"That wasn't a bad burger," I say as Michelle and I finish our late dinner.
"Yep, not as good as Smitty's but good," Michelle agrees. "Another beer?" She asks offering me a bottle.
"Dr. Ripley, are you trying to get me drunk?" I joke.
"Thought you might need one so you can tell me your story."
I take the bottle but put it down on the table without opening it.
"Are you sure you want to hear it? You already know that it doesn't end well for any of us."
"If you don't want to talk about it just tell to me to back off and I will. I'm a big girl Kenny I can take rejection. I just thought it might be something you'd like to get off your chest," She tells me.
I sense that she's about to retreat and my hand shoots out to capture hers before she can walk away. She rubs her thumb across the back of my hand as I give hers a gentle squeeze.
"Michelle, it's not that I don't want to tell you it's just that... I haven't talked about it for a long time. Hell, I haven't been able to talk about that day since the inquest except to the shrink from the VA and even then in just bits and pieces. However, when I can talk about what happened and why I blame myself, I know now that you'll be the one I tell, just not tonight. Tonight we should be celebrating not dredging up some dark chapter of my past."
"Well whenever you're ready I'm here for you," She tells me squeezing my hand back.
"I know you are. Thank you."
"No need to thank me, you're here for me and I'm here for you. That's how it works with friends but right now, I'm a little tired. So you take the bed and I take the couch right," She asks.
I shake my head. "I'll take the couch and you take the bed Michelle. Don't argue either because you won't win this one."
"That used to be my line Kenny, no fair using it against me."
"Fair or not that's how it is."
"Oh really?"
"Yep."
She smiles and nods. "Okay, I guess there's no point in arguing if I'm not going to win. I don't like being on the losing side but I suppose the bed in there will cushion the blow."
I groan. "You need to get to bed because that was a horrible pun."
She shrugs. "It wasn't my best so I guess goodnight and I'll see you in the morning."
"Goodnight Michelle," I tell her as I clean up the table and return the tray to the hallway.
Back inside I pull the cushions off the smallish couch and place them on the floor so I can stretch out better. I start to lie down when Michelle calls out to me.
"Look what I found!" She says giggling and pointing towards the TV as I enter.
I look towards it and see Humphrey Bogart's Frank McCloud entering the Hotel Largo for the first time.
"If this isn't fate then I don't know what is. We have to watch this together," She gets to her knees and pulls me onto the bed. I end up tripping and falling onto my back onto the bed jostling my shoulder.
"Ouch, careful, I'm a wounded man, remember." I tell her sliding up towards the headboard and the stack of pillows waiting there. A look of genuine concern blossoms on her face but I wave her off. "I'm fine."
"Don't try and be a tough guy for my benefit Kenny." She says. "If you're hurting, let me know."
"I'm fine, really. And Michelle, I'm sorry I scared you back at the village."
"Yeah well you should be. I had been through enough at that point, no need for you to pile on."
"Yes, you had and really I'm sorry," I tell her.
She nods.
"Don't get serious on me now Kenny, I'm trying to watch Bogart in Italian. Think we can supply the lines like we used to?" She asks.
"Are you sure about that? You might be out of practice and I'd hate for you to lose a bet like that," I tell her.
She shakes her head.
"No bets this time, just two friends enjoying a movie together. That okay with you?" She asks as she slides back on the bed to join me.
She cuddles up to me, the warmth of her body spreading to me along with that scent of peaches I'm starting to love at this point.
"Fine... uh fine with me," I manage to say as I think back to when we used to watch movies together at the Voss's.
She'd be on one end of the couch and I on the other with only our hands occasionally brushing one another on the back cushions but tonight she's wrapped herself to me like a lover would and I for one am not complaining. I'm too busy doing Bogart's lines now anyway.
"Thanks for not dying on me Kenny," she says in a near whisper.
I lean down and kiss the top of her head. "I thought you didn't want to get serious?"
She looks up at me, gives me this sexy smile then stretches up and kisses me. As soon as our lips touch, I feel that barrier that was put between dissolve itself into nothingness. Her lips part, teasing my tongue to slip between them as her body presses into mine molding and filling me with even more of her warmth. A moan escapes her throat as her tongue touches mine and she begins tugging at my shirt. At first, I think that she's trying to get away from my unwanted advance so I pull back ready to apologize but she surprises me when struggling with the buttons she asks.
"Why'd you button this damn thing?"
"I didn't think this..." I try to say but she interrupts me.
"Shut up," She says finally getting the last button undone.
She yanks it off me tossing it aside before lying on her back and hurriedly pulling me down to her.
"Kiss me," She says suspiciously making it sound like an order but one that I will gladly follow. I lower my lips to hers and as much as I try to be tender all the pent up tension I've been feeling unleashes itself. Our hands begin to roam each other's bodies as I pull myself away from her sweet lips sliding down to kiss her neck. She raises her head granting me better access to her smooth skin. She moans as I gently kiss and suck on her sweet neck first on one side then the other. Her hands come up to my shoulders and she lightly pushes me lower. I get the hint and begin kissing my way down her neck to her chest. Gently I pull her tank top straps down taking my time kissing every inch of skin as I expose it. There's the peaches smell again and I smile knowing that now whenever I pass a fruit stand or see a license plate from Georgia I'm going to have a very pleasant memory.
"How long do you plan on teasing me Kenny?" She groans at me.
"I'm not in any kind of hurry," I tell her amid kisses to her cleavage.
"That's good but you're making me really hot at the moment and I don't want to start yanking on your bad shoulder," She tells me.
Not wanting to disappoint I reach down taking hold of the hem of her shirt and pull it up over her head. It flies into the air and joins mine somewhere on the floor. I take moment to marvel at this goddess lying topless before me and realty hits me like a blast of cold water.
"She's just been through this traumatic event, there's that Justin guy that might or might not be her boyfriend, and she trusts me. Here I am taking advantage of her and abusing her trust."
I lean back and rise up to my knees while these thoughts race through my mind.
"Uh maybe we should...," I begin to say but she cuts me off.
"Why are you stopping? Don't stop!" She says getting up to her own knees so we're face to face. She takes my face into her hands. Lightly she kisses me while intently staring into what feels like the very depths of my soul, her blue eyes aflame with passion.
"Michelle, if we do this and you regret it afterwards... I don't want to screw us up again," I explain.
"You didn't screw us up last time, I did," She tells me.
"If I hadn't kissed you that night..."
"Then I would have kissed you," She interrupts. "It doesn't matter now Kenny, all that matters is tonight. I don't want to waste any more time wondering what might have been, so get back to kissing me already."
I do as she requests and she kisses me back with more passion than I thought one person could possess. With my doubt erased, I slide my hands down her back until I'm cupping her firm butt. She groans into my mouth as I give her ass a squeeze before massaging each wonderful cheek in turn. Not one to be out down she reaches down to the clasps of my pajama bottoms to undo them. For just a brief moment she appears to be all thumbs as she struggles with the simple knot but I suppose my teeth nibbling on her ear might be the culprit. She steels herself for a moment and completes her task then goes on the attack. Quickly her hand dips inside them exploring my stiffness with her delicate touch. It's my turn to moan as she begins to stroke me teasingly.
"Damn," I groan into her ear and hear her giggle just a little as she continues to tease me.
"I want you naked," She tells me after several long moments pass.
I nod, reluctantly pull my hands away from her tight backside, and get to my feet beside the bed letting the pants fall to the floor. She stares for a moment as I crawl back onto bed.
"Something wrong," I ask.
She shakes her head before she slips under the covers.
"Just processing that this is actually happening that's all," She tells me.
"Honey, we can stop if you want. I'll understand."
A smile teases her lips as she reaches under the covers seconds later she tosses her pajama pants at me.
"Does it look like I want to stop?" She asks holding the sheet up so I can slide under.
I hesitate but not out of doubt, I just want look at her amazing body as it lies before me.
"You look absolutely incredible," I tell her as I crawl into the bed beside her.
"I'll bet you say that to all the girls you take to bed," She says jokingly.
I shake my head. "There hasn't been that many and you're the first I've said that to."