I am addicted to porn. I don't attempt to deny it, although I'm not outward about it. If asked, I admit to watching some, but in reality, rarely a day goes by that I don't watch a fair amount.
I have my favorite sites, as do most folks who watch porn. Sadly, I often see the same videos repeated endlessly, and it's very rare for me to come across something new which excites me. It's like a double-edged sword. I watch more and more to find something special, but find less and less because I'm always online looking.
The relevance of my addiction to pornography in this story will become evident shortly.
I wake up early very every day. Not to an alarm, it's just what my body does. My wife Erin, on the other hand, loves to sleep in. Rarely a day goes by that she's up before 9am, a luxury granted her because of her work schedule.
My daily morning routine consists of getting up, making coffee and sitting down with my phone and starting my search for exciting porn. As per usual, I woke up today around 5am, staring out the window as my coffee percolated. I love staring into the distance, waking at my pace, smelling the wonderful smell of brewing coffee as I anticipate the first sip.
When my coffee was ready, I poured my first cup and took my regular seat, picking up my phone and unlocking it. I went to my regular sites, Pornhub and XHamster being the most frequented. Unfortunately, nothing I was seeing was new or exciting to me, something that was far too frequent. I searched wider, extra bored this morning having woken up even earlier than my usual. I started searching for sites I'd never visited, sites with fetishes and other more obscure topics.
Further and further down the rabbit hole I fell, finding some sites which I would consider disgusting, while others were somewhat interesting, or had some decent material mixed in with the nastier. It was while checking out some of these sites I'd never visited when I stumbled upon one consisting mostly of bondage and cuckold type materials. While bondage has never been high on my list of preferences, cuck material often is.
Let me back up a bit. My wife Erin and I are not into the cuck lifestyle, but I have shared her with other men on many occasions. There is simply something I love about watching her get fucked by other men that excites me. I have never been able to fully explain why this turns me on, but it does.
We were married for about 3 years before I first broached the subject of hotwifing, having watched a great deal of that type of porn before bringing it up. Erin was reluctant at first, expressing concerns that I'd be jealous, or that it could destroy our relationship, but I assured her that her concerns were unfounded, and eventually she agreed, with rules. One of those rules is that we don't play without the other person present unless discussed in advance. Another, obvious one is safe sex only. Eventually, one fateful night, we invited one of my best friends to our home and after a few drinks, I filmed the entire encounter, right from flirting, to him cumming down Erin's throat. I still get hard when I watch that video from 20 years ago.
I don't always just watch Erin and her lover. Most of the time, I've had sex with her at the same time as the bull, having MMF threesomes. The difference between what we do, and the cuck lifestyle, is that there is no degradation or humiliation involved. We have mutual respect. I just love sharing my redheaded vixen with other men who appreciate her for what she is.
What is she, you might ask? Erin is a late-40's ginger MILF, having had 3 children. She is 5 foot 8, with long, thick hair that flows down to her belt in heavy curls. She has a small waist still and perky bum from working out, along with C-cup breasts. If you think she sounds hot, you're right! Not only does she look hot, she acts as though she knows it also, and when it comes to the bedroom, she's nearly insatiable. Before I met Erin, I'd slept with a lot of women, but none measured up to her. On the night of our first date, she took me back to her place and blew me in front of her front window, facing a busy street, swallowing every drop of my very large load. From there, things just got wilder, with me eventually marrying her. To say that our sex life has been great would be an understatement!
Back to me surfing porn. I'd finished my coffee and went and poured another cup, staring out the window again as I took my first sip, enjoying the aroma as it filled my nose. I looked down at my phone again and scrolled down, ignoring the heavy bondage, humiliation, and similar. As my finger slid down again, I paused. I couldn't possibly have seen what I thought I'd seen. I slowly scrolled back up, searching for the image I thought I'd seen. When I found it, I paused. "Wow", I whispered to no one in particular, "she looks just like Erin."
It wasn't the first time that a ginger in porn had reminded me of my wife. In fact, I'd jerked off to many such videos, fantasizing that the woman in them was actually Erin. The woman in the video was laying on her stomach, face down on the mattress. Her legs and arms were tied to the 4 corners of the bed somehow with thick white rope. The very image excited me as I imagined it to be Erin laying there.
Just then, I heard Erin coming out of our room. While she is aware that I surf porn, I try not to shove it in her face, so I don't do it in front of her often. As per my usual, I closed my phone, hearing her approach. She came into the kitchen and I poured her a cup of java, kissing her briefly to say good morning. As usual, she looked ravaging. I've rarely met a woman who looks as good when she wakes up as when she considers herself ready for the day. We sat quietly together, sipping our coffee and talking about the usual before heading our separate ways and work.
I plugged away at my desk at work, bored but doing my duties. My mind kept wandering off, thinking about the woman tied up on the bed in the video. I had only managed to see the thumbnail image for the video, but hadn't been able to watch it before Erin woke. That image had been a snapshot, imbedded into my mind, and it kept finding its way into my active thoughts.
I was horny. More so than usual. I had to see the video and decided to go into the washroom to watch it and jerk off. I only hoped that it wasn't a disappointment. There's not much worse than expecting an arousing video to masturbate to, and finding something to be a let-down instead.
I left my desk and headed into one of the private bathrooms at our office. I loosened my tie and shirt and sat on the edge of the stone countertop with my back to the mirror and sink. I opened my phone, pulling up the website again, but in my haste to close my phone earlier, I had not bookmarked the video. I scrolled in vain, then tried searches, again in vain. My final attempt, out of frustration, was "redhead wife tied". The results appeared and I expected to be disappointed again, but then as I scrolled, there it was! The image of the fit redheaded woman tied face down on the bed.
I felt my cock react immediately upon seeing that same thumbnail. Not waiting to see the video, I unfastened my belt and undid my pants, lowering my zipper, leaving my plump cock straining in my shorts as I clicked on the thumbnail. I'd never tied Erin up other than very lightly, early in our relationship. She never really seemed into it so I left the subject, eventually ending up as a happy hotwife couple. Seeing a woman so similar looking to her was exciting, and brought back the images of when I did tie her up ages ago. I immediately fantasized that it was her in the video.
The man filming panned across the room briefly. It looked like a lower end motel room. Old furniture, tan walls, old heavy curtains drawn across the window. He turned the camera and focused it on the woman, then he placed the camera on a nearby table, adjusting it to his liking. The woman was now framed perfectly as the man stepped into the picture. "Jeez" I commented under my breath, seeing him from the side. He was black and young, I guessed maybe early 20's, and very lean. His skin was incredibly dark which accentuated his muscles. It also made his huge cock very obvious against the lighter background of the white sheets he was standing in front of.
The man's cock had to be at least 9 or 10 inches long and thick, sticking out, but hanging downward. He was circumcised and had a decent, proportionately sized head on the end of it. That woman was in for a serious fucking. My cock got harder imagining it to be my wife. He knelt on the mattress next to her, making sure not to block the camera as he raised his hand and spanked her hard with one loud slap across her ass. She jumped, arching her back with a muffled whimper. Her face was still obscured, facing down. I could see that she had a gag on her mouth.
He lifted his hand again; a loud clap rang out as he spanked her other cheek and she whimpered again. He moved away, towards the camera and picked it up to bring it up onto the bed, focusing on her bum. Both freckled cheeks had distinct hand prints on them, red and raised from his abuse. He moved the camera between her legs, showing her pussy lips which clearly had her juices escaping her crimson red lips. I don't think she could have been more aroused. He brought a hand between her legs, sliding a finger up and down her lips and parting them before eventually sliding it inside her easily. She moaned and tried to spread her legs wider as he started to fuck her with that dark finger.
He spoke, "Here, take this." The camera moved and jostled, then steadied in the hands of someone else. I hadn't realized that someone else was there until that moment. The camera zoomed in again between the woman's legs, watching the dark finger go in and out of her, shining as her juices coated it. He quickly slipped another finger inside, making her moan again through her gag. Her hips started to move in response.
I realized that I was already a few minutes into the video, with 45 total minutes to the video. I didn't want to skip ahead, but I definitely didn't have time to watch it all. Someone would notice my absence soon. My cock was throbbing for release, but I wanted to save my sexual energy in anticipation of the rest of the movie. I watched more, determined to only watch a few more minutes before returning to work.
