The doorbell rings and this is it, this if really fucking it, he's here.
I totter down the stairs, a quick glance in the mirror confirming my biggest fear, I look incredibly fuckable tonight, how long will he resist the urge I wonder. One deep breath is all it takes before I wrap my hand round the door handle and welcome him in, his Oud instantly wiping out my composure, holding back the instant desire to be pinned down by him. It seems he senses my lust, as he grabs my arms, forcing them above me and pushing me back against the wall, biting my neck and running his lips round to mine, biting them even harder and moaning about how he can't wait to end the evening with me in his control.
'We need to go' I mumble, as he continues to kiss me and caress my hips and bum. 'We really do need to go' I say again, as he lets go, puts my hair right and ushers me out the door in front of him, the obligatory pat on the arse as I step outside. His car is there, on my very own drive, it's playing out exactly, no better, than I imagined him. As he follows me round to the passenger side, opening the door for me and allowing me to gracefully enter his 4x4 via steps, part of me wishes it was a low sports car, enough for him to see my panties as I fall back in my seat. The noise of my door closing by his hand signals that I'm his now, for the next few hours, the evening ahead, for as long as we lust for each other. As he climbs in behind the driver's seat, I instantly place my hand on his thigh, it feels so natural already and so incredibly sexy to be so close to the prize I've been after all this time. As we drive off, there's all but the short two mile country lane until we reach the secluded restaurant, our first date, our first chance to devour each other's attention and discover what the other truly seeks. I know the road so well now, the start of any late night drive for me before I met him, before I needed to get lost in someone else rather than myself. The twists and turns, the bumps and the feeling of being so far away, it's all so familiar, it's all so warming now to spend the same journey alongside him.