Tonight was going to be the night. We've been together for a few months now and I really like him a lot, I think I may even be falling in love with him. Either way, I knew I wanted him to be the first man I ever felt inside of me. Talking about this over many nights has just re-assured me that he should be the one - the man to truly make me into a woman. His experience, his way with words and the way he so gently caressing my skin when we touch all leaves me burning for his touch everywhere else. He truly is a special guy and I need him all for me. At twenty-five he was a whole six years older than me, but the age didn't matter. In fact it made me like him even more. Age brings experience and maturity. He wasn't like the other guys I have gone out with who just didn't treat me right, didn't make me feel special inside and who would lose interest in a short time because I wasn't ready to have sex yet. He changed all that and made me want it - want him inside of me. I knew waiting for the right guy was always the right decision to make.
Turning off the water in the shower I felt coolness in the air as the water dripped down my skin. My breasts ached slightly as I imagined his hands and tongue running across them, feeling them in his mouth for the first time. All we've ever done before was some heavy making out with a couple grabs through my clothes the last few times we hung out. We planned this night out perfectly. My parents left earlier in the day and wouldn't be back for two more days - the house was all ours for the weekend. We were going to go out to our favorite restaurant, a little pizzeria right on the beach - it's were we went on our first date and had nothing but great memories for us along with great food.
Finishing drying myself off I felt my skin and thought about just how smooth it would be for him tonight. I had never shaved between my legs before but had done so for the first time in the shower. The razor left an amazing patch of smooth skin across my lips and over my plump mound. I left a small patch of hair, trimmed down neatly, just above my clit, centered in the beautiful mountain that contained my womanhood. I wanted to feel every flick of his tongue as he explored my lips. Feeling the skin between my legs felt great. Perfectly smooth and warm to the touch. Just the perfect amount of hair left behind but none where i needed his tongue.
It felt kind of strange to already have my outfit picked out. I normally go back and forth trying to decide what to wear when we go out. Not tonight though, I knew exactly what I was going to be wearing. I had a beautiful sun dress with a floral pattern filled with the most beautiful hues of red, orange and yellow. It was slightly loose fitting and I knew you loved the way it flows down my body - trailing slightly behind as we walk together. I loved the way I could feel the cool breeze of the ocean through the dress as well. That breeze caressing my skin so perfectly. Underneath the dress was my favorite lingerie. A matching set of white sheer lace panties and bra. That bra was so much more comfortable than most of my others, the soft lace stretching with my bosom and gently cupping them yet exposing them for your eventual touch tonight. The sheer look of the lace meant you could see right through it - and I wanted you to see me tonight. I wanted to feel your hands tugging at me through the lace making me moan and sweat in the pure heat that I have for you.
You'd be here any minute now to pick me up so spritzed a bit of your favorite perfume on my skin. The smell of sweet flowers filling the air for you. I made my bed nicely, fully knowing it wouldn't last long when we returned tonight - I just wanted it to look nice for you in every way I could. I know you would not disappoint, and I wanted everything to be perfect. And like that a knock came at the door and the butterflies rushed up through my stomach. Was I actually getting nervous or was this just excitement for tonight? There was no time to worry about that now; we know how much we need each other tonight. I won't let my mind play tricks on me now, I was ready for him.
Opening the door for him I was greeted by that unidentifiable manly smell he always seemed to have on him. It was different than his cologne, which always smelled great by the way. This scent was something more. It was like it emanated from deep within his body. I loved the way it made me feel and craved it in me whenever he wasn't near. He looked fantastic from head to toe, black jeans and a dark brown button up dress shirt with pinstripes running down it - all held together with a black leather belt with a designer buckle to seal the deal. His smile was perfect and would melt my heart each time I laid eyes on it. With our greetings made we shared a kiss and a deep hug - his body pressed against mine. Feeling my chest press into his, his neck buried into mine. I felt just how badly I wanted him and a new feeling rose up from underneath my dress. It was like a shiver running inside of me and up through my spine, shooting out through my body in a small burst of static electricity. I almost instantly felt myself growing damp. My body was already begging for his touch and I brimmed with excitement as he held me close.
"You ready to get going? I've got our table by the front reserved for us," he asked as we parted from our hug and he brushed the hair away from my face. "Mhmm," was all I could manage through a bright smile and a nod of the head.
He was such a gentleman, opening the door for me wherever we went. I am honestly not sure I've ever felt the outside door handles of his car. I wasn't complaining though, his mannerisms are part of what I love so much about him. Sitting down on the cool leather seats and buckling up we were on our way. Making our way towards the ocean, towards the sun set and towards his body inside of me tonight.
Dinner was even more magical tonight than all the other times we had come here - we were comfortable with each other now and getting ready to move onto a new stage in our relationship. He had reserved our favorite table for us tonight. We sat on the front patio of the restaurant with an almost picture perfect view of the ocean in front of us. Waves crashing down in the distance and the sun meeting with the horizon in a deep orange ball of fire - a fire only surpassed by the growing fire in my heart for him, a fire I could feel spreading to new parts of my body as I imagined what he would soon be doing to me. The smell of garlic filling the air mixed with the salty smell of the ocean filled my mind - and when the wind blew just right his manly smell mixed into it creating the perfect medley of olfactory input for this moment.
We ordered the same meal we had on our first date - a pepperoni pizza, a couple garlic rolls and two glasses of red wine. Our dinner and conversation tonight seemed to take on a magical feel as I felt my heart melting for him all over again. The wine coursing into my blood along with his sweet and tender words served to set my mind at ease and sent all my worries blowing away in the cool ocean breeze. I could feel that same breeze coming up through my dress and caressing my skin - wafting through my legs, gently kissing my torso and snaking around my bosom. I could feel my nipples firm up as we talked about the now growing heat inside of me.
"I really care for you a lot. I'm glad for everything you've done for me and I'm thankful in so many ways. I feel you are the first man truly deserving of my body," I said softly said to him watching a smile cross his beautiful face and a slight blush come across mine.
"It warms my heart to hear that - and I agree with every word you say. You are a truly beautiful woman, inside and out - and I will be honored to be the first man to take your body. Are you still sure you're ready for this?" His hands reaching over to grab mine. Oh how I loved the perfect they made together, the way he so softly caressed that spot of skin between my thumb and forefinger as his fingers graced my palms.
"I'm as ready as the cold barren tress are for spring after a long cold winter," I replied coyly with a soft smirk gracing my lips.
"I'm glad to hear that, we will sleep tonight feeling whole and a new found completeness will engulf your being. I've got a special surprise waiting for you back home," he said and sealed the deal with a tender kiss sending a burst of lightning through my lips and down my body, bursting out through my chest and intensifying the ever growing fire between my legs.
Wondering what he meant by that only intrigued me further. Knowing him as I do - he must have planned something more. When he said surprise, he really meant it and my mind raced with excitement wondering what that would mean to him tonight. There wasn't much time to wonder now as he paid the check and we began heading back towards my house.
Opening the door I'm filled with the scent of jasmine and a hint of vanilla, weird I don't remember my house smelling like that when we left. And then i noticed it, a trail of rose petals leading up the stairs from the doorway. Leading us up the stairs, hand in hand we went. My heart almost stopped beating when we made it to my room. The entire room was bathed in candlelight. This must be where those beautiful smells were coming from. The rose petals circled around my bed and over the sheets as if to invite us together into bed. He laid me down in the middle and took a place next to me, cradling me in his arms and running a hand across my cheek.
With a soft kiss he said, "You look absolutely stunning tonight. I want to make you feel like the most beautiful girl in the world - in my eyes you are that girl."
