Chapter 1
The story begins...
Today was the day. Friday. It had taken a month for it to arrive βpractically forever, yet it had passed in the blink of an eye. What was she doing??... She'd had a difficult time concentrating on anything else except this for the last month, since the planning had started. She was nervous, excited, yet scared and dreading it all at the same time.
At 10:00am sharp β per plan, she went upstairs to her bedroom, reached into the very back of the top drawer of her dresser, and underneath her panties grabbed the small lipstick sized, bullet shaped item that had arrived in the mail last week. She'd hidden it there within minutes after its arrival. Her breathing was quick and shallow, her cheeks flushed, and hands slightly shaking as she gently pulled it out of the drawer and sat it on top of the dresser. Beside the item she placed one of the brand new pair of recently purchased panties. Slowly she undressed. Next β per plan β she went to her closet and pulled out the outfit she'd chosen to wear for this occasion. She had changed her mind and reselected it about a dozen times in the last week. She wanted to look good, really good β yet sexy as well. She wanted an outfit that showed off her assets without making her look like she was on the prowl.
She pulled out a packed bag from the back of the closet. In it was one change of clothing and an overnight toiletry kit. As she laid it on the bed, it became real to her that this was truly going to happen.
Slipping on the new panties β she hesitantly slid the small bullet shaped item into the crotch just as she snuggled them in place. She reached down and slightly readjusted it so that it fit in the crevice between her lips and slightly nudged her clitoris. With a deep breath she started dressing, putting on her black lacy low cut bra and then the soft silken purple button down shirt over top it β leaving the top three buttons undone to show off her cleavage. She stumbled over several of the buttons as she didn't seem to have full control of her fingers. Her chosen dress for this occasion was charcoal grey and pleated, stopping slightly above her knee. It had a slit on the right side about eight inches long, showing a modest amount of her black nylon covered thigh. Her shoes β per plan β were black three inch heals with an open toe and thin strap around the back. She felt long legged and tall in them, sexy and good as they showed off her well toned legs. She kept in shape due to extensive dancing classes and was proud of them.
She looked at herself in the mirror, twisting sideways for a profile view β and automatically reached for the top shirt buttons to cover herself more modestlyβ only to stop and put her hands down. With a deep breath she turned, grabbed her overnight bag, and walked to the door.
Chapter 2
Promptly at 10:20am β per plan β she backed out of her driveway and started driving towards the hardware store about 20 minutes from her house. As soon as she left her driveway heading west, she became hyper aware of her surroundings, scanning the cars on the streets , both right and left, her head felt like it was on a swivel. Was that him? Right there β right behind her. Was he following her? Or was it just an accident that the same car had followed her for the last 2 blocks. No, she could tell that it probably wasn't him as it was a beat up car, not at all what she expected a rental to look like. Somebody coming in town for a short stay would have a nice rental from a major company like Avis, right? Humm, of course this wasn't a normal guy. Come to think of it, nothing about this situation or him was normal. Nothing. At all. What the heck was she thinking? Jeez, she should just pull in the driveway over there, turn around and go back home before she ended up on the evening news. She could see it now, "Local lady found bound and gagged in Wal-Mart recycle bin". "Crap, screw this" she thought.
She hit the blinker and started to pull into the driveway. Like an electric shock the silver device in her panties suddenly blipped for a momentβ freezing her at the unexpectedness of it. "OH HELL" she almost screamed aloud, frantically looking around to see where he was. Nobody. Nobody was around. "How far away does this thing work?" blazed through her mind as her breathing accelerated and she started to panic. Her heart was in her throat when she pulled into the driveway, whipped the car in reverse, backed out and accelerated hard down the road. At that moment her cell phone rang β "JESUS H! He is here and is FOLLOWING ME!.....Oh Christ β what the hell was I thinking..." by now she was breathing hard through her mouth wondering if she was going faint. Grabbing her phone, she paused at the flashing caller name "Lorraine". A quick hysterical laugh escaped, she then threw the phone down and started to slow the car down. "If this continues" she thought, "I'm going to have a fucking heart attack".
Chapter 3
She pulled into her own driveway and parked, not pulling into her garage or turning her car off. She just put her head on the steering wheel and sat staring at the speedometer. About a million thoughts ran through her mind. Focusing on a single one was impossible.
Finally, after her heart rate had slowed to a manageable stutter she looked up β took a deep breath β and backed out of the driveway again. Two quick buzz's let her know that he was still there, and she thought grateful at her decision to continue.
Chapter 4
He had her stop at Wal-Mart first, to pick up a shower exfoliating ball β per plan. As she got out of her car, she continued looking around, wondering if he was there yet, was watching her. Her answer was almost immediate, buzzing her long enough that her walk slowed to a stumble. It was almost as if he'd been reading her mind and wanted her to know that she was being watched and there was nothing she could do about it. How far away did this exquisite torture device work?
There were so many people around her. She just knew that they could see right through her mask, that she was being driven crazy by the bullet in her panties. They had to, her face was flushed red and her breathing was too fast.
In the store she went, and quickly found the ball and purchased it. She was so intent on looking around and seeing him that she didn't hear the checkout lady ask her how she was going to pay. The lady behind the counter finally reached over and touched her sleeve to get her attention. She jumped, grabbed her credit card from her purse, swiped it and hastily left with the receipt.
As she settled into her car again, the silver bullet was pushed deeper into her, pushing her lips further aside and moving against her clitoris. She was acutely aware of it, waiting for it to remind her again that he was around, yet she was also somewhat hoping that it wouldn't happen, that he would stop and disappear; leaving her to return to a modest life. Guiltless, risk free... unfulfilled... She could tell her husband that the night out with her girlfriend from college had been cancelled due to a flight delay.
Buzzzzzzz, shit, he wasn't gone. He must have been reading her thoughts. She didn't know if she was happy or sad, she just knew that she was going to continue this for right now, just to see what happened. She could always quit, right? However, she also knew that she was being inexorably pulled into this, that she was losing herself to the fantasy they had both shared.
Chapter 5
It was the most erotic, yet scary, thing that she'd ever done. She led an acknowledged quiet life, taking care of the home front for a husband that was gone much of the time. She had never really pushed the boundaries before β well, except for the month when she had first met her lover when she was still single, and let herself be seduced. The carefree times they had experienced were wonderful; the wild sex could never be forgotten. Not till the day she died. One time she even went so far as to straddle the car gearshift he was driving down the interstate, stuck her head out of the sunroof letting her hair whip in the wind while she received the vibrator ride of her life! She'd never done that before, or since. She flushed just thinking about it. She was once again going to push her boundaries though, do something that she'd never thought of actually doing, and spend one more night with the man that she still frequently thought about after twenty years of not seeing him.
Chapter 6
Next, she drove to the mall β per plan. She got out and walked into the mall, again swiveling her head all around, trying to catch a glimpse of a guy looking at her β or acting like he wasn't looking at her. Her pace gradually picking up until she was practically running. She dodged through the front doors and suddenly stopped, turning around, checking out everybody entering, looking for him.
Nobody looked familiar. Nobody looked guiltily away. Fine, she told herself that she would see him at some point, she was convinced of it.
She walked through the mall, taking her time window shopping β per plan. Trying to act like she wasn't doing it, she continued to look for him, glancing out of the corner of her eyes continuously, even looking in the store glass reflections. Nothing. She sat down on a bench, just enjoying looking around now at all the shoppers bustling around her.
A conversation suddenly came back to her that they'd had many years ago. It was about his job in the military. She seemed to remember that he had been an observer in the intelligence side of special operations and was trained to blend into the environment. He was a trained special operations soldier. She suddenly realized that she probably wasn't going to see him, but that he probably had her under observation the whole time, watching every movement she made.
The potential of being in a dangerous situation hadn't really entered her mind until that point in time, but just as quickly it flitted away. Twenty years. She knew him, knew that he was still the same guy. He would be a little older, a little more genteel in his manor, but she also knew that he still kept in shape, ran, that he pushed himself. She trusted him though. Hell, she had feelings for him.