Venice, 1723...I am sitting on a gondola, my husband's rower behind me, standing in balance between long slow rows.
My breasts are strictly closed into a corset, pushed high, the nipples barely hidden. Whalebones keeping my bust straight up and a heavy cape covering all, I sit still, my eyes follow the other crafts passing by, a few gondolas and women in similar clothes who greet me with a hint of waving. I reply with a half smile, seeming assorted in my thoughts.
The gondola reaches a pier by a building, I stand up, the long, heavy gown weighting on me. Nipples brushing against the fabric, rough like a beard. The rower lends me a hand to climb on the pier, I grasp it, lifting my gown, I'm sure he has got a glimpse of a chiselled ankle. This world, what would it be if women weren't playing the fine art of driving gentlemen off?
"I will spend the whole afternoon with Mme de Beaufort, I'll want to return right before sunset. You can go." I said handling him a few coins. I know what he'll do, he'll row to the closest tavern and drink away all the coins I gave him. Perfect, he will not be able to tell much should my husband question him.
He bows quickly and quickly rows away, cheered up by the clinking coins in his pocket. I watch him rowing away for a moment. Then, I know what I am here for, my breast is exploding into the corset. I turn around the corner of the building, cross the small alley and turn another corner. A wooden door shuts the entrance to the palace, a light knock and a guard opens it from the inside without saying a word, in silence.
The guard stares a distant indefinite point, his Lord's order, let no body know what business takes me there. My gown drags on the pavement, I walk quickly rushing up a flight of stairs. The cold hair penetrating through the opening of my cape, through the neckline...awakening my neck, and breasts, but I know it'll warm where I am heading.
I reach a heavy, engraved double door and push it.
It opens to a canopy bed with red linens, embroidered, awaiting...and the place made warm by a big fireplace, throwing shadows all over the room.
Sweet rich smell of myrrh, reassuring, I close the door behind me to turn and see my lover awaiting in a corner, standing, his body hidden under a long, red cape.
Our eyes meet to tell nobody followed me, we're alone in this secret room made for me, for the purpose of meeting my lover in secret. I stand, right close to the door, untie and remove my cape...now he can see my breasts lifting quickly as I regain my composure, he stands still watching them from the shadow, and I know his cape will not hide him for long.
He's so fast I don't see him walking to me, but he grabs my waist and his face is already dipping into my breasts, fondling the line between them, and his hands reaching for the ties to open my bodice.
My body arches at his contact, even thorough our clothes I can feel his heat.
He grabs me steadily sending a thrill down my spine, oh I love when he's so possessive, manly, something my husband would never be able to, sucH a weak, poor resemblance to a man.
My lover's mouth moves up to my neck, my chin, and my hands find their way to untie his cape and let it fall.
As he bites my chin and I am free to breath, my bodice is untied, falling...I let out a moan and bite my lips anticipating the feeling of being naked in front of him. Withdraw, one step back from my lover. There, the room is not spared to witness the sin, free of laces and strings, my gown falls on the floor like the poorest of blankets, revealing the richest dress.
Milk white skin, smooth like glass, a raven-black bush, tidy, curly...grass a cat would curl his claws in, I'm waiting for that cat. My lover stares at my skin, it could not be cold, with fire everywhere.
I notice he's seen the glistening wetness in the inside of my thighs. He is contemplating my body as a painting, his eyes nibbling like a tongue. A few notes reach up to our secret alcove, the rosary is being chanted in the chapel underneath. It is a bigger sin now, now it matters more to my eternal damnation, yes, sin is a sweet pleasure I can't do without.
And my lovers wants too, to the point he has arranged this room for me only.