Chapter 1
The Punk
It was late - it had been a long day and she was beginning to wish she hadn't agreed to the evening out. But it had been months since the four of them had met up and it had been great to spend time together again - they had all been such good friends at school - which now seemed such a long time ago.
There was still no sign of the train -
'Stations are such depressing places, especially late at night.'
she thought.
Friday would have been better, she would have had a sleep-in to look forward to, but trying to find an evening when everyone was free had been difficult and the others of course had heavy dates for Fridays. Just like her flat-mate, away on business until next week, they all seemed to have such busy lives. She felt quite envious, listening to them talk of their careers, ambitions, men. Where had she gone wrong, she wondered.
Footsteps echoed hollowly as another late homegoer walked along the platform. She glanced up - and quickly looked away again. Rough! A 'punk'! Not one of the very extreme ones, at least his hair wasn't cox-combed, still the orange and green stripes in it, the raggedy clothes and the paraphernalia he was wearing were enough to label him immediately. She could hear the faint clinking sound of bits of metal as he walked slowly past. She kept her eyes lowered, the carefully ripped jeans, studded - almost obscenely and the grotesque boots were all she could see - and that was more than she wanted to, there, alone, at that time of night.
An irrational fear - but there were so many reports in the papers of women being attacked for no reason. The lucky ones merely robbed - she unconsciously tightened her grip on her bag - many, far worse!
Her mind flicked back over all she had read. Was it better to fight, or did that simply increase the risk of greater injury? Go for the eyes? The balls - that was the most vulnerable point! Scream a lot! Would she - could she?
The steady, echoing steps stopped. She risked a quick, sideways glance - and wished she hadn't. He was standing, twenty or thirty paces away - looking back at her!
'God - why didn't I go to Joan's place, as she suggested when she found out I was going back to an empty flat?'
she thought despairingly. Joan - always practical, always sensible.
'Why doesn't the train come? Why aren't there more people around? Why don't I just get up and walk out of the station?'
'Because it's late, the streets are as bad, if not worse. I haven't got enough cash on me for a cab fare all the way home. Because I'm just being silly!'
She took another furtive glance.
'Damn!'
He was still staring straight at her.
She felt suddenly cold and started to shiver involuntarily.
'Don't panic! Just don't panic.'
She looked back along the platform - there was absolutely nobody else in sight.
'Perhaps there are people - sitting down in one of the alcoves.'
she thought.
'Of course there would be - everyone else would be too tired at this time to stand around waiting. Everyone but him of course.'
'Should I walk back down there?'
'What if he follows me - and there isn't anyone there after all?'
She tried to remember coming along the platform earlier. Had she seen anyone? Had she heard any other footsteps since?
A blank! She had been too busy thinking about the evening, thinking over all the things the others had to talk about. Feeling left out, nothing significant to contribute.
He hadn't moved, he was just standing there. Was he still staring at her? She daren't look up to check, in case he was.
'Is he working himself up to do it? Or planning just how he's going to go about it?'
'If I take off my shoes I can run faster. But remember to keep one, as a weapon!'
She remembered having read that somewhere. Could she really do it - fight? Or would she simply faint from shock?
'What if I just go up to him and give him my bag?'
'What if it isn't money he's after? It's the junkies that need cash - punks do it just for kicks, the thrill.'
He hadn't looked like a junkie, a strong walk, too well built, he looked fit - tough!
'What chance would I really have?'
The shivering became almost uncontrollable.
Then, a sound!
'Thank God - the train!'
'Even if there's nobody else on the platform, there must be people on the train.'
Her legs felt as though they had turned to jelly and it was as much as she could do to stay calm. She risked another glance up - he was still staring at her!
The whoosh of air, the deafening sound of the train leaving the tunnel, gave her strength and the feeling of sheer relief was incredible. As it slowed she scanned the carriages for people, they seem mainly empty but here and there she could make out the blurred outlines of heads and shoulders. 'So long as there is someone in the carriage that stops nearest it will be all right!'
Thankfully there was, she couldn't make out the details through the grimy windows - but she could see two figures. The train stopped, the doors opened, she was in - and collapsed into the nearest seat and, seeing the punk getting into the far end of the same carriage, she was happy to know that there were at least the two people just behind her.
Even as the train started to slowly move she felt her heart still pounding, her hands still trembling in her lap. She fought to regain control of herself, taking slow, deep breaths, trying to relax the tension that had gripped her.
By the time the train pulled into the next, equally deserted station she was a little calmer and even though the punk, at the far end of the carriage now seemed to be dozing, the sound of the people behind her, whispering together was almost comforting. The train finally ground to a halt paused for a while and with the adrenaline flow lessening she felt herself relaxing and as the train started to leave the station she slumped a little lower in the seat and let her eyes close.
Chapter 2
The Attack
It seemed only a second or two later that she suddenly became aware of a rough voice.
'All alone then are yer love?' It's followed by a suppressed giggle from behind her.
She opened her eyes with a start as the voice continued -
'Didn't get any tonight, didn't yer? Walk out on yer did 'e? That's a shame - girls need it too, don't they!'
She's confused, still not fully aware - but the face of the youth now sitting opposite her comes into focus. Young, acne strewn over greasy skin, hair slicked back, watery, muddy coloured eyes. He took a puff of the cigarette that he held between nicotine stained fingers. Unblinking, he continued.
'Saw yer get on - nice legs. I bet the rest of yer is good too. Big tits I'd say. Like big tits I do. But then I bet yer know what a bloke likes - like it too, don't yer!'
The leer on his face widened as his free hand reached out and gripped her leg, tight, just above the knee. She froze, suddenly fully alert as a rush of renewed fear hit her.
'Like I said, nice legs. I bet you'd like to show us more of 'em, wouldn't yer?'
'Stop it!' She heard the words come out as just a hoarse croak which simply caused louder giggles from behind and a grimmer look and tighter grip of her leg by the young tough.
Then, taking another puff from the cigarette before dropping it to the floor, he leered again and reaching forward with his other hand, forced it up under her skirt as he continued.
'Me old man always told me - 'Don't forget Mick, when a piece says 'No', that's 'er way of saying 'Please', don't forget that!' - I reckon me old man knew a lot about the way birds think - and what they really want.'
She clamped her legs together as hard as she could and tried to take a feeble swing at him - only to feel herself grabbed from behind by the shoulders and yanked hard back against the seat. He chuckled - his thumbs digging painfully into the sides of her knees and though she grunted with the effort to stop him, his strength slowly forced her legs apart.
'I like a piece with a bit of fight - makes the fuck better, I reckon.'
The word and the cruel tone in his voice focused the fear and speared it up her spine like an ice-cold blade - the response from the one behind was an even tighter grip of her shoulders and another nervous snigger.