"I shouldn't be here."
"Then why are you?"
"I don't know."
He smiled at her honesty. Not that he expected her to lie. But she wasn't quite what he had expected either. Although they had chatted for months, they had never traded pictures. His visual image didn't do her justice.
Her hair wasn't just brown. It was a deep sable with red highlights catching in the candle light. Her eyes were a deep green and her nose small and up turned. Her lips were full and shaded a light coral. When they first met, he towered above her 5'9" frame at 6'3". Her body wasn't super model thin. She had full, luscious breasts and a curvy, voluptuous body. His first thoughts were how soft she would feel against him.
"I'm glad you came though." He offered with a wink.
He could see her relax a bit more. She was nervous. And that was good. He wanted her to be. This was, after all, her first affair. Not that he was a pro, but he was almost fifteen years older then her and he had had other relationships outside of marriage.
"You're not what I expected." She said, taking sip of the white zinfindel he had pre-ordered for her.
"Oh?" He asked with a raise of his dark eyebrow.
She smiled and his heart melted. She had the most beautiful smile. He all ready knew she would be a keeper. He wanted to always make her smile like that.
"I'm sorry. What?" He said when he realized she had been talking.
"I said, I had this image in my mind of you being some sinister looking man, with a long mustache that you would twist while you laughed evilly."
"Sorry to disappoint you." He said smiling.
"Oh! I'm not disappointed. I hope you're not." She said the last softly, lowering her head. He had to strain to hear it.
Disappointed? Was she crazy? She was more than he had expected.
"Janie," he waited for her to look at him. "I'm not disappointed." He reached across and took her hand in his.
Janie looked down at their joined hands. His wedding ring sparkled.
"What did you tell your wife?" She asked. She wasn't sure why though.
"What did you tell your husband?" He countered.
He watched her face for some sign that she had changed her mind. He would be pissed if she did, but he would get over it. She was something special and he wanted to be with her more than he had ever wanted any of the other women he had fucked. There was just something about her, they had so much in common that he knew they would be together. He just hoped she gave them a chance to find out.
Janie tried to pull her hand away, but he held firm.
"If you have changed your mind, just tell me. I would never force you into anything."
"I know. It's just that..." He voice trailed off and she took another sip of wine.
He sat back and studied her. This was the first time she had ever met with another man. She had chatted with many online, she confessed, but never felt comfortable enough to meet any of them. He felt special that she was taking a chance on him. He meant what he said, he wouldn't force her. Did he want to fuck her? Hell yes! Did he want her with every particle in his body? Fuck yes! Would he push her into something she wasn't ready for? Never!
"You can tell me anything Janie."
"I know."
"Then say my name."
"What?" She looked up, surprised.
"You haven't said my name since we sat down. I want to hear you say it."
"Sam." She said softly.
"Again."
"Sam." She said, a smile curving her inviting lips.
He loved the way she said his name. Breathy.
"Let's have dinner."
Janie agreed and Sam signaled for the waiter.
****
"I really enjoyed myself tonight" Janie said as the waiter cleared away their dinner dishes.
"You sound surprised." Sam commented, lifting his glass of wine to his lips.
Janie watched them part as he drank. God! his lips looked so good. So strong. Not for the first time that evening, Janie wondered what having his lips on hers would feel like. Or having his mouth sucking on her hard nipples, kissing down her body, sucking on her clit......She felt her cheeks heat and reached for her own half empty glass of wine.
"Now those thoughts are worth a fortune."
"Excuse me?"
"Your cheeks are as red as this table cloth. What were you thinking?"
"Nothing."
Sam leaned across the table and took her hand in his.
"Tell me Janie." His voice was deep and seductive. His thumb drew lazy circles on the inside of her wrist.
"I like your lips."
"My lips?"
"Yes. Your lips. I wonder what they would feel like on mine. On my body."
Sam sat back as if she had sucker punched him. The image her words evoked had his eight inch cock straining against his slacks.
"Would you like to find out?" He asked, his gaze locking with hers.
Here it was....finally. Could she go through with it? Could she go upstairs with this man, fuck him and then go home to her loving husband as if nothing happened? Janie clamped her legs together to try and stop the wetness that was gathering there. She did want him. She wanted all the things he had written to her he would do. All the things his sexy voice had promised to make her feel. And she knew, that once she said yes, and they went upstairs, her life would change.
"Janie?"
She grabbed her glass and finished the wine in one long gulp.
"I won't force you. If you say no, this stops right now and you have done nothing but have dinner with an old friend. Or who ever you need me to be to explain. At least we had the chance to meet."
Janie set the glass down and took a deep breath.
"Let's go upstairs."
****
Sam still couldn't believe she said yes. He guided her toward the elevator with a hand on her back. His heart was beating wildly in his chest. He felt like a teenager on a date with the hottest girl in school. He wanted to ask again if she was sure, but he didn't want to hear if she changed her mind. They had emailed and talked for months before she finally agreed to meet him. He craved her too badly right now to give her a chance to get away.
The doors opened and Sam followed her inside. They were both quiet as the doors closed and he reached across her to press for his floor.
"Are you okay?" Sam asked, taking in her stiff posture. She looked as if she was about to break, she held herself so stiff.
"Yes. Just nervous." She admitted, looking up at him.
"Don't be. I really am harmless Janie." Sam said facing her.
He lifted his hand and touched her cheek. His thumb rubbed back and forth over her full bottom lip. They were so soft, now he was wondering what they would feel like on his. On his body. Stretched around his cock.
"Sam."
He heard Janie sigh his name as his head descended and his lips captured hers. Her lips parted and he swept his tongue inside. She tasted delicious. He pulled her into his arms and crushed her body tight against his. She fit him perfectly. He felt her hands touch his waist and he growled into her mouth. He couldn't wait to fuck her.
The doors slid open and thankfully no one was waiting to catch the elevator. Sam reluctantly lifted his head. He looked down into her half-closed eyes.
"I want you so badly Janie." He whispered, his covered cock pressing against her stomach.
"Me too." She answered shyly.
Sam took her hand and led her down the hall to his room. He slipped the key card in and waited for the green light. Once inside, he threw the card to the nearest table and pulled Janie back into his arms. With his weight, he pushed her back against the wall and ravished her mouth with his. He heard her purse drop to the floor and then her arms slide up around his neck.
He thrilled at her response to him. He could feel her nipples harden against his chest. Her mouth opened wider and her tongue danced with his.
Sam groaned at the contact. She tasted of the sweet wine she had with dinner. And of innocence. He wanted to go slow and take his time pleasuring her, making her first time memorable. But he wasn't sure how much longer he would last before he had to have his cock buried deep inside her.
His hands went to her blouse and he quickly undid the buttons. His large hands covered her lace covered breasts and he massaged them, feeling her hard nipples against his palms. He kissed his way across her jaw and to her ear. Her head fell back giving him better access to her sweet neck. He licked and sucked, delighting in the moans he brought forth.
"Oh Janie" Sam breathed against her neck.
She was driving him fucking crazy. He felt her fingers on the waistband of his pants and tensed slightly as they undid his belt and quickly unbuttoned and unzipped them. She slid her hand inside his boxers and cupped his thick cock. He growled at the contact. His cock pulsed with his need to be inside her.