Even before she opened her eyes, Bess felt the pain. Her forehead pulsed with a sharp ache, and she gasped from it. Her muscles ached as well, and her mind reeled from her recent memories.
I was so mad. Why? What was I...
Oh, God. Lance. Tim. I got so mad at them.
Why?
Because they were nice to me.
Well, they were trying to trick me.
What? No.
They had to...why would they want to be with me? I'm a...a...
Don't say it.
I'm a...fr...
DO NOT SAY IT.
In her mind, she began to cry.
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It was very bright in here. Bess blinked multiple times as her eyes fluttered open. She looked around, not moving her head. There was an overhead fluorescent light hanging from the ceiling. She tried to move her head but there was something around her neck holding it still.
Wait...I fell. Am I...paralyzed?!
She then lifted her right arm and wiggled her fingers in front of her face. Breathing a sigh of relief, she felt the brace attached to her neck. Then she reached up and felt the bandaging on her forehead.
"H-Hello?"
She then saw Mrs. Mathis, the school nurse, come into view. The older woman had such a kind smile, it made Bess more comfortable almost immediately.
"Hi, dear. How do you feel?"
"Um...a bit woozy. My head hurts a lot."
The nurse nodded. "You fainted and your head hit on a desk as you collapsed."
"My neck...is it...?" She put one hand lightly on the brace.
Mrs. Mathis smiled and shook her head. "Just a precaution, dear. I don't think there's any other damage. There was a LOT of blood though. Head wounds like that can look so much scarier than they actually are."
The nurse then ran Bess through a concussion protocol, usually reserved for the football players. After checking Bess extensively, Mrs. Mathis smiled. "No concussion, dear. Probably just a little scar."
"Wh...who brought me here?"
As if on cue, Mr. Bentley leaned in. "Hi, Bess."
"Hello, sir. I'm sorry."
The teacher smiled. "No need to apologize, Bess. Just rest. Your mom will be here soon."
"Oh...the session! Can Lance find another...?"
Mr. Bentley shook his head. "Class is suspended today. We'll pick up Day 2 tomorrow."
"Good...I don't want Lance..."
Bess froze.
Lance.
"Oh, sir." Bess started to cry. "Oh...sir."
"Shhhh...it's okay."
"But sir...I was so mean. Why was I so mean?"
"Don't worry about that right now. Just relax." Mr. Bentley looked up and smiled.
Suddenly her mom was there, her face etched with concern.
"Elizabeth! Oh God..." She looked up. "Can she move?"
Bess heard Mrs. Mathis. "Yes, she can. She'll probably be unsteady, but she won't need the brace. Let's get her upright."
The nurse and Janet gently lifted Bess to a sitting position on the bed. Her neck brace was removed and Bess unconsciously rolled her neck, which triggered some pain from her head. She winced, then looked around. The only people here apart from her and her mom were Mrs. Mathis and Mr. Bentley.
"Mom? Can we go home?"
Janet frowned and nodded. "Of course we can, baby. Let's go."
Mrs. Mathis gave Janet a few forms and had the mom sign Bess out. Mr. Bentley helped Janet walk Bess to her car and made sure she was secured.
"Let me know if you need any more days off. I'll do my best to accommodate."
"Thank you, sir." Janet started to drive.
Silence for a couple of minutes. Then...
"Mom, I think I might have screwed everything up. Or maybe just saw through the joke."
Janet frowned and looked over. "What do you mean?"
Bess shrugged. "All of these people. Marcia. Katy. Carrie. Leroy. Tim. Lance. They're all so nice to me. Why?"
"Well, because you're a good person?"
"Okay, but I've always been a good person, right? Part of me thinks this is just some elaborate prank."
"What?! Bess, no. You think Carrie is dating you...as a prank? And Marcia...and KATY? No. I don't believe that."
"Well, then where were they? I expected someone to see me at the nurse's office. The only one there was Mr. Bentley." There were tears falling from Bess's eyes.
"Bess, I..."
"No, Mom...it's the way it's always been. I thought maybe it was different, but now I see it's just the same. I was stupid to think it would be anything other than what it's always been."
She looked right at her mom. "I think I'm going to drop 7
th
."
"Bess!"
Bess nodded. "Yeah, I don't think I can really be in the same room with them anymore. I just have to forget about all of this and move on."
Janet sighed heavily. "Bess, please. Don't do anything rash. Just take a minute and think about all of this."
"I don't think there's anything to think about."
The car pulled into the driveway and Janet got out first. She came around and helped Bess out. Janet could see that Bess was already physically better, but she still hung onto her mom like a small child, on the verge of crying. Janet looked around and saw the multiple recognizable cars and hoped that Bess could be brought back to where she was just this morning.
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The two women entered the house and walked to the living room.
Bess was about to head to her room when she looked up.
Katy Jenkins was standing there.
"Hi, Bess."
"Katy? What...?"
Katy had tears in her eyes. Bess could tell that she had been crying quite a bit. The thought of Katy crying made Bess's heart break.
"Bess...are...are...you okay?"
Bess nodded silently, the anger and harshness still in the back of her brain. Janet let her go and stood off to the side.
Bess shook her head. "Where were you?"
"Here. We were all here."
"We?" Then she looked and saw Marcia, Lily, and Kaia emerge from the kitchen. All of them had concern on their faces. Katy walked up to her and took her hands, drawing her forward. The two of them sat on their knees on the carpeted floor, and the other three joined them, circling Bess.
Bess looked at all four then shook her head.
"No. No, it's not right. None of this is right. The four of you, Carrie, Leroy, Tim...I don't deserve ANY of you."
Katy put her hand on Bess's face, stopping it from shaking and forcing her to make eye contact.
"It IS right. It's not a joke. This is you, here, with us."
"All of us." Katy shifted to the left, and Carrie sat in her place, in front of Bess.
Bess loved how beautiful she was, and her heart soared as she looked at her. Suddenly, that sliver of doubt jabbed at her, and she frowned, looking down. Carrie took her chin and brought it back up.
"Bess. Look at me. I love you."
Bess responded, a harsh edge to her voice. "Do you?"
That flash of anger that Bess had seen before appeared. "Yes, I do! Don't you DARE tell me I don't or think it's some fucking joke! I've never loved someone like I love you, Elizabeth. I love Leroy, but it's different. The love I have for you is unique and special and will NOT be denied!"
Bess actually recoiled a bit from the force of Carrie's emotion. "But...why?"
Carrie's anger rose sharply. "Stop. STOP! STOP ASKING WHY! None of this is made up! This is not just your story where you're being conned. This is my story too, where I've found this wonderful girl that I want to love and be loved by! How DARE you ask that!"
Bess's mouth opened and closed without sound. Her eyes teared up.
A male voice. "Yeah, it gets tiring to tell you how awesome you are, over and over." Bess looked up and Tim was there, leaning on the wall. He had a half-smile on his face, but his tone was serious.
"Tim, I...when Lance said what he said..."
"Bess, what DID I say?" She looked back toward the door and Lance Kirkland was standing there.
"That...that you would ask me out."
They're here. Why are they all here?
Isn't this just a joke?
"And I meant that. I meant every word. No bullshit." He looked over at Janet. "Sorry, ma'am."
Janet smiled at this very polite boy.
Carrie pulled Bess's face back to her. "This is an intervention, Bess. We're all here to tell you that you're loved, that you are part of our lives, and that we are NOT going to allow you to just chalk us up as a JOKE. Do you understand?"
Bess looked around to all the faces. She also noticed Leroy and Dara standing off to one side as well.
She bowed her head and the only sound in the room was soft weeping. A couple of tears hit her knees. She then looked up at Carrie, tears rolling down her cheeks.
"I'm...
"a...
"lucky girl."
She reached out and embraced Carrie. Then she addressed the group.
"I'm sorry, everyone. I've never had anyone, apart from family, who cared about me...at all. And now, to have so many WONDERFUL people that are here...now...that won't leave. It's just not something that I'm used to."
Janet had her hands up to her face, trying not to cry.
She looked back at her girlfriend. "But you're right. It's not just about me. I was selfish, thinking it was. You all CHOSE to be here. You all CHOSE to care, and I will be eternally grateful for that."
She drew in a long breath. "I...I will stop doubting all of this. I will accept this love and caring from each of you for what it is...love and caring. I love you all...so much. Thank you for being here."
She hugged Carrie again, and they kissed. "I love you."
"I love you too. Do you believe me?"
Bess nodded quietly. They hugged again.
Then she got up and did the same to everyone else in the room, including Lance.
"I'm sorry, Lance. I was exceptionally mean to you."
Lance waved it off. "It's okay. How do you feel?"
"Sore. That must have been scary, huh?"