My co-worker and I are in long-term committed relationships with partners who do not provide us with enough attention from a sexual fulfillment standpoint. We both love our partners and do not have intentions to leave existing relationships. Despite loving our partners, we have both found comfort and interest in one another from a strictly sexual standpoint; neither of us feel emotional connection or desire towards one another.
While most would say that the first time, we shared intimate desires and encounters was the moment it became not okay, in effort to remove the guilty feeling (there's plenty) we have agreed that performing sexual acts would be considered "crossing the line".
Consequently, over the course of months, we have enjoyed exchanging our fantasies with each other and as a result we have accumulated these short stories.
We are not sure what the future holds, but for now we will enjoy the ride until one of us puts this to a stop. Yes, we know it is not okay, but we are not asking for unsolicited therapy advice.
I'm sitting a bar, enjoying my drink. It's getting late and I should be heading to my room but it's enjoyable to sit in silence. After a long day, sitting around people while still being left alone felt nice. I look across the bar and see you sitting there drinking your beer. I signal if you want to join me and you nod.
I'm wearing a low cut shirt and blue jeans with my hair is down. When you approach me, you look me up and down. You can see my boobs, just enough to leave you wanting more. It's a little stuffy in the bar but the cold martini is cooling me down.
You sit down.
You say, "Hey, so I had a thought... We are traveling so technically we are not being deceitful or sneaking out."
I smile and ask, "okay so if theoretically we accept this, what do you suppose we should do?"
You look at me and say "we don't have to do anything that you don't want, I was just saying thoughts out loud."
I respond with "well then, if this is a one-time thing, let's make it worth it. Think you can pick up a guy?"
"Mmmmm I'm not sure, I was thinking just you and me, but that could be fun... it's been a while."
"Give it a try"
You smirk and respond, "well how about the guy across the bar, why don't you approach him? If he is not into guys, at least you won't have to feel the embarrassment".
The guy across the bar had darker skin complexion, defined muscles and short hair. He was wearing a watch and a polo. He had a decent smile.
I look at you and say "good point. Wish me luck!"
I finish my martini and go around the bar.
"Is this seat taken?" I ask.
He responds, "no, please help yourself."
I sit down and feel a little nervous. I've never picked up a guy.
I order another dirty martini.
"So .... business trip or pleasure? Perhaps both?" I ask the guy.
He responds, "I'm here on a business but if pleasure is involved, I wouldn't be against that".
"Hmmmm." I bite my lip. "Are you into girls or guys, maybe both?"
He looks at me and smiles, "a little nosy are we?"
"If it's a top national secret, I apologize" I say it with a smile.
"I'm into both, but generally I end up with women."
"Hmmm so if there was a guy here, who would you be interested in?"
He scans the room. And says, "that guy?" He is pointed to you.
I laugh and tell him that you're on a trip with me, but we are not together.
"Oh yeah?" He then adds, "have you fucked him?"