Three summers ago, I decided to embark on a quest of self-discovery. Over the years, I noticed that I have never been able to cum from oral sex, alone. Past failed attempts left my partners with tired jaws and frustrated feelings of inadequacy on both our parts. Even self-proclaimed "Throat GOATS" all failed to make me cum without me personally having to bail them out by finishing the job myself. After some serious internal struggle about my own personal sexual inhibitions, I decided to take a non-traditional approach.
I am a very masculine straight male. I love women and am attracted to submissive feminine energy. So, it wasn't hard to trick me with a voluptuous figure while I watch porn only for them to reveal a massive hard, throbbing cock as big as mine. Keeping in mind that most straight porn also includes a big dick naked man...logic dictated that I didn't really have a problem with seeing naked men or big dicks. I was simply relating as if I were the male in the scene...focusing on the woman being pleasured. I expanded my porn search to include transsexuals and was immediately rewarded with a wide assortment of sexy ladies who happen to have the same equipment as me in very normal sex scenes. Thats when it hit me! Maybe they would be better at giving head because they have the same equipment as me.
The next step was to check out my various socials to see if there were any trans-friendly chat groups that I could join to arrange a link up. It took some time, but eventually I joined a group on Twitter and came across one who said she was from my area. I found her cashapp and sent her $50 just to get her attention. She thanked me and we got to know eachother. I saw the pics and video she shared with me on Snapchat and was truly impressed by how feminine and submissive she appeared. She was fine, fit and feminine. She has been on hormone replacement for a few years at that point...so her curves and breasts were real.
After 4 missed connections, she reached out to me while I was parked on the lakefront. She informed me that she was out with friends and wanted to see me, if I was still interested. I admit to apprehension about this possibility since she failed all previous attempts to link up.
I decided to give her one more try and hoped she didn't rob or stab me.