The Waters Know
"Of all the hotels in the world... you had to be staying at this one, didn't you?"
I didn't mean for it to come out like that -- breathless and sharp -- but there he was. Aeneas. Standing under neon lobby lighting like a mirage I hadn't dreamed up, but remembered all too well.
"Well, if it isn't sweet little Mimi," he said, voice smooth and low -- velvet with a jagged edge.
Don't call me little," I replied flatly, forcing steel into my 40-year-old spine. His smile -- that cocky, knowing curve -- was already awakening emotions that needed to stay put. Caged. Forgotten.
"So," I asked, folding my arms, "what are you doing here?"
"Conference," he said, running a hand through his hair like he knew I was watching. "What's your excuse?"
"Yoga retreat," I muttered, clenching my fist at my side. I hated the way he made me feel -- undone, exposed, like he could still fluently read my body language.
He raised one dark eyebrow. "Still flexible?"
I smiled. "Still arrogant?"
"I don't know why you're being so defensive," he murmured, stepping in just close enough to stir the air between us. "But I do know one thing -- we need to meet up. After you've done all your bending over and I've sat through hours of mind-numbing details I'll forget after my second drink."
He winked. The son-of-a-bitch actually winked.
"Have you been to the spa downstairs?" he added casually, like we were just old friends.
"No, not yet," I said. I remembered scrolling through photos of the place on Instagram, practically drooling over that indoor pool -- fantasizing about floating in its silence, alone.
Now I was fantasizing about something else entirely.
"Tell you what," he said, glancing at his phone. "Let's meet downstairs. Ten-ish?"
I hesitated. "The spa closes at ten."
He leaned in. His breath brushed my ear, making the ends of my hair stand on my neck.
"For others. Not for us."
And with that he was gone.
The hours dragged on painfully. Every minute felt like torture.
I tried to focus on my breathing -- on the calming mantras, the chakras, all that bullshit -- but all I could think about was him. Aeneas. His fucking face. That smile. His hands on my body, ripping me open, fucking me harder than anyone ever had.
I shifted onto the mat, trying to adjust, but I couldn't shake the ache between my legs. My pussy was wet, throbbing, desperate. I couldn't stop thinking about him, about the way he used to fuck me all those years ago like he owned me.
I forced myself to focus, get into a proper downward dog position, but then I remembered: the last time we fucked, I was on all fours screaming, his cock buried deep inside me, his hands pulling my hips into his. The sound of skin slapping against skin. His grunts. His voice. Fuck, the way he'd say my name when he came.
I wasn't thinking about chakras anymore.
I was thinking about the way his cock slid in and out of me, about how he'd take me in every position he wanted, making me feel like I was nothing but his fuck toy.
When I met him, I was in my mid-twenties, thinking I had it all figured out. But sex had been nothing until Aeneas.
I'd been with a guy before him -- some safe, predictable guy who wanted to marry me, act like everything was perfect. But the sex? Boring. No passion. No fire. No real fucking.
Then I met Aeneas. A mutual friend introduced us. He had been moonlighting as a DJ at a bar and once he finished his set, we hung out, talking all night. No sex. Just him, his laugh, his voice -- and me, hanging on every word, every touch, every glance.
But when we finally fucked, it wasn't some gentle, tender thing. It was raw.
He fucked me like a man who had waited too long for something he knew he wanted. He made me feel like I was the only thing in the world that mattered in that moment.
When 10 p.m. arrived, I walked down to the spa, and everything about the place felt wrong -- but in the best possible way. The lights were dim, the air thick with heat, and the water in the pool rippled softly, but all I could think about was Aeneas (or Neas as I called him) waiting for me.
I'm not sure what I expected from him -- maybe just a drink, a little more conversation -- but the second I saw him, I knew exactly what was going to happen.
He was standing by the pool, his suit jacket thrown over a chair, sleeves rolled up, confidence radiating off him like electricity. His eyes locked with mine, dark, dangerous, hungry.
I knew that look very well -- the look of a man who was ready to take what he wanted, and he wanted me.
"Thought you'd back out," he said, voice low, mocking, his lips curling into a knowing smirk.