Toni

I slept, well sort of. Reached for Toni in the night and she wasn't there. The clock said 1:30am. The alarm wouldn't ring for another four and a half hours. I wandered to the kitchen and drank a glass of water. That didn't help. I made my way back to the bedroom. Toni's things neatly placed on the dresser. The brush, the combs and her bottle of perfume we bought Saturday. It was held to my nose and the memories flooded back. Her smile, her laugh, and the fun we had together that day and night. Things were grey now.

I returned to bed and laid there. Sleep came for a little while and then the alarm sounded. From the bed, made it to the kitchen to make espresso. I kept waiting for Toni to take my espresso.

She didn't.

A couple pieces of toast. I dressed and drove to work.

Couldn't tell you how I got to work.

Can't' tell you what I did at work.

The day lasted forever. Then I drove home. The house was empty. I tried turning on the music. All I could see was Toni dancing around the house. A bag of chips for dinner and a shower. It's not meant to be creepy, but I went to the drawers and looked at Toni's panties, shirts and other items she had left there. Her scent remained lingered of the items. I went to bed early, hoping to catch up on what I missed the night before.

At nine pm, my phone pinged.

It was Toni.

"I miss my Daddy. Goodnight Stephen. 💖 💖 💖"

There was no sleep that night. I don't know about Toni, but none for me. How did I go from loving my solitude to missing Toni like my arm was cut off?

I texted Toni.

"Are you awake? Are you dressed?"

Minutes later, she responded.

"Obviously I am awake. But I am laying in bed and trying to sleep."

I texted furiously.

"Throw on some clothes. I am coming to get you and bring you here. I will be there in ten minutes."

I pulled on pants and a shirt, grabbed my keys and headed out.

Toni texted while I was driving.

"Stephen, we have to work tomorrow, we need to sleep."

I ignored it. Besides, I don't text and drive.

I pulled up to the house, got out of the car and boldly walked to the door. Before I knocked, the door swung open. There stood Toni, bathed in the moonlight. She wore a t-shirt and panties. Her eyes as big a saucers as she looked at me.

She spoke.

"Stephen?!?!? What are you doing?!?!?"

I answered.

"Come with me Toni. I'm taking you home."

I picked her up and carried her to the car, panties and t. She didn't fight me nor argue. But Toni looked or glared at me the whole time. She sat in my car in panties and a t-shirt, not even shoes, but barefoot.

We arrived and I carried her into the house. Toni was deposited on the bed. I turned off lights and locked the doors. I returned to the bedroom. Toni sat there, looking at me as though I was crazy.

I spoke.

"Toni, take off those clothes."

Toni responded.

"Stephen, we can't do this. It's late and we both have to work in the morning. How am I going to get to work? You kidnapped me!"

I stood there with my hands directly on my hips.

I spoke.

"I know all this. I will take you to work and we will get up early enough so you can have the proper clothes. Now stand up Toni."

Toni stood and I removed her t-shirt. Then I knelt and pulled her panties down. She was naked. I went ahead to remove my clothes and was soon naked as well.

I spoke.

"Toni, get in the bed."

She did so. I went in next to her, pulled her into my arms and kissed her. We both lay there for a time and caught our breath. Toni snuggled with me and soon we both slept. It was the best sleep of my life. Because Toni was in bed with me.

True to my word, we got up early. We had espresso, showered, dressed, and dressed for the day. I took Toni to her house, and she dressed for her job. Then I drove her to work.

I spoke.

"Toni, what time do you get off work?"

She spoke.

"Five o'clock Stephen. Why?"

I answered.

"I will be there to pick you up. Then you are coming home with me. We will talk later tonight. Okay? Now lean down here and let's have a kiss. I have to go, or I will be late."

Toni did as I asked. She worked and I worked. Through out most of the day, I tried to figure out a way to tell Toni something. That I didn't want her to go home. I wanted her to stay with me, in my home. Our home if she wanted. I was intensely interested in her reaction and response. Guess I will find out tonight.

The work day happened, but too slowly for my tastes. I must have looked at my watch a million times. I was distracted. Reprimanded myself a thousand times for not paying attention to things. Always trying to figure out what had happened. While there were no clear cut answers, the only thing that continued in my head was Toni.

Quitting time arrived and I was out the door. The car went directly to Toni's job, as though it knew where to go. I pulled up just a Toni walked out. I let her in the car, and we left for my home. Toni didn't say anything on the way home. I was beginning to wonder if I had made a mistake. Maybe Toni didn't want this.

I sent Toni to the shower while made a quick dinner. Nothing major mind you. Hotdogs, chopped onion, garlic mustard and whole wheat buns.

Toni entered the kitchen with just a towel on her head. Her glorious naked body for me to view.

The food and table, we sat and ate. Toni chatted about her day, and I did the same. It was so difficult to focus with her naked.

We finished eating. Toni sent me to the shower. She said she would clean up the kitchen. I did as she asked.

I appeared from the bathroom, a towel around my waist No Toni in sight. The kitchen had been cleaned. The dishwasher hummed softly. The lights were out, and the doors locked.

Toni's voice was heard.

"Stephen, I am in the bedroom. Come in here and join me in bed."

I walked into the bedroom. There she was, naked on top of the sheets.

I spoke.

"Toni, it is too early to go to bed and sleep. It's still light outside."

Toni answered.

"Who said anything about sleep? I want you to fuck me and then we can get a good night's sleep. We have to work tomorrow. Oh, and can we do it the 'old fashioned' way?"

Toni got up long enough for us to pull down the sheets. Then she lay in the middle of the bed. Toni spread her legs and pulled her knees up. She reached down with both her hands and spread open her pussy.

She spoke.

"You see this, Stephen? This shaved wet pussy? It's wet for you. It needs your hard cock inside it. I need it, Stephen. Get on top of me and take me! Fuck me the old fashioned way. I liked it and wanted it again."

I moved to be on top of Toni. My body above hers. Toni's arms reached for my neck and pulled me into a long kiss. The sight of her holding her pussy apart for me had hard already. My cock slowly slid into place, and we both groaned. The first penetration is always a special feel.

Toni moaned.

"OMG Stephen. I love your cock inside me. You feel so good there. You make me feel so good too. Fuck me slow again."

Our eyes locked as we made slow love. I towered above Toni's small body, my arms on either side of her. Toni's arms reached up to caress my arms and back. Then her legs ankles hooked over my legs. This felt different. This felt wonderful. There was more here than two people fucking. Toni and I had developed a connection.

We looked at one another intensely.

Toni spoke. (We still had sex during this.)

"Stephen, why did you come for me in the night? It was kind of scary for me. I didn't know what you were doing. That you might lock me in the basement or something."

Me.

"I'm sorry Toni. I didn't meant to frighten you."

Toni.

"Then why Stephen?"

Me.

"Because Toni. I didn't like my life without you in it."

Toni.

"Stephen, I am in your life."

Me.

"I wanted more. I want you here with me. Except when we work. I want you here, to live with me."

Toni.

"You want me to live with you? Why Stephen? Why do you want me here all the time?"

Me.

"Because Toni. I think I am falling in love with you. I need you in my life."

Toni.

"You love me? You love me, Stephen?"

Me.

"Yes Toni."

Toni pulled me down and kissed me hard. We didn't speak anymore but continued to make love. Toni became wetter and I became more aggressive with my thrusts.

I spoke.

"Cum for me Toni."

Toni's body responded and she began to rock her hips with me. Her fingernails began to dig into my back and Toni moaned louder.

I went a little faster and a little harder. Toni was getting closer. I wanted it for her. I needed her to have a climax. To see it in her face and feel it in her body. I needed to see and hear her satisfied.

Toni orgasmed. Her mouth went open, and she arched her back. Toni's hips raised to me my thrusts and her nails dug deep into my flesh. Her pussy squeezed my cock and became very wet.

Toni whispered.

"Cum Stephen. Cum in me and let me feel you squirt. I need your cum Baby."

I let a groan of my own out and released deep inside Toni. Then she pulled me down and kissed me hard. I was still inside her. My body would spasm and a little more cum would issue from me. Issue into Toni's wet and waiting pussy.

I softened and fell out of Toni. I lay on the bed and was spent. Toni made a quick trip to the bathroom and returned to bed. I made certain the alarm was set. We snuggled for few moments, then drifted to sleep. Toni was in bed with me. Best sleep ever.

I had made my thoughts known to Toni. She now knew how I felt about her. So much time hardening my shell, keeping others out. Drifted into my self-centered existence. Then one Saturday, there came Toni. I have not been the same since. I don't want to go back. I like was Toni has done to my life, what she has done to me. You know what? Let me changed that. I love what Toni has done to my life. You can think all you want, that I'm too old for her. That she is too young for me. It couldn't possibly work. And even if in the end, it doesn't, I will always have Toni in my heart and mind.

The alarm sounded. I awoke next to the most beautiful girl ever. We lay in bed for a few minutes, just holding each other. Then we got up. Toni to the bathroom, me to the kitchen and our espresso ritual. This morning Toni did sneak in and take the first coffee. I wore the biggest smile. Something so small, and yet I relished this. Her nearness and playfulness.

A bit of breakfast and more espresso. We dressed for work and left the house. Toni dropped off and then I went to mine. Co-workers commented on my change of demeanor. It seemed I smiled.

As usual, things went wrong at work. Today, it didn't bother me. We just worked through it or around. No big deal.

Later I sat down to lunch. There was message on my phone from Toni.

"Hi Daddy! I miss you and can't wait to see you again. Don't forget to pick me up! 💖💖💖"

As though I would forget to pick her up.

The focus was on work for the rest of my day. I almost ran to the car, drove too fast, and arrived at Toni's job. Toni saw me, waved frantically and sprinted to the car.

She yelled all the way.

"Daddy!! Daddy!"

Once in the car, we leaned in and kissed the other. My right hand in her left hand, as I drove home. We arrived and then went into the house.

Toni went to the shower while prepared dinner. Nothing major, a couple of chicken breasts, green beans and a small salad. Chips can't be served for our dinner.

Toni came out with a towel on her head, naked below that. We sat and ate. Toni cleared away the dishes after, I showered. We met at the sofa later.

Toni was plastered next to me and my arm around her. The tv was and I have no idea what we watched. The only thoughts I was sure of, Toni was here with me. Life was perfect. I sat naked with a naked girl.

Toni wasn't interested in the tv programming. She began to kiss me and then worked her way down my chest. Toni stopped long enough to bite and suck my nipples. She then resumed her move down my stomach. By the time she arrived at my cock, I was already semi-erect.

Toni spoke.

"You have been a good Daddy today, Stephen. You worked hard and remembered to pick me up. The dinner you made was wonderful. So, I think you deserve a nice reward."

Toni didn't wait for my answer and moved to the floor in front of me. She began by kissing the top of my cock and giving it little kisses. Toni held my balls in one hand and supported my cock with the other until I stood on my own.

Toni spoke.

"HMMM, Daddy likes to be sucked."

I wasn't about to argue the point.

Toni began her descent on my cock. She would go so far down, stop and then I would feel her tongue. Toni moved it around the bottom of my cock while holding me in her mouth. Then she would take me out and lick me like a popsicle.

There were no discernable words from my mouth. Only a series of groans, moans and an occasional OMG Toni!

Toni alternately licked and sucked. Each time, she descended further down my length. Finally, she had all of me in her mouth. Her nose buried in my stomach. At that moment, her tongue slid out of her mouth and reached for my balls. I spoke gibberish after that.

Toni relented and pulled all the way off me. She looked at me with a cute little grin and spoke.

"Stephen, tell me when you are going to cum. I don't want you in my throat. I want to taste you. Cum in my mouth please."

Toni then sucked and pumped me at the same time, with her tongue swirling around my cock. A man could only take so much stimulation.

I warned Toni.

"Cum, gonna cum!"

Toni lifted enough to just hold the head of my cock in her mouth. Line after line of cum shot into her mouth. Once I was done, Toni sucked and licked me gently. I was sensitive.

Toni spoke.

"You're such a good Daddy. You keep me warm at night. You fuck me seven ways from Sunday and make me cum a lot. You feed me. You dress me. You feed me your cum. Such a good Daddy. We should go to bed now, because we work in the morning."

Toni's work on my cock had left me weak and spent. It took time to regain strength. Yet, we went to the shower and cleaned for the evening. Then it was to bed just a bit early. Toni snuggled against me, and we slept. Friday morning and work would arrive soon enough. I expected another wonderful weekend with Toni.

The morning with Toni began as usual. The playful time at the espresso machine, breakfast, then dressing and heading out to work. I dropped Toni off and then went to work myself. I worked, but in my mind, imagined all types of scenarios with Toni. There was gentle love making, and rough fucking. All things in between as well.

Should I take her shopping again? Should I take her out? Show her off? I knew she liked all those things. Little did I know then. Things were about to change and my life spiraled downward.

The day ended. I left work and drove to pick up Toni. I must say that I was almost giddy at the prospect of spending another weekend with her. Yet, when I arrived, Toni did not run to the car as before. Her pace was slow, and she didn't smile. Something was wrong. Toni got in the car.

She spoke.

"Stephen, can we go someplace quiet? We need to talk please."

I drove to a quiet, out of the way coffee shop. It would be almost deserted at this time of day. Toni and I walked in and took a table at the back, away from the counter. She had trouble looking me in the eyes. When she did, I saw her eyes were moist.

I spoke.

"It's okay Toni. Tell what has happened."

Toni began to weep and spoke.

"You promise you won't get upset? I couldn't take it if you did."

I answered.

"I won't get upset Toni. Tell me what's wrong."

Toni spoke.

"I told my girlfriends at work about you. Told them all the great things you did for me. The shopping, the dress, the shoes and the hairdresser. I talked about our night at the jazz club and the fun things we did, including the sex. I said you played bass in a jazz band. That I had spent a couple of weekends with you. We had fun, went out and all that. The girls wanted to know about the sex and what we did. So, I told them. The different ways you fucked me. How you made me cum all the time. The way you licked me and almost made me pass out.

Then they ask about you. Wanted to know who you were. How old you were. Where you lived. What you did. They wanted to know if you had a sexy body and a big cock. The typical girl stuff.

I told them how old you were. They at once stopped talking and just stared at me.

They said stuff like.

'Oh god Toni! How could you let an old piece of shit like that even touch you?

That's so fucking gross!'

'Is his dick all old and wrinkled?"

'Does he give you money after he fucks you?'

'He just buys you things, so you'll fuck him. You know that? Right?'

'I can't fucking believe he's taking advantage of you like this. The mother fucker should be arrested!'

'What a gross fucking pervert!"

'Does you dad know about this?'

Toni Spoke.

"I tried to tell them how we met and that it was me that started it. I tried to tell them how you protected me and took care of me. That you were always a gentleman. That we did a lot of fun things together besides sex. But they weren't listening anymore. They were all just too grossed out to hear anymore.

One of them, I don't know who, called my dad and told him. He came to my job and started yelling at me. I tried to explain to him, but he wouldn't listen either. They kicked my dad out of my work and told me if it happened again, I would be fired.

Dad stormed out of the place. My girlfriends wouldn't talk to me, and I had to finish my shift. Then you came to pick me up Stephen."

I sat there and listened. At first, I was angry. I had promised Toni I wouldn't be upset. The longer she spoke, my heart sank, and I had a deep pit in my stomach now. Toni wept uncontrollably.

I blamed myself for this. I should not have gotten involved with her so quickly. But Toni was such fun to be with. She made me live again. Yet, I knew there would be problems. I saw it on the faces of others when we went out. The disapproval.

Toni sobbed.

"Stephen, I need to go home please."

I spoke.

"Okay Toni. I'll take you home."

She spoke.

"No Stephen, you can't. If dad sees you, he'll come out screaming and I don't know what he'll do. Please call me a cab and wait with me until it gets here. Please Stephen?"

I spoke.

"Okay Toni. I will do as you ask."

I got up and asked the gal behind the counter to call a cab for Toni. They did so. I returned to the table and a still weeping Toni. I reached for her hand and held it. Toni squeezed it back so hard.

Toni spoke.

"Stephen, I need time. Time to think. I know I am breaking your heart because you are a sensitive man. I know this. I'm sorry Stephen. But please give me time."

About that time, the cab was there. I helped Toni up and walked her to the cab. Just before she got in, she hugged me and just about squeezed the breath from me. I held her close.

I spoke.

"Toni let me know when you get home. I want to make sure you are okay. Please don't let me wonder."

I kissed her forehead, but Toni wasn't satisfied with that. She reached up, grabbed me around the neck and kissed my lips hard. She then got in the cab and rolled down the window.

Toni spoke.

"I will text you later Stephen."

The cab pulled away. Toni watched me until they were out of sight.

I stood there in the late afternoon. Staring at the last place I saw Toni.

Finally, I got in my car and went home. This was devastating. I would give Toni her time, as much as she needed. I should do hard thinking as well. But for now, I just went home.

Once home, I stripped and showered. Old habits came back. I dressed in a T-shirt and sweatpants, chips and a beer for dinner. No music, no tv, no movies, no books, no nothing, just eerie quiet. Later I went to bed.