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Light streamed in from a crack in the curtains of my bedroom window. I fluttered my eyes open and winced. My head was pounding from the drinks the night before and I groaned loudly, rolling over to avoid the light. I turned to see an empty pillow on the other side of the bed. I sat up, shaking my head at my own disappointment. Of course Reggie was gone- I don't know why I had expected anything else. Disappointment and insecurity flowed through me, and that only filled me with anger and shame. I shouldn't care that he was gone- I didn't want to see him anyway, right? Well, clearly some part of me did. As much as I tried, I couldn't help myself. I searched the night table on the side of the bed for a note but found none. I stood out of bed and grabbed my robe from a hook on the back of the door, wrapping it around my naked body. My head was still pounding. I went into the main room of the flat, wondering if he might be in the shower or kitchen, but knowing deep down that he was gone. Sure enough, the place was empty.
Resigned in my disappointment, I wandered into the kitchen to put the kettle on. I reached for the cupboard with the Advil- I needed it. I sat, watching the kettle on the stove and trying to sort out my feelings. I had had an incredible night with Reggie, there was no doubt about that. Even the thought of his touch raised the hairs on my arms and sent a shiver down my spine. I had NEVER felt like that before- the exhilaration, the absolute need. Although I wouldn't admit it, last night, I did need him. More than I ever thought possible. I closed my eyes and remembered the feeling of his calloused fingers wrapping around my wrists and his tongue on my pussy. I squeezed my thighs together just as the kettle began screaming and snapped me out of my daydream. And not a moment too soon.
I had to let this go. I had no interest in continuing things with the grandson of my family's personal "grim reaper"; I was ashamed of myself for letting it happen once. Not to mention it was clear that he felt the same way- he didn't stick around to see me this morning or even leave a mobile number. At least the nightmare was over. If I didn't see him again, I could turn my focus away from my mistake last night and onto the future. Maybe I could let go of my shame and guilt and enjoy having Rose back in my life. Oh God. Rose! Thank God she hadn't come home and I wouldn't have to explain what happened. I couldn't have handled that. Almost as if she knew I was thinking of her, I heard keys jingling by the door, and a moment later Rose stumbled into the flat.
"BABE!" she called, closing the door behind her and falling against it, sliding down to her butt, "I'M IN LOVE!" she laughed giddily.
I laughed back at her, walking over and giving her my hand to help her off the ground and onto her feet. I was surprised to see her so invested after one night. She had shared with me her many flings in school while we video chatted, but she never showed much emotion when talking about the other girls. "Wow!" I replied, getting out of my own head, "Cheryl really made an impression on you!"
"Honestly Fran, last night was mind-blowing. Best I've ever had, by far. You have no fucking idea..." she trailed off, her eyes closing as she hugged herself.
Inwardly, I laughed. "You'd be surprised," I whispered under my breath, but not quietly enough.
"What?" Rose asked, her eyes shooting open and searching me suspiciously.
I needed to think quickly on my feet. "Yeah, I had an incredible night- I ate ice cream in bed and watched a movie- exactly what I wanted," I said, stumbling a bit, though Rose seemed to accept my response.
"Oh Fran, you seriously have no idea. If that's your idea of a good time, you NEED a good shag," she rolled her eyes and put her hand on my shoulder.
"Come off it, will ya?" I said, shoving her arm off me. "By the way, why didn't you tell me Reginald Hagadone was a part of Cheryl's group? You know how I feel about them."
"I didn't think it was a big deal," Rose started, looking down in the way that she does when she recognizes she messed up. "I don't know, he's just the grandkid. He didn't buy the store or anything..." she justified. "Are you mad?"
She looked so much like a little girl, I couldn't help but let go of my frustration. I gave in, as I usually did. "No, I'm not mad. I was just blindsided. To me, he's not just the grandkid. He was raised by those people. I just don't have any interest in spending time with someone like that, who cares so little about others."
"I get it, I'm sorry. But, did you like the rest of the group? And Cheryl?" she asked.
"I loved Cheryl- she really suits you," I said, and was rewarded with a warm smile. "Everyone was great, Reginald just really bothered me. Brought up lots of bad memories."
"I guess that makes sense. But, seriously darling- you've gotta try and let go of the past and unwind. That's it; you're my new project! We're going to find someone for you to shag," Rose pronounced.
"No, Rose, I can handle that myself," I said as definitively as I could.
She ignored me and continued on, "It won't be as amazing as it is for me with Cheryl, of course, since we have an incredible emotional and physical connection. Plus, I can't imagine men really know what they are doing. Still, I think a few strong orgasms would do you some major good."
"Rose..." I said in a tone of warning, though she continued rattling on, ignoring me as usual.
"That's why tonight's concert is perfect!" she said in a sing-song voice. "We'll get you dolled up and find a man to defile you!" she finished with a flourish, grabbing both my hands and leading me so I swayed back and forth with her.
"Rose... I really don't want to go out again! Can't we just stay in and watch some horrible American reality tele and veg out?" I begged.
"Nonsense!" she responded, wagging her finger at me, "It is a Saturday! There is no excuse. We can veg tomorrow, I promise. PLEAAAASEE!" she cried.
"What concert are you even talking about Rose?" I asked, recognizing this may be a losing battle.
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Sweeping Insensitivity
is playing a gig in Camden tonight; didn't I tell you last night? Cheryl and Frank are going to watch, and I said we were down to join. PLEEEASSEEEEE!" she wailed.
Ooooooof course it was Reggie's band. I had no interest in seeing him again. Although, I would be lying if I claimed I didn't want to see him play- just for curiosity's sake. But it wasn't enough to get me to go. "Seriously? Why can't you just go without me? I have such a headache." I said, pulling out of her grasp.
"Because I love you and it's my new life mission to find someone for you to shag? I thought that was clear?" she replied like I was a prat.
I considered for a moment. It was hard to resist Rose, but I also couldn't help thinking how it would be nice to get Reggie off my mind, possibly with another bloke. It would be even better if Reggie had to watch me find someone to replace him. He could see that I really didn't need him. He might even get jealous. "UGH! Fine! But we have to stay in on Sunday!"
Rose squealed with delight, though I'm sure she wasn't surprised to have won the argument. "Now that that's settled, I'm exhausted... didn't sleep much last night," she said, winking at me. She wandered over and pulled out her sofa bed, collapsed, and fell asleep within ten minutes. I quietly fixed breakfast, poured my second cup of tea, and headed into my room. I would prefer to panic about my evening while relaxing in bed.
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