The icy air of winter blew quickly into Boston this year, and those of us who usually walk to work are forced to shell out the extra two bucks to take the train. At rush hour, we're packed in like sardines, our additional layers making bodily contact unavoidable. This particular day, as I wait for the Green Line to take me home, I can feel the wind biting through my scarf. I feel invigorated, rather than disheartened. It makes me hungry for something, but I can't quite put my finger on what. Part of me wishes I had a man waiting for me to jump back home. I would walk into the house and he would rip off my coat and scarf and two shirts and pants and tights and....I am wearing an awful lot of clothing today. It's amazing how I can feel so horny and sexed up when I must look like a mini Michelin man.
The T finally pulls up, and it is packed to capacity with people attempting to avoid the cold. Being of small stature I manage to sneak my way past crowds of people further into the train so that I can hold on to the back of a seat, the high bars are just beyond my reach. People continue to push in until the doors close and I can feel a warm body flush against my back. In the darkness of early evening, the wide windows of the train are like mirrors and I try to get a good look at the tall gentleman standing behind me. Everyone is touching someone else, we're cramped and groping for things to hold on to, but I think deep down, we all appreciate the closeness because it helps to warm us more quickly. I am lucky today; the man grabbing the bar above my head is handsome, or at least appears handsome above is scarf which is wrapped tightly around his mouth.
I make eye contact in the window when the train lurches and his body bumps into mine, pushing me against the seat in front of me. His eyes seem apologetic, but the motion and the contact have made me hornier than ever. While our faces are still connected I lean back a little and let my ass rub back and forth against him ever so slightly. The motion is so small that it could be an accident caused by the movement of the train, but I can tell that he understands. The man knows it wasn't an accident. I can see him glance around at the other passengers, but everyone is so busy and bundled and packed that no one notices two strangers moving more closely together. I push back a little harder this time, careful not to knock the poor guy down. We stare at each other's reflections in the window, and a desire to be groped and grabbed and fucked by this man suddenly hits me. I breathe a little faster when he shifts his feet, forcing his groin into my backside. I am pinned between the train's seat and this excited man, and all I want to do is rip our clothes off and buck like wild animals. His eyes let me know he's thinking the same thing, and we attempt to hump and rub discreetly as the train continues on its course.