"Damn you! Why did you have to come back to my life?" Lily asked as she sat down.
"Ummm, you called me first," I reminded her.
A couple of weeks ago. My phone buzzed with a number that looked familiar, but I didn't recognize so I let it to go to voicemail. When I opened up the voicemail. When I listened to the voicemail, it was Lily's voice telling me that she needed to speak with me.
I hadn't spoken to Lily, or even thought about her in at least 4 or 5 years. We had a very brief, very hot relationship that ended because she was drinking too much and more often than not she was not a happy, fun drunk.
She told me that she had quit drinking, so we met at a Starbucks. She was still a beautiful woman. A short, curvy Latina with curly, shoulder length hair, she had a bright, beautiful smile and thicker, puffy lips. As we spoke, she told me about her sobriety, and that she was now engaged to the pastor of her church who helped her quit drinking.
She then told me that I had popped into her thoughts recently, and then into her dreams. She told me that hopefully seeing me would get me out of her system and she could "get back to being normal again."
I didn't say much as I pondered what she said, and then she stood up and said that she had to go. She hugged me briefly and then left, and I watched her cute little ass, now clad in a much more conservative skirt than she used to wear, walk out the door.
"I don't know what you did, or how you did it, but I can't get you out of my mind!" she was saying to me now. "I have dreams about you! Sexual dreams!"
"Well, the sex WAS hot!" I reminded her.
"I know! I remember!" she hissed back at me. "I was making love with my fiance the other night and I saw your face instead of his! I almost said your name!"
"It's not funny!" she almost yelled at me when I smiled.
"Yeah, it kinda is," I replied. "But if I'm already invading your thoughts, how is seeing me again going to help you?"
Lily looked at me and picked up her coffee. "Damn, I wish this was tequila right now," she said as she took a drink.
Looking at me, she said, "If you laugh at me I swear I will kill you."
"I don't think God, or your fiance, would like that very much," I replied sarcastically.
Lily glared at me for a second before continuing. "I prayed to God one night for help with my thoughts about you. He told me ..."
"He told me to see you. To 'be with' you."
I looked at Lily silently for a couple of seconds, reading her expression. She looked back at me with a poker face.
"God came to you in a dream and told you that the only way to get me out of your head was to 'be with' me?" She looked back with raised eyebrows.
"And by 'be with' me, he means ..."
"Kurt, don't be stupid! You know exactly what it means!" she replied.
"Well, I don't see how making love with me is going to get me out of your mind," I told her, "but who am I to argue with His will?"
"No, we aren't going to make love," she said, "and quit the sarcasm. I don't love you anymore. I need you to fuck me. He said that I was never as much of a slut as I was when I was with you. If I allow you to use me like a slut again I will quickly repent and be done with you and those days."
It took all of my energy not to laugh. If it had been anyone else from my past I probably would have, but Lily was a wildcat sexually, and another chance to play with her was hard to turn down. Especially knowing that she was engaged to a minister.
"So how do you want to do this?" I asked her. "I'm going to assume that going to your house is out of the question."
"Yes. And I don't want to go to your place either. We will do it like we did when I was a drunken slut. We will start in my car," she said. I was truly starting to believe that she was getting off on calling herself a slut. I don't think I had ever heard her use that word that much.
When I first met Lily I teased her about driving a "soccer mom van." Then I found out that she loved to play and fuck in the back and I didn't laugh anymore. Actually, I learned very quickly that there wasn't any place that Lily didn't like to fuck. Especially after she had had a couple of drinks. I also started thinking about how she had said that we would "start" in her car.
I looked at her without saying anything for a few seconds. "Come on Lily. This has to be some kind of weird joke," I said.
Lily glared back at me with a look that I was familiar with. She was a fiery little Latina with a nasty temper. "Do I look like I'm joking?" she hissed.
"Ok. Where and when do you want to meet?" I asked a few seconds later.
"Tonight at the nature preserve. Nine o'clock," she replied immediately. She had been thinking about this.
"Ok. I'll be there," I told her. "I'll be prepared to fuck the slutty thoughts out of you."
Lily then picked up her coffee and left. The added extra sway to her ass may have been subconscious, but it was there, and I wasn't the only one that noticed it.
I pulled into the parking lot of the nature preserve that night and saw that Lily's van was already there, parked towards the back. I drove towards her and parked next to the side door. I heard her doors unlock as I stepped out of my car, so I closed my door and stepped into her van.
Lily was sitting in the back row, dimly lit by her phone. As I sat next to her, I saw that she was dressed like she used to for our meetings. She was wearing a thin, sheer blouse and a short skirt with a pair of low heels. Even in the dim light it was obvious that she wasn't wearing a bra, as her dark areola were visible through her blouse. I slowly looked her up and down as I sat next to her and I watched her long nipples harden and make tents in her blouse.
"Hi," I said as I looked her up and down.
"Hi," she replied softly, looking down.
"You look very hot," I told her. "Very sexy."
"Thank you."
"You left the house like that?" I asked her. "What did the preacher say about that?"
"No, I changed in the car when I got here," she answered. "Don't talk about him."
I reached up and went to kiss her but she pushed me away. "No! I can't! It wouldn't be right kissing you!" she said.
"But fucking me is acceptable?" I asked as I wrapped my fingers lightly around her throat. "Listen to me, you little slut! You know you want it! You know you love it and how much it gets you going! This isn't an 'I love you kiss,' it's an 'I'm getting ready to fuck your brains out' kiss!"
"Yes. Ok," she replied meekly. Lydia had always had a bit of a submissive side and loved it when I "manhandled" her. She loved to be choked when I was fucking her, something I didn't understand, but it made her cum hard, so I did it. In fact, when I fulfilled one of her deepest fantasies by "sneaking into" her house, tying her up, blindfolding her and "raping" her, including anally, she squirted and passed out.
I reached a hand up behind her head and tightly grabbed a handful of her hair. She gasped as I pulled her towards me and I mashed my lips against hers. As much as she tried to keep it a closed-lipped, chaste kiss, Lily soon gave in, moaning deeply as her lips separated and our tongue clashed.