Another day, another class with you. You don't really acknowledge me much since the semester began. Could it be I hurt you by suddenly disappearing last semester? I want to say sorry, even though you will never admit the feelings we share.
I know it is all because you are the teacher I am the student, however I wish you knew what I desired from you. I want to tell you I won't ever leave you again if only you would see that. I am here to stay.
I miss the way things were and what they had built up to. Your shy, cheerful nature finally was beginning to open up and you finally were beginning to show your feelings that you had for me. The way you would smile when you saw me, the way you would talk to me, the way when no one was around you were shy but always gave that little extra kindness.
The way you would share bits of your personal life, I loved seeing photos of you and your children. I hope they grow to be as kind and loving as their daddy. I don't even need to be in your class, I don't need the subject for my career. I just like being around you, my day doesn't seem quite right until we have met.
The class always starts the same, I intend to learn but then my mind wanders and I wish I could share it with you. I wish I could tell you how I feel, I wonder if you ever think the same.
I picture us alone in your classroom. I would sit on your lap legs to one side and feel your hands glide from my shoulders to my hips. My arms would encircle your neck, Our eyes would meet and we would gaze at each other for a moment or two, just letting the energy and the desire heighten and you would reach up touching my cheek and then pull me in for a soft teasing kiss.