It's getting later in the afternoon as you walk down the path towards the barn. The oak trees and rolling hills are bathed in golden sunlight the way they are during just that time of day, and the particles are dancing beautifully in the air, seeming to delight in the shafts of light. "The horses need some time today." That's the excuse you used to get out here, but that's not the real reason you're here.
"It's okay if he's not there," you mumble to yourself, "I'll spend some time with the horses. There's always time for them." As you walk up the gravel path, you're suddenly feeling aware of everything: The way your tank top grabs you around your waist and sides; how your comfy jeans feel as you step in them, the way they rub your hips just like that; even the sound of the gravel under your feet is erotic somehow. "It's okay," you whisper again, "I don't need him." But you do.
Your tension is piqued now as you reach the side door of the barn. You're having trouble breathing. "Just think about the horses. Everything will be fine." But now you're inside and you don't see me. You pause for a moment. Should you just go back home? You nod and exhale. No, you'll just stay...
...and it's just then my arms grab you and pull you into the corner. Your heart explodes with all those feelings you've kept inside. You know my heart is pounding too, and you haven't even seen me yet. Your body slams into mine as we fall into the corner, my back propping us up against the corner of the wooden barn. Our arms entangling, holding each other finally, finally. I'm finally here. Squeezing tightly together, holding so close.
My mouth finds yours, a hungry, urgent kiss. A kiss months overdue. Sparks flying through our heads as we kiss again and again and again. Our faces so close, our breathing right there. Finally. My mouth opens. I offer you my tongue and we kiss deeply, hungrily, our tongues melding together playfully. Passionately. We kiss like that for a long time, just holding each other, you feeling my tongue, my skin, my arms around you, holding you tight. My hands exploring your back, fingers running gently up and down your spine.
And then it's suddenly not enough. You can feel my body and I feel yours. The warmth, the urgency. I'm pulling your top off now and you finish it for me, then your bra. You don't even bother with the buttons on my shirt, you just rip it off, buttons flying into the dark. We meld our bodies close again, our skin together, your breasts pressed against my chest. Kissing deeply, longingly, skin on skin, touch on touch, jeans pressed together.
You press your hips into me as you kiss me deeply again. You feel my hardness against you and a soft moan escapes into my mouth. You feel me sighing back into yours, my body moving reflexively into yours, grinding into your hips. You feel my hardness pressing into you. My hands finding your behind, caressing softly. Fingers squeezing a little. Moving, always moving. You look into my eyes and see I am gone. I'm lost in passion for you. There is nothing I can do now but love you.