Janet is a petite 5 feet 1 widow, who is slim and has short hair wears modest makeup and sensible clothing.
Janet's marriage when in her 20's on graduation at University had been tragically short. On the first anniversary of her wedding her husband died from terminal cancer weeks after diagnosis. The routine blood test had revealed an extensive inoperable spinal tumour as well as tumours in other major organs. He had lost weight rapidly and could not walk and died in hospice without pain.
Janet had a good graduate entry job and then had become a manager with a group of staff in several teams.
Now in her 30's she had left behind her the two years of grief and depression and had moved to live in Sidcup and had invested the insurance paid for her husband's death on a house close to the church where she lead a youth group.
One day she was invited to an Ann Summer's party by a widowed friend who had been a great support to her. Janet declined because she had been celibate and she had strong religious beliefs. Her friend wasn't upset at her polite refusal of the invitation but was hosting the party for a large group of friends and colleagues.
Janet was curious about her friend and asked why she was hosting it. Because she had had so much fun and bought an exciting vibrator her friend said.
Janet had been feeling very aroused for years. She reflected on the lack of sex in her short marriage too. She had a disastrous honeymoon her first night was bloody and painful. She had never had an orgasm and intercourse had never satisfied her own excitement and desire to become pregnant.
Nowadays she was often aroused every day and attracted to young men in the teams she managed. She enjoyed meals out with men but no one who she connected with had appealed to her.
She dreamed about men and woke up wet and tingling, her nipples tingling and hard, her vagina contracting. If she crossed her legs in meetings at work she could feel wetness from the pressure at the top of her thighs. At church youth club she would flood with excitement playing with young men at games and discussions.
Her friend reported a successful party and a large dildo purchase which "keeps me company at night."
"Janet if you would like a young bull to serve you I can recommend a handsome student from Canterbury". This led to a description of the 21 year old she had met for an overnight stay 9 months before. Janet was a little surprised and never heard of "bulls" before. She heard how exciting and fulfilled her older friend had been.
She was torn about this; however she had no regular emotional attachment to a partner and her body was telling her she needed to calm it through orgasmic sex. She didn't want to masturbate but she began to dream about a young man fulfilling her needs. She had obvious and real needs despite the conflict with her religious beliefs.
A month later she stared at the phone number and name and had a detailed description of the tall handsome young student she was excited to consider phoning.
"Hello my name is Jan and I am looking for a young bull to serve me." She blushed but sounded confident to him. He offered to meet her to let her chat and see him-no commitment. He lived in Canterbury suggested a hotel she already knew. He asked if she had seen a picture of him and she confirmed her friend had shown her a lot more than she had expected! She had gone wet and tingly to see smooth hairless skin. She had blushed when she saw his dick pic taken by her friend.
He was available had been absorbed in studies for 9 months but liked the idea of spending the night with an older woman. Jan was 15 years older than him and she was throbbing with excitement just speaking to him on the phone.
She offered to book two nights in the hotel if he would stay for one night and offered him a stud fee if he wished. She really wanted him! She would leave Janet at home and be "Jan" a secret life known only to her bull.
She booked the hotel room and called him again and agreed to pick him up to take him to the hotel.