Part 3: Unrequited Feelings
Things were changing around the base. Mercury could sense it. There was a tension brewing, and she suspected she knew the cause, though there might be agents at play that she hadn't been able to factor in.
Electron looked almost smug, draped across the couch as he watched TV. Mercury couldn't help but notice that he'd taken to walking around, even lounging, wearing no shirt and only loose boxers. It was the salt in her wound, the insult to injury. She knew he'd started having sex with Memnos and Lioness and, for all she knew, Twin Gun and Photon as well. If he hadn't with the later two, it wasn't for want of trying. After all, even Mercury, as socially awkward as she was, had noticed the pointed suggestions that he could rock their worlds.
She had no doubt that was true. Ever since the team had formed, she'd looked up to the highly charismatic electrical manipulator. He was as fit as Scourge or Daedelus, but something about his youth had particularly attracted the middle-aged heroine. She felt like a cougar every time her thoughts drifted to the promises of his body.
Now that he'd changed his fashion habits, Mercury couldn't deny it. Just the sight of his firm chest began to moisten her underwear. The glimpses of his equipment, stolen when the fly hole shifted just right, made her positively squirm. The first time she'd spotted the impressive sight had been enough to force her to the nearest bathroom to relieve the sudden pressure and heat that had sprouted between her hips.
Through his whole emboldened attitude, however, he had never once made a suggestion in her direction.
Mercury stormed out of the room and towards the kitchen. If Electron had noticed, there wasn't any sign. It wasn't far enough and she felt almost unsatisfied with the miniscule tantrum, especially when he hadn't even acknowledged it.
"Unsatisfied." Mercury mumbled. "Yeah. That certainly describes my life right about now."
"If I were lucky enough to be with a woman like you, I would do whatever I could to make sure you -
she
- had no reason to complain."
Mercury's pulse spiked. She spun, her hands and back pressed against the island counter. Instinct drove her skin to harden into the shiny metal that gave her her name. It wasn't so much a danger to her body that she worried about but, rather, her pride!
She knew she'd see Daedelus even before her eyes could fully focus on him. With a team as close as they were, it would have been impossible to have mistaken the voice of any of her companions. Unfortunately, that didn't make the fact that she'd been caught bitching about her sex life any less mortifying. She transformed herself back from her metal form and was relieved she wasn't blushing too much.
"Daed! Sorry, I didn't realize you were there. You don't need to hear about my problems. I think I'll head to my room instead."
"No, wait!" The conjurer responded. When he held out his hand, palm forward, a traffic stop sign flashed partially into existence for the briefest moment behind him. It was a sign of how flustered he was that he subconsciously manifested an object that related to his thoughts. "Mary, you know you can talk to me."
He was right. That he knew her given name was proof of that. Of all of them, she had connected most with David "Daedelus" Lusk. She'd opened herself up to him more comfortably than anyone in her life other than, maybe, her third-grade BFF. He was a nice guy, someone safe she could talk to.
"You're right. Sorry. It's just..." Even with him, it was difficult to really explain what Electron made her feel. That was the one area in which she'd never really confided in him. It didn't seem right, for some unknown reason.
"It's just that Electron and Memnos, and probably Lioness as well, have been going at it in every spare moment." Daed supplied for her.
Mercury nodded glumly. "In all fairness, Lioness was only the few days she was in heat."
"Huh." Daed offered thoughtfully. "Is that why she locks herself in every couple of months? I'd kinda wondered, but I guess that makes sense. Probably for everyone's good, in that case. Though I'm not sure about Electron sneaking in, in that case."
"I'm sure if there was a problem, Twin Gun would step in." Mercury suggested a bit uncertainly.
"I dunno." Daed returned. "It could be considered taking advantage when she's mentally or emotionally compromised. Kinda like when someone's drunk?"
"I'm sure Twin Gun has it under control." Mercury growled. It was hard to hear anyone disparage Electron, even if she had thought of the same concerns herself. Daedalus picked up on her souring mood and quickly turned the conversation elsewhere.
"So you were feeling kinda frustrated. Physically, that is?"
"I guess." For some reason, it was a little weird talking to Daed about the subject. Still, she felt more comfortable than she would have even with the other women of the team. Of course, when half of them were having sex with the man she desperately wanted that might not mean as much as it would otherwise.
"Then, the answer is easy! Go out and find someone." Daed responded. He quickly held up his hands in a placating gesture to hold off the complaint he knew was forthcoming. "I know, it's not really that easy. You're not the type of person who can go out and hook up with a stranger.
"Still, there's got to be some friends who you would feel comfortable with? They won't even have to be a formal relationship. Friends with benefits, as they say. You've got to have someone who you feel comfortable enough that you could trust just to relieve your physical needs."
He said it so mater-of-fact-ly that she almost missed the gleam in his eye. She made certain not to stare but instead looked off into the distance like she considered his question. In reality, she suddenly had a very different realization.
The glint had been the slightest hint of hopeful desperation. That much she was sure of. What she contemplated was how long it had been since
Daedalus
had made love to anyone. They'd been a team for years now, and while all of the others had minor flings with people away from the team, he'd always refrained.
Had it really been
years
for him? If so, no wonder there'd be desperation! He was probably a bit like her, in the respect that he couldn't just hook up with a random someone at a club. After all, he always seemed to understand her.
"There...might be someone." Mercury offered a bit more coyly than she ever had around Daed. He was right. There were a few guys that she could turn to. Unfortunately, it seemed that Daedalus didn't have the same luxury. She certainly trusted him not to hurt her. Beyond that, it had been his idea that she find someone, no strings attached. Now that she noticed, it was his way of offering himself. Besides, if they did it here, in the kitchen, and now, with Electron in the next room, maybe it would be enough to turn him jealous and drive him to her.
"Just...friends with benefits?" Mercury asked as she pushed off of the counter. "It's the kind of thing that two people can share, if they don't get too emotionally dependent. And, maybe, who better than a teammate? After all, I have to admit, it would be nice to be able to come back from a mission and break the tension. Reaffirm life and all that."
There it was again. This time, Daed wasn't able to simply push the hopeful desperation out of his eyes. His mouth opened a couple of times, while she stalked towards him, but he couldn't manage to speak. Instead, he nodded his response.
Mercury smiled and allowed a little more sway to her hips. She was rewarded by the way his eyes began to flitter down, very much against his will. Try as he might, he couldn't keep his focus on her face. Other times, that might have offended her. Now, however, it was a compliment to her efforts to retain her youthful figure and complexion, despite the forces of nature.
Maybe there was something to the suggestion. Sure, she'd initially targeted him out of pity but it seemed that she could gain a little more than just physical satisfaction. In her fantasies with Electron, she still felt a bit the cougar, given the roughly two decades difference in age. Daedalus was less than ten years younger than she. And if he thought she was worth ogling, while surrounded by four other women, all of whom were younger than he was, it would certainly perk her ego a bit.
"Yeah." Daed stammered. "It's not really sex in violence, but it does kinda turn me on when..."
Mercury put a finger to his lips to keep him from prattling too much. No. He was perfect. Here was someone she trusted enough to be intimate with but would never see herself falling for. The next time he opened his mouth, it would remind her of the impossibility of a relationship beyond sex.
"How about other things?" Mercury asked in a whisper, leaning it to breath the question directly into his ear. "Is it just the fighting that turns you on, or is it something else?"
She could practically hear his throat working as he gulped a couple of times, trying to swallow past the nervous lump that had formed. After a couple of tries, he managed to build up enough saliva to open his mouth and answer. "There's other things, mostly." He admitted.