Next morning I woke up with some strange thoughts.
3 horny drunk men made me their cum bucket in a helpless situation. There were some weird dreams in sleep. So I couldn't sleep properly also.
I couldn't face anybody. I took a sick leave on that day. I didn't come out of the room the whole day. Told my grandmother that I was having stomach pain. I spent the whole day in my room, crying. The thoughts kept on coming to my mind.
One thing that shocked me the most was, why did it happen to a girl like me..!!! I thought I was the girl who could live at any circumstances. Say no to anyone at any time. Still they harassed me. Those ugly fucking strangers.
May be no one else saw me, or knew me. Still, it happened to me! I felt angry on myself. I beat and bit myself out of anger. I stood in front of the mirror and looked at my body. How could they molest me? Do I look like a slut for them? Or did I give any idea that I'm an easy girl?
No. I didn't.
But why??
Is that because I was attractive for them? Yes of course I am cute. I know it, anyone who saw me know it and it is a truth.
I have a childish round cute face and cutest pair of eyes which attracts anyone. Anybody who looked at my face, will stare at me for some seconds.
It's easy for me to be friends with anyone. I just had to let them look into my face for a few seconds and then give them a cute smile in return. They will be happy and will come running to me and will say a 'HI!'. But does that make them horny enough to rape me in public?
NO WAY!
I felt humiliated. I cried again for hours.
Then after a point where I can't cry or get angry on myself anymore, I started consoling myself.
May be it's because they were drunk. All 3 were super drunk and completely out of control. That can be a reason.
Was it because I was showing too much of my body to provoke them? Ok. I was wet and my dress was a little hugging my body type one. So what? Does it give them the license to caress my flesh? Of course not. Was I inviting them by showing the body? May be they felt so. But that doesn't mean that they can cum on my body.
It's true that I was shocked by their approach and didn't know how to react to the situation. It was my fault. I agree. Now I learned from my bitter experience. Lucky that I didn't face some cruel rude men in some lonely forest area.
Somehow I said nice things to myself and got my emotions under control.
I decided not to think about it anymore. And to be careful in future.
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Some days passed by. I never reached home late or traveled in public transport after that incident. I was always cautious the way I was dressed in public.
I spent more time with friends in college. I had many friends, boys and girls there. Boys in college were mad about my beauty. OK, I think it's time to explain how I look.
As I said before, I have the cutest pair of big eyes and a round face. Some boys used to commend how cute my cheeks are. They loved the dimples when I smiled. And I smiled a lot. I have long wavy hair. But usually I keep them short till around my breasts.
I'm 5'2" tall with an average body. I have lemon drop shaped 32D breasts with a big areola and hazelnut colored nipples. I have bubble shaped butt. My uniform shirt doesn't cover my butts. I've seen boys checking them out from behind.
Boys from my senior classes used to come to my class just to talk with me. And I didn't feel anything bad just talking with them. 4 boys already proposed me in just 2 months.
As I was not in a hurry to be in a relationship, I sweetly rejected them. But still I used to talk with them and text them. It was good to be a center of attention. And I was more than happy now.
Then he came.
The sexiest boy in the college. He had green eyes. It's rare in this place to have green eyes. He stood a good 5'6" And he was hot. Strong muscular body and chiseled jaw line. Fuck I wanted to be with him. I decided.
One day I saw him in college canteen with one of the senior boys who used to talk with me. There were other 2 boys with them.
I went to the guy whom I know already and said hi to him. I started talking and gave some cutest smile I could. I could feel that the hot guy was looking at me. I didn't look at him in the beginning. But after a few moments, I really wanted to look into his eyes and gave a look to him.
His look was piercing through my eyes. I could look into it the whole day. He shook hands with me. His hand was strong and soft at the same time. I didn't feel like letting go of his hand but I knew I had to. His name was Wasim. He had a deep voice.
"I've heard many stories about this hot chick in college. But now I know what they're talking about." He said.
I blushed and said thanks.
I couldn't even say anything else. I knew I was falling for his looks.
We all talked for 5 more minutes and went separate ways. I checked his ass when he was going back.
He was so hot.
Next day at lunch time, as usual Wasim's friend came to talk with me as usual. I was expecting Wasim to be with him. And he was there. I almost ran towards them.
We talked for about half an hour and Wasim was the one with whom I talked the most. The bell rang and the other guy said that they have to go.
"You go. I'll come in 5 minutes." Wasim said.
The other guy left.
Wasim then stood close to me. Looking into my eyes,he said: "Don't go in the college bus today."
"Why?" I asked.
"I have to tell you something."
"You can say now" I said.
I didn't want to be some easy girl who would obey everything blindly.
"I think I'm in love with you" he said looking deeply into my eyes and holding both my hands softly with his strong hands.
I kept on looking into his eyes.
He continued: "Don't say anything now. But if you are positive, stay after college." He wrote his phone number in my palm.
I had three hours to think. I left without saying anything. But I knew that I was going to stay after college.
The final bell rang.
I said my bus friends that I had to check some books and went to the library. I heard the buses leaving the compound. But I didn't have any fear because now I have a boyfriend. And I've seen him coming to college in motorbike. I felt safe and comfortable. I decided to give him a hug when he came into the library.
I texted him that I'm in the library. He came after 10 minutes. I was sitting in a dark area of the library, which was not visible from the entrance. There was only the librarian who was sitting near the entrance. I heard someone entering the library. That was Wasim. He came around the corner.
I went near him. He crossed his hands around my waist. I stood close to him looking into those eyes. And I hugged him. My boobs pressed against his chest. We stood like that for half minute.
Then we started kissing. He kissed on my lips and then slowly started licking the lips with his tongue. I parted my lips. He entered his tongue into my mouth and it met with my tongue.
I stood more close to him. My breasts were now more pressed against his chest. My hands were playing with his hair. And our tongues were dancing together. He put more and more of his tongue into my mouth. My mouth was now filled with his tongue. It have been a long time since I kissed someone. I started turning on.
Then I slowly started sucking his tongue. I started moving my head around his tongue. It was like I was giving a blowjob to his tongue. He made his tongue stand erect and strong. I licked the under side and the whole of his tongue. Then wrapped my lips around his tongue and licked the tip of the tongue. The kissing felt soo good. I kissed him passionately.
But I knew we had to go. The warden will come check on us any moment.
I then moved apart and said: " We should go"
Then he said: "No,no.. please.. one more minute"
Then I said: " No Wasim.. I cannot be late to my house. We must go now."
Then he said "OK"
We quickly grabbed our bags and left the library. The librarian was looking at us intensely. He knew something was going on.
Wasim had bike and we left the college. I sat behind, hugging him from behind. I felt bad for him because I knew he was really in the mood and because I insisted we had to leave. So I pressed my body against his back. My boobs were pressing against his back.
"Hey,are you ok?" I asked.
"Fuck! That was amazing! What a kisser you are, Roshni! " He exclaimed.
I suddenly felt very happy. He looked like a small kid who got his favourite candy. Such a big man smiling like a kid. I was starting to like him more.
I pressed my body more against him and hugged him from back. I bit his earlobe. I was feeling horny. My hand slowly wandered towards his groin area. I knew he was hard. I slowly started rubbing my hand against his bulging. "Keep your eyes and mind on the road, ok.." I whispered in his ears.
"I'm not sure I can" he said putting his free left hand on my hand which was on his crotch area.
"May be I should stop then" I said, taking my hand away from his bulge.
"No,no.. keep it there. I have another idea." He said and took a left turn from the road.
It was a small road which led to another smaller mud road. The road became narrower. There were no buildings around. "How do you know this place? " I asked.
"We come here often to drink alcohol and smoke pot."
I didn't know that he drank or smoked before. I was cool with it. But I had just met him yesterday. Now I'm going to this lonely place,god know what to do.
Am I acting like a slut? I wondered. But then I thought about my earlier relationships. I have done so many crazy things. May be it's because of the way I was brought up. I was very casual about wearing skimpy clothes, having one night stands and all.
But here in village rules are entirely different. If a girl have sex with a boy before the marriage, it's a big issue here. All the blames fall on her.
Actually after that bus incident, I was kind of reserved. I took a double check on everything before doing it. Even if it's wearing some clothes, or smiling at an unknown guy.
Then I thought about Wasim.I don't even know this guy properly. I merely wished that he is a decent guy. I was really curious to be with him. That led to here now.