I close my eyes for a moment and when I open them back up, I am alone in my bed, drenched with sweat, trembling, with my wetness trickling between my thighs. I just lay there in the sweltering heat of my bedroom, thinking of him, thinking of how he fucked me, how he made love to me, how he had made me feel the ways I had never felt before, and I can't stand it anymore, my hand finds its way down to my clit, seemingly by some uncontrollable force. Closing my eyes again, I picture the first time he touched me that way, pleasures I had never known, and he revealed them to me and to realize how much it made me want him and need him.
My fingers working small circles around my clit, making me want his hard cock inside of me. Oh God, how I always want his cock filling my pussy, just the thought of him turns me on to no end. I rub faster and with my other hand I finger my pussy hard. Thinking of the time he licked it and how hot that was. To have his face there, his lips sucking at my clit, his tongue buried within my cunt, it's more than I can take. I cum hard, wishing he were here, wanting to wrap my lips around his hard cock. Sucking hard on the head, gripping tightly around his shaft with my hand, jacking him off as I suck. I pull my lips off and it makes a "pop" sound, I quickly go back down over it, pushing my mouth all the way down his cock until my chin rests on his balls, over and over, sucking harder as I pull back up to his head making the "pop" sound, and going right back down over him, until he explodes into my mouth. I refuse to release him until every drop from his hard cock has been spent.
With that out of the way, I am finally ready to go back to sleep, and dream a little more maybe. After tossing and turning for what seems to be forever, finally I get back to sleep, yet there he is again. It's like no matter what I do, I always want him to be here, I want him to take me and make me beg for more. I never imagined one man could do this to me, but here it has happened. I want to be lost in my dreams so I can stay with him in my fantasies, but I always wake up, he's not here, and I am left to count down the days until can have him touch me and make me feel this way again. It gives me chills just thinking about it right now, and again I am wishing he were here to take care of my desires.