It was a frigid cold and snowy January day in New York City. I was just getting home from a long day at work when I received a text message from Ethan. He was breaking up with me. Not face to face or a phone call, but by a text message. I was shocked, angry, and hurt. How could this be happening to us now? What could have gone wrong? We had made such romantic plans for a Valentine's weekend trip to warm and sunny Key West.
I don't remember how, but I took off my leather boots and slipped out of my dress. I stood in front of the mirror in my black lace bra and panties. I examined what I saw in front of me; I saw a young woman with long blonde hair, slim body with natural breasts, perky nipples, and muscular legs. On the inside, all I could feel was the pain surging through me with every beat of my heart that was breaking.
I stepped into the shower. My body seemed to be unusually sensitive to everything around me. I felt the warm water pounding on my skin and the splashes on my face. As I poured the shower gel onto my bath sponge I could smell the sweet vanilla scent. I slowly lathered my body with the vanilla suds savoring every touch. Starting at my neck and over my breasts and nipples, I caressed my stomach as my hands continued down. I ran my fingers through the small patch of hair between my legs. I let them drop just a little lower and they slid over my hardened clit, stopping long enough to rub several times to feel the sensations run through my body. They continued further down and moved unhurriedly over the length of my slit. My legs slightly widened as I pushed one soapy finger into my throbbing pussy, my vaginal muscles contracted tightly around it as I slowly pulled out, then quickly pushed back in. My other hand reached for the wall to keep myself from falling. I leaned back and felt the cold stone wall as my orgasm consumed me. My whole body shivered and shuddered. My muscles were still pulsating around my finger as I slipped it slowly from my body. My hard breathing returned to normal as I stepped into the spray and let the warm water wash away the pain of the day.
The lonely weeks passed. I would fake a smile and move through the routine of each day. One evening, I was sitting in my apartment looking through my mail when I came across a red envelope. Only my first name was printed on it, not an address or a postmark. I opened it and inside was a red heart with the words "I miss seeing your sexy smile and hearing your soft voice everyday. I know your heart was broken, but it is time to start mending it." Who was it from? It couldn't be Ethan, he had accepted an assignment from work that took him across the country for a few months. Someone had to have come into the lobby and put it into my mailbox. Maybe it was someone who lived in the building that I spoke to everyday. I thought back to the beginning of the day, and who I'd seen. I had ridden down the elevator with Rick who lived on the same floor as me. He was wearing his usual brown leather jacket, his jet black hair slicked back on his head, carrying his briefcase in one hand and a newspaper folded under his arm. We had our daily, neighborly, chit chat while riding down to the lobby.