The sound of a key in the lock made her jump out of her skin. Fai had been sitting on the bed for something between five minutes and fifty years, those eyes dancing before her, their look penetrating her soul. Her husband had returned, full of bluster and petty gossip from the office. He prattled on about a world she only knew about through him (her part-time job as a hotel receptionist was apparently a far cry from the mysterious microcosm of male interaction, idiosyncratic politics and indecipherable jargon that was his IT department) as he slid off his shoes and tugged off his tie. Thus divested of the trammels of work he collapsed on the bed beside her, barely noticing her silence. He ran an experimental finger up her spine and only when she flinched at his touch did he realise something was wrong.
Over the last few months she'd seduced him minutes after he walked through the door. Where before she had been shy about her desire and sometimes seemed to avoid sex with him, now she was insatiable. It was like some animal had been awakened in her and he'd no idea what had prompted it, didn't really want to know if he was honest, was just glad that she now felt confident to express her love for him physically. When their bodies joined he felt so close to her, could whisper things in the heat of passion that he struggled to put into words in the cold light of the everyday. Making love transported them to another world, every time was something new and beautiful. Sex had gone from a tension-filled rutting, the pants and slight moans harmonized by the bang of the headboard against the wall, to something almost awe-inspiring. It had been like walking for so long through a dark tunnel only to find you've stepped out into the warmth of bright sunshine and have found yourself standing on a cliff overlooking a breathtaking view. It felt free and tinged with the divine.
But now something was wrong. He could feel the tension radiating from her and the image of that divine world they had discovered flickered in his mind's eye and threatened to crumble. He had to fix this, now.
A hand he hoped felt firm and reassuring rubbed her back and, lowering his voice to a level sonorous with sympathy, he asked her what was wrong. When his concern was met with silence the chill of panic began to rise in his gut. He gathered her long hair in his hand and coiled the sleek, black rope around his wrist, a seasoned gesture that followed them back to the early days of their relationship. With tender lips he kissed her exposed neck and again murmured his concerns into the vulnerable skin. Again he received no answer so, using her hair as a marionette string, he moved her head until she was facing him. He could tell straight away that her eyes didn't see him. She was looking at something or someone else and that image was not something she would be sharing with him. That icy feeling tightened in his belly and, not knowing what else to do, he leaned in and kissed her. He felt relief when she kissed him back but it was a blind kiss, disconnected. Gripping the coil of her hair so it pulled at the roots he kissed her more passionately. She opened her mouth and obediently allowed his tongue to caress hers. He pushed himself into her body, hoping the contact might thaw her and bring her back to him. It was an automotive response he could tell but she wrapped her arms around him and let him pull her close. Still kissing her with searching lips he laid her down gently on the bed and stretched her arms above her head. He pulled away to gaze down at her pinned beneath him. She was so beautiful, so sad and, despite the panic that permeated his body he felt himself becoming aroused.
As his appetite grew he began to slowly unbutton her shirt. She closed her unseeing her eyes and inhaled deeply. Wherever she was now he got the feeling that his touch was still getting through to her. He peeled off the thin fabric, sliding it down over her arms, and revealed her small, pert breasts. Through the flimsy netting of her lurid pink bra he sought out her nipples, gripping one in his teeth and pulling on it hard. She let out a tight gasp that made his cock twitch and prompted him to swiftly release her breast and begin licking and sucking until it stood out, pink and tumescent. He unhooked the bra with difficulty, it was a skill he'd never got the hang of, and dropped it unceremoniously on the floor. His lust began to consume him as, feverishly, he descended on the other breast bestowing on it the same treatment. She had such sensitive nipples, a discovery that had delighted him when they first met, which he now manipulated to his advantage. She was moving beneath him now, her breath ragged in his ear and punctuated by occasional soft moans. Her eyes were still closed but she opened her thighs for him, drawing him close to her. He kissed her chest, her collar bone and nibbled at her ear as her hand moved his decisively to her nipple. He rolled it between his fingers and pushed his erection against the dampening cotton of her knickers. She let out a low moan and he felt elated. He really was getting through to her.