If you read some of the subs like /r/sex, you know there are frequent questions that are thinly veiled requests for fap stories. Rather than spam any of those subs, I thought I'd write something up for here. It was prompted from thinking about if there was one particular experience where you started as a child and left a man. It's been almost 20 years now, but I remember it like it was yesterday.
Me: Post-college, not a ton of confidence or experience. Living the dream.
Her: Post-college. Beautiful, confident, yet self-destructive. My dream girl for years.
It's the afternoon on a leisurely early fall weekend. After waking up late, we've spent most of the day in bed. It started out just lounging, but only being a couple for a month or so, this inevitably led to things turning sexual. I'm sitting upright in bed, leaning against the flat backboard. We're both naked. She has her head on my chest and is lightly, ever so slowly running her fingers over my hardening cock. Across from us, I can see our reflection in her dresser mirror.
Humming dreamily, she says, "I'm going to have to get myself a new dildo. Mine doesn't do anything now."
When she had first said it, I nearly had a heart attack. Being less that confident, my first thought was "She needs a dildo because I'm bad at sex!" I figured this was some sort of goofy flattery that all women say. So after chuckling I say with a sarcastic tone, "Oh, really?"
She turns her head up, looks at me, and gives me a raised eye brow, give-me-a-break look.
"Your cock is amazing. You do know that, right?" she says.
"Oh, come on..." I reply, still amused and aroused that she's flattering me. "I'm sure that something every woman tells her man."
"Psshhh!!" she loudly exclaims. "Are you kidding?"
She rolls over, opens the lower shelf on the nightstand, and pulls out this purple, vibrating dildo.
At the time, this shocked me as no woman had ever shown me her toys before. I was very inexperienced and sometimes I would still get flushed with embarrassment when we would say/do something sexual.
"I mean, look at it!" she stated plainly, as if she was having to point out something that was perfectly obvious.
She held her toy parallel to my cock. What I saw shocked me. First, I had always assumed that woman must masturbate with humongous toys. I mean, huge is what I had seen in porn, right? So, it was much smaller than I had ever imagined.
"See?" she said, holding the toy next to my cock. "Look!"
Now the second thing hit. Damn, I really was quite a bit bigger. Wow! This hit me like a giant wave of hot air.
"Daaah... Well, I..." I stumbled and stammered. I wasn't sure what to say.
"Look at how much thicker you are," she went on. She wrapper her hand around her toy, then around the head of my cock. I was true, I had to be at least an inch more around.
"Oh my god, and your cock head (a term we always liked). It's so wide and big. It hits the hot-spot inside me."
I don't think I got out anything more than an, "...oh..."
"And you're long too," she continued but then paused and looked up at me again, this time with surprise. "Has no one ever told you that you have an amazing cock?" She asked.
It was true, no one had ever told me this. I had only been in one real relationship before and it had been sexually very bad. Up until a few weeks ago when the two of us had gotten together, I thought I was doomed to a life of pathetic, premature ejaculation.
Our sex life had been the exact opposite. From the very first time, both of us seemed to be completely relaxed and free with each other. Sex was wonderful. Amazing. Everything had been better than my wildest dreams.
"No... No one ever has. I didn't think I was ever," it felt so stupid to say, "special."
"That's impossible!" she said in a laughing, playful way. I think she was legitimately surprised that she had hit a nerve (which she obviously had).
"No... No, never," I said.
She turned to me again. She looked at me with a way that was both genuinely empathetic and surprised. But without making me feel pathetic or emasculated.
"Well," she went on. "I'm happy to tell you that you do indeed have an absolutely beautiful cock."
"This thing," she said as she raised, then tossed aside her toy, "isn't going to do anything."
Still in disbelief, I just chuckled.
At this point she shifted herself so that she could get close to my raging cock. She took her free hand and lightly grabbed the base and with a smile, kissed my head.
"I love it" she said, then took me into her mouth. Then letting me fall out said, "You're perfect."
She turned back and took me back into her mouth. The feeling of her sucking my cock was exhilarating. I let out a loud groan. She went low and slow. Her lips squeezed my head as she would make her way from top to bottom. Until now, my focus had been completely down at her, but now I noticed that from here, I could us perfectly reflected in the mirror.
"Oh god," I said with a groan. My body was already trembling. The muscles in my stomach were taught and held tight. Her auburn hair was blazing in the mid-day sun. She went up and down. I stared transfixed as she gently held my skin tight as she devoured my cock as if she had been starved for it her whole life.
I moaned, fidgeted, tried to hold on. I held her hair and she sucked me. I could look at our reflection until I was almost ready to explode, then when I switched to looking down at her, it brought me back just enough that I could bring myself back from the brink.
"I can... I can see our reflection in the mirror," I finally let out.
She let out a pleased little "mmMmm" and kept at me, even more intensely than before.
"Oh god... Oh god... I love it," I managed to get out.
'Oh god," indeed. I was going to explode. Whatever control I had was gone. I was a trembling, shaking mess. I kept my eyes on our reflection. At this point I couldn't focus on anything but her head bobbing up and down in my lap.
This was it. The moment was here. I barely croaked out, "cumming" before being swallowed down a black hole of pleasure. It seemed like the very atoms in my body were going to tear apart in a nuclear explosion. She swallowed all of my cum, yet kept me in her mouth throughout my entire trip. Looking up, I could see the underside of my cock pulsing in the mirror. Waves of lightning ripped through my body. I was on a near psychedelic adventure.
Eventually I would come back to my senses, but how long that took, I have no idea. I have no memory of saying anything or making any sound at all. I was elsewhere, in another world, hell another universe. In hindsight, it was the most amazing blowjob she would ever give me and I think it's fair to say it's one of the top ones in my life. But wow, I had no idea how crazy this really was going to be.
I was just at the point where I could probably have started to make words, but before I could say anything she throws herself over me and is now in my lap. We began to kiss passionately, with a fierceness on her end that I didn't expect.
After especially intense orgasms, I find that my cock can remain hard pretty much indefinitely, even after cumming. I hadn't come down a bit, and I could feel her pussy pressing against my swollen cock. As she came at me, she began grinding against my cock. She was in control for the moment. Being on top of me the way she was left me little ability to move.
"And you know what else?" she said between ever shorter breaths. "You make me cum all the time."
She continued to grind herself on me.
"Really?" I said with both excitement and bewilderment.
She getting revved up. It was as if some chain reaction had happened and there was no going back. She continued to grid her pussy against me.
"I can't always cum. Oh god," she was getting faster and harder. "You make me cum so hard. You feel so perfect inside."
Then, and she didn't use any hands, I felt myself catch against wet, throbbing heat. I could feel her yield, and my head slipped inside her pussy. She yelled out loud. She kept me this way for a while, teetering on the edge with no more than the head of my cock inside. Finally, with gnashed teeth and gasping breath, she lowered herself slowly down until there was no more to go.
This was the first time in my life that I had been inside of a woman without a condom. I had always used one in the past, and we had used them every time so far. But this is something she knew. She knew, and she wanted to be the first.
Dah! I wish there was some way we humans could eliminate the need for protection. It does feel so much better. I'm fine with condoms, it just stinks we have to be apart, even if it's just a millimeter.
The feeling was beyond description. We were so close, so tight together. All her weight was pushed down on me. I had never felt that deep before. I could feel her in a way I never had, in a way I had never felt with anyone. Yet with all the newness, I wasn't anxious or nervous. I didn't feel like I was going to bust right that second. It was perfect.
Well, not quite perfect. The only thing that I knew wasn't going to happen is cumming inside her. This is something we had already talked about and as the reason why is far from sexy, I'll just leave it at that. Honestly, in that moment, I would have cum in her unprotected while she was ovulating if she asked for it. It was so much better than I had imagined. I've said that a few times, but it's one of those things that only through experiencing it can you really understand.
We just tripped on our own experience for a bit, but when we came back we started kissing again. With a huge buck, I lifter her enough that I'd get another good long push inside. She made a sound that sounded a bit like 'Ugghhrrrraaahhhrrrmmmmmmm.' It's in the dictionary right? Oh shit, then it was on. She was riding me like fuckin' Pacos Bill.
The way she was straddling me now let me be a bit more active. I could pump my hips and use my hands to grab her face, tits, hips, everywhere. I also slowly jiggled myself into a spot where I could see into the dresser mirror again. Watching my cock slide in and out of her pussy was mind altering.
She was going wild. Panting, thrusting, grunting, groaning, moaning, and all the other words. I turned my attention back to her fully. With the back of my fingers, I ran my hands all over her. She liked that. I traced her hips, brushed and pinched her nipples.
