It had been a long day. The phone had not stopped ringing and the requests came at a rapid pace. Everybody wanted something from me. The end of the day could not come fast enough. As 5 o'clock neared, I started to think about the weekend ahead. I had agreed to something that was far out of my comfort zone. Far from the identity that I had defined for myself.
I left the office and turned my car in the opposite direction of home. Tonight's drive would be a little longer. In my head, I could see the email I had received from him. He had asked me about my everyday life....and then he had asked me about my fantasies. What had I always wanted to do that I had not done...what was I waiting for? And he had asked just 3 things from me.
1. Please stop on the way and insert an anal plug. Make sure it is as least 1 inch wide at the widest part.
2. Please make sure that you drive here with no bra on. I know it will excite you and I want you to know that you are ready when you arrive.
3. Finally, please make sure that you have not had dinner when you arrive. I will have something waiting for you here.
I liked that he had a plan. I don't normally like being told what to do, but there was something oddly compelling about his requests. He seemed to be thinking about both of us with these requests.
I guess I should go back and tell you how this all started. He had messaged me one night after I had left the site. Said he liked my picture but was a little concerned that I was too into the bondage thing. He wanted to know more about the photo and the circumstances surrounding it. I messaged him back the next day saying that it was one that I had posed for in my one and only attempt at light bondage. It was uncomfortable and I was not sure I would be able to submit that way ever again.
He replied back saying he was relieved and he asked a lot of questions about my life and told me a bit about his. After 10 or 12 emails, he asked to meet. He was cautious and respectful about the request....something I was not really used to. And I said yes without hesitation. The first 5 meetings (yes 5 meetings!) were all about discovering what made me tick. He answered questions openly, but spent a great deal of time trying to "figure me out" as he said.
This night was the culmination of those first 5 meetings. A weekend where he was determined to hit all of the things that I had stated were important to me and try many of the things on my sexual bucket list.
I pulled off the highway at his exit and found myself in a very ordinary suburban neighborhood. The houses all looked the same and the manicured front yards had little in the way of imagination. I found his house number and nervously went to the front door. He opened it before I could knock.