Toni's time alone.
After my dad yelled at me for hours, and I cried for more hours, I took a shower and went to bed. I couldn't sleep. I was worried about Stephen. I was hoping he was ok. I already missed him so much. If I was there, we would be laying in each other's arms. We probably would have fucked. God, I love how he fucks me. I love how his cock tastes, and how it feels inside me. I decided I would sit down tomorrow and figure things out. I kept thinking about the fun things Stephen and I did and the wonderful weekend and finally I fell asleep.
The next day I did something that Stephen taught me when you must make a decision. I sat down with a pad and pencil and started making a list. I wasn't as smart or educated as Stephen, but I thought I could figure this out.
First... of course we were so different in age. He is old enough to be my grampa for heaven's sake. This could be a problem. Stephen was in his mid-60s, I was 20. So, when I am 40 and in my prime, he would be in his 80s. It scared me a little that he might get sick, and I would have to take care of him. I would absolutely do it, but I don't know how. I was horrified to think that at some point, he would not be able to please me, and I would go looking elsewhere. Or worse, he could no longer be pleased by me. NO!
As far as maturity, sometimes I felt like I wanted to take care of him, but almost always he wanted to take care of me. But we always acted like kids together. We just had a lot of fun all the time!
He was so wise! He knew so many things and comparatively I know nothing. His music, his educational background. But come to think of it I didn't really know much about his background. I thought he had mentioned at least one child. A boy? I don't know. I need to know. What happened to his wife? Divorce? Widower? Things I do not know.
And speaking of that, had Stephen ever asked me what I wanted to do with my life? He didn't know what I wanted to be or do. If I did reach or exceed my goals, regardless of what they were, he would retire long before me. Then what?
He was sometimes impetuous. He kidnapped me for heaven's sake! As exciting and sexy as that was, it could be scary or even dangerous.
He is such a gentleman. He always opens the car door for me. Is always right there if I need his help with something.
He loves being gentle in bed too. So slow and loving sometimes. He showed me "the old-fashioned way" of making love... I guess it's called missionary style. OMG have I learned to love that! He fills me so much, but comfortably, if that makes any sense. But he knows I sometimes like it hard and sort of rough. I call it "animal style". LOL. And Stephen has learned to love THAT! God, the way he takes me sometimes! (shit I hope my dad doesn't find this)
I just love being with him. In and out of the bedroom. He takes me places I would never have gone. Do things I never would have done. I laughed so much. I think I might even be in love with him, but I'm not sure I even know what that feels like.
The bottom line is this. My friends? Fuck'em, they will get over it. My dad will get past it eventually. He might kick me out, but I have a place to go. I hope. I'm still his daughter. When he sees that Stephen and I are together, he will accept it. I just wish he hadn't freaked out at work. I almost got fired.
So that's it. I'm going to start packing stuff because I'm sure I'll be leaving soon.
TEXT: Toni
Stephen, I am so sorry. I didn't mean to put you through this. I'm a kid, what can I say.
TEXT: Stephen
Toni, what are you saying? But before you tell me, I must tell you, I miss you. I think I love you. And I don't want to be without you.
TEXT: Toni
Oh Stephen, do you know how much that means to me? I have been thinking the same thing.
TEXT: Stephen
Toni? So, you want to be with me?
TEXT: Toni
I am putting most of my stuff into garbage bags. Tomorrow at 5, I want you to come pick me up.
TEXT: Stephen
I'll BE THERE!
Stephen's thoughts.
I have to say. The texts from Toni were wonderful. Mentally, I had begun to prepare myself for the possibility of no longer having Toni in my life. It was not what I wanted. But it wasn't about just me. Toni's feelings, thoughts and needs had to be considered as well. I had resigned myself. If it was best for her to be away from me, then so be it. I wouldn't have liked it. Such were my feelings for Toni.
Toni would move in with me.
The next day.
Sleep did not come that night. I tossed and turned as thoughts of arranging the house to fit both our needs flitted in my head. It occurred to me that I had lived alone and could be set in my ways. Toni was important to me. I would adapt because I wanted her with me.
I finally dozed off. Up before the alarm and sipping on a double espresso. Tomorrow morning, I would share it with Toni. The smile never left my face the entire day. Co-workers wondered what was going on. I didn't tell them.
Quiting time arrived, and I sprinted to the car.
Yes, I could still sprint.
The drive to Toni's job was quick and she was waiting. She ran to the car yelling the entire way.
"Daddy! Daddy! Daddy!"
I jumped out and moved to meet her. As soon as she was close enough, Toni leaped into the air and her arms and legs surrounded me. Our faces met in a clash of lips.
When she wasn't kissing me, Toni spoke
"Oh Daddy, I missed you terribly."
I answered.
"Yes, Little One, I missed you so much.
Once I pried Toni off me, we got in the car and drove to pick up her things. I held Toni's hand all the way there. We both smiled.
I stayed in the car while Toni went inside and brought out her things. True to her word, it was all in garbage bags. The trunk filled first and the rest in the backseat.
Toni spoke.
"Okay Stephen. Let's go home."
Did you hear that? She said home.
We arrived and both of us unloaded the car. It took a few trips, and all was deposited on the living room floor.
Toni spoke.
"I will deal with this all tomorrow. Right now, I want a shower. You coming Stephen? Or should I say cumming?"
Toni giggled hysterically and the clothes flew off her. I followed close behind and did likewise. Once in the bathroom, the shower made the place steamy. The first activity, we soaped up one another. Certain to wash all the important places. Every inch of Toni was cleaned. I rinsed her body and played with her ass. Things became very interesting when I fingered her shaved pussy. I wanted Toni to cum in the shower. The way she stood, my one hand fingered her pussy, the other kneaded her ass. While my fingers did work their way inside her pussy, I only pressed around the outside and surface of her asshole. I enjoyed pressing her body between my hands.
Toni began to show the signs I had seen so often. She was going to cum. I wanted this for her. So, the fingers worked a little harder, worked a little faster, and her clit was massaged. Five or six minutes of intense manipulation and Toni cummed in my hands. I made certain to hold her upright through her experience.
The shower scene was not complete. Toni had me release her and went to her knees. My semi hard cock in her hands and she stroked me vigorously. Once satisfied with my arousal, into her mouth I went. This was not a gentle blowjob. Toni's face repeatedly hit my stomach, and she swallowed me over and over. Her lips and tongue were added to the mix. So aggressive was her actions, I had to brace myself against the shower walls. With this kind of action, it wasn't long, and I emptied my balls into Toni's mouth.
It was my turn to recover now. Toni held me steady. We then rinsed once more and then turned the water off. The towels dried us to a point. It occurred to me that I should take Toni shopping for some very nice, very thick and very plush towels. These I had had forever, and they showed the wear. We walked naked into the bedroom.
I spoke.
"Toni what would you like for dinner?"
She frowned a bit and spoke.
"Geez, I don't know. I don't feel like cooking. Do you?"
I shook my head no.
Toni continued.
"How about we order Chinese or something? I don't want a burger and fries, or pizza. We'll cook tomorrow, okay? Besides, I'm not done with you yet. We lost time to make up and I am going to ride you hard."
Chinese it is then. I picked up my phone and ordered. Lamb with green onion tops, Hunan shredded chicken, hot sour soup and lots of spring rolls. It would be here in thirty minutes.
I spoke.
"Toni what should we do with all your stuff?
She answered.
"I don't feel like messing with it tonight. We'll do it tomorrow. Tonight, we are going to fuck! Oh, you better put some clothes on unless you want the delivery person to see your naked ass. It really turns me on when you strut around this way. But they may not. I'll hide in the bedroom when they show up. Can I put on some records? How about Chet Baker?"
Toni wrapped a towel around her head and went to the turntable. I put on some clothes. Like clockwork, the food arrived on time. I paid for and tipped the kid generously. Then Toni and I sat down for a feast.
She had not had lamb before. This was done very well. Tender and covered in a brown sauce. The Hunan chicken was a bit spicier. Who doesn't like spring rolls with hot mustard sauce?
As I sat there eating with Toni, it began to dawn in my mind. She isn't going anywhere. Toni is staying with me. This is her home. For as long as she wants it.
Our dinner discussion centered around Toni. I explained that I planned to retire soon. Her work career was just beginning. I asked what she wanted to do. Did she want to go to school? Learn a trade? Earn a degree in something. I followed that by saying I would support her if she went to school. That way, she could focus and not have to work.
Toni paused for a time and looked very thoughtful. It was important that she knew I was here for her. To get her started and help her to be successful. As much as I loved having her here and making love to her. She needs more out of life than this. I was no fool. I knew she would outlive me. So then, make Toni successful. That was my goal. It would be up to her though in what field.
Toni spoke.
"I don't know. I have considered business, a marketing degree, or maybe some sort of graphic design. Perhaps web design or something. Don't really want to work for someone. Kind of hoping to work for myself. What do you think?"
I spoke.
"Toni, whatever makes your heartbeat faster and something you are passionate about. That's what you should do. You have my total support. Why don't you do some research. Make outlines, ask questions. Keep note of your findings. When you have compiled your thoughts and research, you can make an informed decision. Remember this. We work to live, not live to work. Be happy with your choice. I forgot this for a time and regretted my choice. I don't want the same for you."
Toni sat and looked at me. A few tears leaked from her eyes. Then she arose and went on my lap. She hugged me hard, and I held her just as tight.
I spoke.
"Why don't we go shopping tomorrow for a computer for you? Something that will meet your needs. Let's start getting you the tools you need."
Toni sat in my lap with wide eyes and her mouth hanging open.
She spoke.
"Daddy, you are way too good to me. Let's put away the food and clean the kitchen. Then I am taking your ass to bed. We are gonna make up for some lost time Stephen."
