude from the heavens, so neither of us had an umbrella. I was thankful for the darkness because I was wearing a white sundress ... which I'm sure had become transparent in the rain. I could feel how the cool rain and the wet fabric against my flesh made my nipples harden ... It didn’t help that I was wondering if he was aroused by the rain. Suddenly there was a huge flash of lightning and I could have sworn I saw him staring at my protruding nipples ... I dunno if it was my imagination or not, but either way, I blushed crimson and pulled my jacket around me.
By this point we were near the apartment and I worried about the embarrassment of my transparent dress once inside with the lights on. I need not have been concerned though because once we got upstairs we found everything pitch black. We fumbled around for the light switch and I heard him bump into something and swear. Shortly thereafter, I realized that there would be no lights because the power was out. I grabbed his hand and pulled him into my room. I had a few candles around so after a few minutes we were sitting in soft, warm, flickering light.
Now ... what were we going to do about our wet clothes?
I didn't feel like leaving the candlelit room so I told him to avert his eyes if he didn't want to see anything ... I grabbed the first thing I could find, which was an oversized T shirt ... I stripped out of my wet things and put on the T shirt.
I saw him sitting there in his soaking wet clothes and I knew he was too stubborn to say anything so I grabbed my black bathrobe and threw it at him. It was pretty big, so I knew it would fit him, and it was basic black terrycloth so it wasn't like it was too feminine for him to wear ... except it might have smelled like my bodywash but he would just have to get over that now wouldn't he? I wasn't letting him go back out in that storm: it had gotten worse since we were in the house and he had another bus ride and a bit of a walk back to his place.
“You’re spending the night here whether you like it or not!” I told him matter of factly. He didn’t object.
I noticed when he was taking his shirt off that he had a big scratch on his arm. Now I knew why he had sworn as we fumbled around in the dark. I grabbed a candle and searched my room for the peroxide and a bandaid. I made him slide the robe off his shoulders some so I could clean the cut and bandage it. He whined about the stinging of the alcohol ... and I remembered him once saying something about only liking sensual pain. I think that thought got me in trouble because as soon as it crossed my mind I lost my grip on the candle I was holding and accidentally spilled some hot wax on his shoulder. He kind of gasped and his eyes shut in what might have been a wince of pain, but looked suspiciously like one of pleasure.
I honestly hadn't done it on purpose, so I apologized ... and since we didn't have anything better to do with no electricity, I told him to lie down and I would give him a massage.
I had him lay down on my bed and we pulled the robe off enough to expose his back ... I tried not to think too much about the fact that he was naked underneath. I wasn't any better clothed with nothing on under my t shirt.
"So ... did you enjoy the rain?" I asked him.
"I told you before I like a good storm"
"I know" I said, "You told me that the same day you told me you liked candle wax” I said, with a distinctly naughty undertone.
He didn't have any comment about that ... so I just continued my massage. After a few minutes his breathing slowed and it sounded like he was sleeping, but I wasn't inclined to stop the massage. I gazed into the flame of one of the candles and I couldn't resist the urge to reach over and grab it. I toyed with the thought for a few moments then I decided to go for it ... on purpose this time. I let a few drops of wax spill onto his back. He moaned softly ... and it didn't seem like he was complaining so I continued letting the wax drip up and down his back, then his arms. At this point he sat up and looked me in the eyes. We sat there for a while just staring at each other ... then suddenly we found ourselves locked in a kiss.
You know how sometimes you're doing something ... but it isn't really sinking in that it’s actually happening? Well that’s how the whole scene felt up until that point ... but this kiss was real ... very real. I wanted to speak but then again I didn't want to break the lip lock, so I didn't say anything ... I just returned the kiss as my hands absently caressed his back, brushing away the dried candle wax.
Yes, words were definitely not a necessity. That was my whole problem with him to begin with ... always trying to explain how I felt and what I wanted. Now I was acting purely on impulse and it felt good.
I found myself pulling away from his lips... but I didn't go too far. I blazed a trail of soft kisses from his cheek down to his neck ... from his neck to his shoulder ... from his shoulder to his chest ... all the while one hand cupped the back of his neck, fingers gently stroking his ear. My other hand rested on his thigh as my lips found his nipple. I parted my lips to tickle the sensitive flesh with my tongue and then began to suck on it gently. I moved over and gave the other nipple the same attention while my hand moved from his thigh up to his chest so that I could stimulate both at the same time. He was moaning softly, his hands stroking my shoulders and back...
I remembered again that comment about sensual pain and bit down lightly at first; but when I knew he wasn't going to push me away I bit down harder. While nibbling on one, my fingers pinched the other. All the while he was letting out low moans. We were sitting on the edge of the bed at this point, so I decided to take things one step farther. I slid to the floor between his legs and looked him straight in the eyes as I untied the robe and pulled it completely away from him. He wasn't the only one who had ever let stories about his sexual escapades slip ... he knew what I was about to do and he knew that I had done it before and done it well.
I wrapped my hand around his shaft and began to pump it slowly. He was already hard and he seemed to grow harder in my hand. I let go and began to kiss the length of him. I kissed the very tip of his head and let my tongue swirl around it. Then I parted my lips and let him slide into my mouth as far as he could. I didn't have quite enough skill yet to deepthroat ... so to substitute for that particular lack I grabbed the base of his manhood with my hand and together with my mouth I worked up and down. I went slowly for the first few minutes then picked up speed. On occasion I would back off and stroke him only with my hand. I began stroking him even faster and harder with my hand as I let my tongue swirl around the head. For about 15 minutes I alternated back and forth between this and sucking him. Suddenly while he was in my hand I felt him tense up and before I could really react I heard him gasp for air and I tasted his warm salty cum on my tongue. Because he had not been fully in my mouth at the time, the cum dripped over my lips and down my chin. As fate would have it ... the power decided to come on at this particular moment! Light flooded the room and there I was on my knees with a face full of cum.
I guess the change of lighting threw me off. In the candlelight everything had seemed surreal and magical ... but with the real lights on I felt awkward and uncomfortable. I couldn't read his expression and he didn't say anything. I stood up and blushed as I caught myself staring at him sitting naked on my bed. I averted my eyes and stared instead at the pile of his wet clothes on the floor as I wiped my face with the front of my shirt. I mumbled something about putting them in the dryer for him.