I'd made a promise to Professor Murphy. One which I fully intended to keep. Rushing down the corridor on my still shaky legs, pushing through the outer door into the warm spring afternoon air and all the way across campus to my hall of residence, the intention was there. It was still there there as I burst through the door of my block, calling a quick hello to Lizzie who was sprawled out on the sofa watching TV as I hurriedly rushed through to my bedroom, slamming the door shut behind me.
I snatched my laptop off the desk and sat down on the bed, firing it into life as I slid the cover open and jabbed at the power button. I was still determined as I logged in and opened up the file containing my essay from the desktop.
I just wasn't sure what happened after that. Good intentions are one thing, but bad intentions are another entirely. How was I supposed to concentrate on proof-reading and polishing my 6,000 word essay with my sexual appetite piqued and thwarted the way it had been? All I could think about was the ache between my legs, the hunger in Tom's eyes as he'd watched me, the delicious shame I'd felt when he'd called me a bad girl and licked my juices clean off his fingers.
Fuck...
I abandoned my laptop carelessly on the bed, flopping down on to my back, hitching up my skirt around my hips. One hand dipped under the waistband of my lace panties whilst the other smoothed down over my breasts, kneading and pinching at my stiffened nipples.
In a matter of minutes I was writhing on the bed, my fingers gliding over my slick folds, rubbing tight circles on my clit until my legs were trembling and my heart felt like it was beating out of my chest from the pleasure of it. I screwed my eyes shut so I could fully concentrate on that tight white knot in my core, imagining it was Tom's fingers bringing me to my peak. And then it exploded...
I was lost in the moment, transported back to Tom's office in my head, but this time I was bent over his desk whilst he roughly fucked me through my high.
"Ohhh... Tom... fuck... so good..."
My eyes flicked open as soon as my body relaxed and darted towards the door, embarrassed that my friend beyond it might have heard my amorous moans.
I rose up quickly, smoothing down my clothing and inching open the door, sheepishly peering through. Lizzie was still watching the tele but her head swivelled around on hearing me, a smile spreading across her face.
"You alright?" She asked, sitting upright, still grinning.
"Yeah... yeah... I'm good. Really good actually."
I tried for a casual tone, hoping that I wasn't too flushed, wandering into the kitchen and opening up the fridge.
"Yeah, so I hear!"
Lizzie's smile grew even wider, turning into a hearty chuckle at my mask of embarrassment. I ducked my head into the fridge to hide my blushes and emerged with a bottle of wine, quickly locating a glass off the side to pour myself out a sizeable measure.
Lizzie rose up off the sofa and stepped into the small kitchen area, leaning up against the counter whilst she eyed me with curiosity.
"So..." she dragged out the word, pausing until I looked up. "Anything you wanna tell me?"
I stiffened at her words, trying to show nonchalance although my heart skipped a beat. Lizzie and I had become firm friends since we started at University and we'd usually tell each other everything, but this wasn't just a one night stand or a quick grope with a fellow student. The implications of someone finding out about my liaison with Tom were wide-reaching and inordinately serious. And besides, there was no way I wanted to risk putting an end to whatever this was, the tempting promise of what might yet happen tantalising me beyond belief.
"Can't a girl have a little fantasy?" I grinned lasciviously before I took a gulp of wine. "You're not telling me that you never think of hot guys to get yourself off?"
Lizzie blushed, biting back a giggle. "I wasn't talking about
that!
I meant Professor Murphy... today!"
"Yeah... what about him?"I asked uncertainly, my own blush rising now.
She looked shocked and I braced myself, aware that it would be impossible for her to know anything but feeling nervous nevertheless. Thankfully she didn't leave me to suffer for long, a frown clouding her features as she spoke.
"Well? Aren't you in trouble? I saw Erica when I was coming back here from the labs and she made a point of stopping me. She took great delight in telling me that he was furious with you in class. Something about him summoning you to his office..."
She was genuinely concerned and I had to swallow down the laugh of relief that nearly burst forth. I needed to play this safe, spin her a tale that was believable and could be manipulated at my will if needs be.
I sighed before I spoke, not really enjoying lying to my friend but surprising myself at how easily the lies tripped off my tongue.
"Oh that... don't worry about that. He was angry about me being late for class and then he wanted to go over some points I'd made in my essay..."
I trailed off and paused for effect. "The thing is, I didn't really want to admit it before, but I'm really struggling with the work. Professor Murphy, well Tom... he's been really kind actually. He's organising for me to have some extra tuition with him. That's what we were talking about."
Lizzie looked surprised, reaching for the wine bottle and pouring herself a glass. "You? Extra tuition?" She made a huffing noise. "But you always try to scrape through with doing as little work as possible! And you're perfectly bright enough!"
She took a sip of wine, shooting me a devilish grin. "Unless you have an ulterior motive?"
"As if!" I giggled back, knocking her with my elbow. "But you know, I'm quite happy to spend a little more time staring into those blue eyes whilst he's going over past exam papers with me!"
Lizzie let out a dirty-sounding laugh, clinking her glass with mine, mimicking my breathy tones from earlier. "Oh Tom! Oh Tom!"
"Fuck off!" I countered, cackling too, taking another swallow of wine.
* * * * *
The afternoon turned into evening and Lizzie and I polished off the rest of the bottle of wine. My laptop lay open on my bed, forgotten, powering down eventually as the evening turned into night and the two of us decided to move on to the Union Bar.
I knew I shouldn't be out every night until the early hours, burning the candle at both ends, but my student loan had not long come in and I was only young once... right? There was plenty of time for rules and responsibilities when I graduated... and I
was
going to graduate. Definitely. With First Class Honours if I bucked my ideas up... and I'd be a good girl for Professor Murphy too. Of course then I might be able to reap the pleasures of my rewards too.
The thought simmered at the back of my mind all night, spilling into my dreams and then lingering when I awoke, groggily, reaching for my alarm and switching it off.
I had a free day with no lectures so why should I worry about rising too early? My essay wasn't due in until 2pm and the last thing I wanted to do was proof-read it with a stonking hangover. I turned back over and drifted off to sleep.
* * * * *
"Where the hell is my laptop? Has anyone seen it?"
It was a simple question and I expected a simple answer from the fellow residents of my block. Not the blank expressions and disinterested shrugs as I paced around the communal living area, picking up books and papers and casting them aside, getting more and more wound up by the second.
"For fucks sake Grace, watch it. That's my revision notes!" Ben piped up, glaring daggers at me as I knocked a stack of loose leafed sheets off the arm of the sofa as I bustled past.
"I don't give a shit about your revision Ben! I have an essay due in at 2pm and I need to work on it. I left my laptop on my bed when I went out last night, I swear I did... and now it's gone. All my work's on there. Everything."
I was mildly panicking now, having left just an hour before the submission deadline, cursing myself for not just buckling down and doing what needed to be done yesterday.
"Well don't look at me!" Ben sniped back, stooping down to collect the scattered papers off the floor. "Ask Rob, he was stressing about his laptop crashing the other day. Maybe he borrowed yours."
I muttered to myself angrily as I stalked out of the room and down the corridor to Rob's room, rapping loudly on the door, sighing when I didn't get an immediate answer. I was fed up of my house-mates taking liberties, first it was using my expensive toiletries, then it was siphoning off my alcohol stash, now it was blatant theft of my property.
Another knock and no answer so I burst through into Rob's room uninvited only to find him sitting at his desk, headphones in, tapping away on the keyboard of none other than my laptop. He jumped out of his skin as I grabbed hold of his headphone wire, yanking the buds out of his ears in one swift motion.
"Grace! Hi!" He exclaimed, swivelling around, his eyes flitting to my laptop and back again, an awkward look on his face. "I... errr... I borrowed your laptop. I didn't think you'd mind... but there's... errr..."
"I need it Rob... right now. There's a really important essay I need to submit. And next time, don't bloody take my stuff without asking, okay?"
I was fuming, glaring at Rob with my hands on my hips, my temper rising as he just sat there, his face creasing into a panicked expression.
"It's just that... errr... well... there's just a little bit of a problem with it..."
"And what's that supposed to mean?"
I liked Rob, I really did. He was kind and sweet and mild-mannered, a real gentleman... but right now I just feel like slapping him. Especially when his next words left his lips.
"I think it's got... some kind of virus. I don't know, I was checking my emails and it started acting glitchy, and so I re-booted it and now I can't see anything on your desktop. It's just... blank..."
He spoke timidly, sliding the open laptop around so that I could see the blank screen that used to be populated with folders and documents, my heart sinking like a stone.