Unresolved Attraction

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I want to start off by saying that I am happily married, but there is one issue in my life that remains unresolved. A couple of years before I married my husband, I was involved with a guy named Billy (He just happens to be the unresolved issue I mentioned before). We met each other off the internet, and the sex came almost immediately. Let me just say, it was great! We weren't a couple or anything like that. We just enjoyed sex with each other (One thing I forgot to mention was that he was married while we were seeing each other, but that's a whole other story). We had been "seeing" each other for almost a year when he dropped a bombshell on me. He was going away to be in the Army. I was crushed when he told me this, but I saw it as a way for me to move on with my life.

I moved on, got married, and such. I would get an occasional email from Billy, but nothing special. Then the other day I received an email saying that he wanted to meet me for lunch since he was in town for the holidays. We decided on a day and time, and soon after for me the anxiety set in. I remembered the terms on which he and I parted - pretty much unresolved. 'I don't know if I can trust myself,' I thought. Against my better judgement we met for lunch. We talked about the past, and eventually he steered the conversation to our past sexual escapades.

"We're not gonna have this conversation in a public restaurant," I said with a laugh as I moved toward the exit. I followed him to his vehicle, and we both got in.

"Let's go to the park!" he suggested. As he drove he chatted about sex as if it were a normal topic of conversation, and I sat there in silence wondering what I had gotten myself into. I saw the pavillions and the playground of Ranger Park come into view, but he kept driving.

"Aren't we going to the park?" I asked nervously.

"Well, yeah. I just thought we'd find some place a little more secluded." He looked at me and winked.

I felt my stomach sink at the mention of that "S" word, but I also felt a tingle between my legs at the thought of being totally alone with this sexy man after such a long time. 'Bridgett!' I screamed at myself. 'You're getting turned on by all this?!?! What's wrong with you?'

Finally, after what seemed like ten hours of driving, he pulled into a grove of trees. "This is nice," he said, staring intently at me. I could feel his eyes moving up and down the length of my body, making my body heat up. "I can't wait to find out if your pussy is as pink as your cheeks are."

I didn't know what to say or do now. I was so turned on by his talk of sex, that I could feel myself getting wetter by the second. I finally found the courage to speak, "Billy, I want you to fuck me so badly, but you know I can't let you do that."

"Bridgett, I'm going to make love to you so sweetly," he promised, as his lips closed in on mine. His tongue slipped into my mouth and began massaging mine. I felt the apprehension leave my body as his hands slid under my shirt to unclasp my bra. His hands moved to the front to play with my nipples. He remembered from our previous encounters that my nipples were very sensitive. I couldn't help but moan as he continued to pay attention to my most sensitive peaks.

His lips parted from mine as he said, "Let's move to the back seat. There's more room back there." I could hear the lust in his voice as he suggested this move in location.

I took my time moving to the back seat to ask myself if this was really what I wanted to do. I knew it was. Seeing him again had ignited all the sexual feelings I remembered from before. He was waiting for me in the back seat when I got in with a smile on his face. "I've been dreaming about this since I left."

I immediately took control of the situation. I leaned into his kiss again, andleaned back in the seat so he could unzip my jeans and pull them off of my thighs. He ran his hand over the heat of my pussy and felt the wetness. He put his finger to his lips and relished the taste of my arousal. "You taste as good as I remember," he said as he pulled my panties aside and slid a finger up and down my wet slit. His finger ran over my clit and I felt my juices welling up. He moved to the floor of the vehicle in front of me. "Put your legs up on the head rests, and let me do everything else." I slid my panties all the way off, as I did what he suggested. He gently parted the lips of my vagina to see the wet and bright pink insides. I almost jumped out of the seat as I felt his tongue land on my clit. He slid a finger inside me, as if telling me what was to come. The combination of his tongue on my clit and his finger fucking me had me writhing and moaning more than I thought possible. "Billy, you're gonna have to stop. I want us to come together. Trade me places."

We switched seats, and I quickly unzipped his jeans to showcase his huge cock pointing straight at me. It seemed to be beckoning my mouth to suck him. I put my hands around the base of his cock as my mouth swallowed as much of him as I could. It felt so right to be doing that to him again after so long. I bobbed my head up and down quickly at first, and slowed down to take just the head of his cock in my lips. I could taste his precum and knew I was doing a good job. My tongue ran up and down his shaft, as I stroked him with my hands. "If you wanna come together, please stop," he warned.

Again I took the lead and climbed onto the seat on all fours, and felt him move in behind me and run his dick up and down my wet pussy. "I've wanted to do this ever since I left," he said as he pushed his rock hard pole into me slowly. I pushed back on him and felt him enter me to the hilt. We both moaned simultaneously, as we began to find our groove. I ground my hips as he pulled me back onto him. He reached around and started pinching my nipples as he pounded himself into my dripping wet cunt.

"God, you feel better than I remember!" I moaned as he continued torturing me with his fingers and his cock. He picked up speed, and I knew he was close to coming. So was I. I bucked back against him for the final time as he grunted and I felt the spray of his come inside me. We lay there, him hunched over me from the frenzied sex we had just shared.

We both straightened up and he took me in his arms. "I've missed that more than you can imagine." He hugged me.

I looked at my watch. "Oh no! My husband will be home in a little while. I guess we had better be going ..." I said with a catch in my voice. I rearranged my panties and climbed back in the front seat.

When we arrived back at my car, I looked him in the eye and said, "I will be up for that any time you're in from now on."

He leaned over and kissed me, "I'll dream about it till then."

I climbed out of his truck and felt his come wet my thong even more. 'I wonder if my husband will notice another man's come in my panties ...'