Diane closed the door to her little cottage and wandered across the narrow unmade lane to the old wooden fence that guarded the cliff edge and gazed out across the sea. Widowed at fifty-four she had sold up her London home and moved to live by the Cornish coast in what had previously been their weekend retreat. She had loved this little place ever since they had bought it as an escape and with the avowed intention of making it their retirement home. That was before the heart attack that took David from her and changed everything.
Hers was the middle of just three old cottages scattered along the single track road, and the only one to have a permanent resident. Occasionally she would meet the owners of the others when they too broke free of the rat-race for week or two, or perhaps the holidaymakers to whom the cottages were often let on a week to week basis, but other than that she had the little road with its fabulous sea views to herself.
She didn't mind, she loved the peace and solitude after so many years in the bustle and noise of the city, although she would readily admit that she missed David's arms around her and would have swapped anything to have his warmth and passion just once more.
Physical contact with another human being she missed above almost everything else, but she had loved David dearly and couldn't yet bring herself to enter into another relationship. It would seem so disloyal to the man who had given her everything, including the lovely little cottage she now lived in. She would manage with her memories and her fingers, and her first vibrator bought last year at the age of fifty-five, something that made her smile every time she thought about it. What did they say? Just because there's frost on the roof doesn't mean the fire's gone out. Blonde hair dye got rid of the frost and her new little toy kept the fire under control, and would do so until she felt able to break free and of her memories and offer herself to another man. But even she acknowledged that getting over a husband of nearly thirty years and moving on, especially at her age, was not very likely, and anyway, who would want a wizened old thing like her?
She turned her head to the west where a big red summer sun hovered just above the horizon and felt a warm evening breeze play with her hair. Across the water she could just make out the dark smudge of a ship sailing out into the Atlantic. She leaned on the fence and let her mind drift, thinking of the times she'd had here with David, and even the times they'd made love down on the beach. She smiled wistfully, giggling softly and only straightening her face when the sound of footsteps on the gravel of the road announced someone approaching. She didn't want to be thought of as the old mad woman who lived on her own.
'Hello.'
She looked up, but the man was a stranger. He was an attractive stranger with an open face and a broad smile, but still a stranger.
'Hello.' She replied simply, not wanting to sound impolite but not really wanting to encourage him.
'Beautiful, isn't it.'
She turned her face back out to sea as if taking in the view.
'Yes, isn't it.'
He had stopped and was standing level with her.
'Are you on holiday?'
'No, I live here.'
'Lucky you.'
'Yes.'
She looked across at him, seeing a man who was pretty much the exact opposite of David. Tall, strong and tanned, her junior by about ten years or perhaps a little more, and with long wavy dark hair that curled around the neck of his tee-shirt. With a physique like that he was clearly not a heart attack candidate. Why couldn't David have kept himself that fit?
'Down here for long?'
She had no idea why she asked, only a couple of minutes before she had been wanting him to move on, but now she found herself extending the conversation.
'A couple of weeks. I'm renting the end one.'
She assumed, rightly, that he had meant the cottage at the far end of this dead end lane as that was the direction he was walking. It was the most modernised of the three cottages, even boasting a hot tub.
'You'll like it, just so long as you don't want excitement.'
He smiled. 'No, I've had enough of that for a while, now I just want to enjoy a rest.'
She wondered briefly what he had been doing to prompt those words, but she shrugged the question away as none of her business. She nodded, looking out to sea again. The ship had disappeared, swallowed by the vastness of the ocean. He came across the grass verge and stood next to her, his hands alongside hers on the top rail of the fence. She knew she should feel nervous, but she didn't. In fact she felt strangely reassured by his presence, and so she accepted it willingly and they stood side by side, enjoying silent companionship as the sun made its slow way into the sea.
The minutes passed and the sun sank lower, evening drawing into twilight, and at some point during that time they had unknowingly moved closer to each other until Diane suddenly realised that the edge of her hand was touching his where they held the top of the fence. Without looking at him she instinctively raised her little finger and stroked the side of his, not knowing what had prompted her action.
She sensed rather than saw his reaction as he glanced at her in surprise, but neither spoke and she continued tracing his finger with hers, until finally he moved his hand and laid it gently over hers. They stood quietly and unmoving for some minutes, taking quiet pleasure in the contact before they both glanced at each other simultaneously and smiled trustingly.
'It's nice to know the natives are friendly.' He teased softly.
She didn't reply, just smiled up into warm brown eyes that reflected the setting sun and on impulse interlaced her fingers with his and then laid her head on his shoulder, sighing with the pure contentment of doing something so human and so simple but that she had never expected to do again. So it's true, she told herself, your heart really does skip a beat when something so nice happens without warning.
What it as that was drawing her to this stranger she couldn't say, all she knew was that she felt relaxed and safe beside him, and her heart was beating just a little bit faster because he hadn't pushed her away. She had half expected her spontaneous act to be rejected as coming from someone too old to still be considered a woman.
Again they slipped into a comfortable silence, holding hands but still resting them on the fence as if to camouflage their action. Why am I doing this, she wondered, and more importantly, what happens now? She didn't want a relationship, and in any case, he was only here for two weeks. Stop it, she chided herself. You've made the running and he's too polite to rebuff you. Soon, she thought, he'll make and excuse and walk away, and then take care not to speak to you the next time we meet. But for now his shoulder felt warm and strong through the denim of his work shirt and his hand strong and firm in hers. The summer air was cooling now the sun was almost gone, but she didn't want to go in yet, not yet. A stray breeze penetrated her thin summer dress and she shivered momentarily, the unexpected zephyr raising goose bumps as it passed even though both it and the evening were still comparatively warm.
'Cold?' He asked, his face showing his concern.
She shook her head. 'No, just a draught that I wasn't expecting.'
'Let me shield you.' He released her hand and moved to stand behind her, enfolding her slim figure within his arms and pulling her back against his chest.
'Thank you.' She said, blissful bewilderment turning her knees to sudden jelly so that she had to lean back against him for support.
She let go of the fence to place her hands on his as they wrapped around her beneath her breasts, standing in front of him and wondering once more where things were headed. By now she had come to understand that just as she was unaccountably attracted to him, equally unbelievably he was also attracted to her. She folded her hands over his and waited to see what might happen, her heart beginning to flutter with unaccustomed excitement.
She felt him move a little behind her and then his lips brushed the nape of her neck, making such a tentative contact that for a moment she wasn't even sure what he had done. She sighed softly and deliberately and bent her head forward, inviting a repeat.